as promised, the highlights of 2006! haha.


4Co6
this class is soooooooooo much like 2Go4! many, many cliques. but i still enjoyed myself alot, coz of the few really wonderful friends in the class. back in 3J, everyone was busy studying. all of them were so serious! yawn........... i rmb how i spent the first few days of sch this year deciding if i should quit dhp. i dunno what made me decide to finally quit, but i'm REALLY GLAD i did. haha. if i din i probably would have been having depression now, n maybe seeing myself getting retained. last year was simply horrid. the only reason i went to sch was to countdown to dismissal time. sad eh? but life's different in 4c. i looked forward to going to sch everyday! haha. perhaps it's coz the ppl are so much more able to have fun. HAHA. i admit i din really get to know everyone in the class well enough. but for the ppl i'm closer to.. thank God for them! really. haha. as i said many times, i really like 4c so much better than 3j, n i'm glad the class knows that haha =D


DHSCO
being in dhsco has given me lots of opportunities to shine. dhsco's really the BEST orchestra ever n i'm thankful to be in it! back in sec 1, co wasn't my first choice. it was my dad who forced me to join. but i have completely no regrets. i rmb really loving dhsco like crazy! i would look forward to every single co session, whether it be theory or fenzu or dazu or whatever. i would go to sch with a fever just coz there was co on that day. i admit my passion did die a little this year, probably coz of the endless NAGGINGS of someone. but deep down.. I REALLY LOVE DHSCO!!!!!!! if not for dhsco, i wouldn't have got to meet a bunch of fun-loving, noisy, WONDERFUL ppl from GUANYUE!!!!! haha. n i'm really thankful for every opportunity i have been given. n the wonderful testimonial i was given! haha. yeah.. i doubt i'll ever have many opportunities to shine anymore, maybe i won even have any. as valerie once rightly put it.. dhsco's my tian1 di4! haha! to everyone in dhsco.. i've graduated, n much as i want to continue performing with dhsco, i can't possibly. so do cherish your years in dhsco yeah! do put your hearts into the music.. n bring back the GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!!!!!! =)


O LEVELS!!!!
this was what i had feared the most when contemplating whether to quit dhp. i was once terrified of it n wished it would never come. but when it came.. i was actually celebrating! haha. i was really excited about it n was enjoying myself even when studying. haha. except for the day before bio n geog. that was the only day i felt stressed. but it was my fault coz i was doing last min studying. haha. yeah i had a whole book of bio stuff to memorise n i hadn't touched my geog yet. but thank God, i survived through it! haha. the rest of the O levels went smoothly i can't believe that i survived it happily. valerie would call me before the papers n i would be singing "LET US CELEBRATE THIS MOMENT" LOL! yeah the Os passed real quickly. before i knew it, it was over. I SURVIVED THE O LEVELS!!!!! haha. we all did, actually. lol!


haha. shall talk about sth boring. my results. lol! my results seriously sucked like anything last year. as i mentioned before, i could get 1/20 for maths n physics n 2/35 for chem. n it's not just once or twice, it's ALL THE TIME. ain't i simply wonderful? of course i am. seriously, i couldn't find any motivation. all i thought was, there were no O levels, so who cares? n i just slacked the whole year. i din study. n what i mean by not studying's completely NOT STUDYING. during lessons, i was counting down to dismissal. at home, i played the whole day not caring if there was homework. in fact, all my work last year was copied. for tests, i couldn't be bothered. my textbooks would be sitting under my table in sch. for the EOYs, i couldn't be bothered as well. my concepts were weak (i think i knew nth) n i din open my books AT ALL. it was no wonder that for EOYs out of 6 subjects we took, i failed 5. n for my overall results.. i failed 4 out of 7 subjects. n out of the 4 subjects i had to take for mock exams (emaths, amaths, chem, bio), i got F9 for all 4. pro huh? my results are better this year (but they still suck) haha. i'm proud of my chem improving from a 2/35 to a B4 (really, it's thanks to mrs grace ong), i'm proud of my average improving by 15 marks! haha. n i'm looking forward to more improvement in my Os results. HOHO. thank you ms lim for always encouraging me by stamping on my test papers. n A BIG THANK YOU TO MRS ONG for being such a great, wonderful, FANTASTIC chem teacher! thank you for all the encouragement, thank you for believing that i can do it, thank you for telling me constantly to have faith in myself! my chem improved coz of mrs ong, MRS ONG ROCKS!!!!! hahaha


hey ppl, fallen asleep?


oman.. in 19 hours n 24 min it'll be 2006 no more. in a few more days most of us will be having a new beginning in our JCs. in a few months i'll be 17! gosh, isn't that old? haha.


my 2007 resolutions (i never do keep them, i wonder what i'm posting them for. owell, miracles do happen! haha)
- BE HAPPY
- study hard but i think it's best to take one step at a time, so..
- study
- have lots of fun
- do my best in vjco (though my "shine" is over LOL)
- keep in contact with my friends
- last but not least, the most difficult of all, GAIN MUCH MORE WEIGHT (ppl, treat me to more meals k? HAHA)


oh yeah. 19 hours n 16 more min to 2007. it's 4.44am now, GOOD MORNING SINGAPORE! heheh. i wanna go countdown tmr! =D

amazing. i actually woke up at 4.45pm today! oman.. record. lol. n gy was supposed to meet at eunos mrt at 4pm. i actually din even hear my missed calls n smses. best. HAHA. anyway.. i went to cut my hair!! wahlao i waited for sooooooooooooooo freaking long man. n the hairdresser was being very irritating. talk talk talk talk talk............ n say my mum fat! go to hell man!


yep then i went for the gy bbq at jieting's old house. i was shocked when weicheng told me they ordered 40 chicken wings n 200 satays. LOL! oh there were only chicken wings, satay, fishballs, hot dogs, fried rice n bee hoon. n there were no forks. oman.. hilarious.


dianne's absolutely amusing. i firmly believe that she has to do sth about her hearing LOL!!!!!


oh i just went online to choose my subject combination after leaving it aside for a long time. wahahax.


oman.. 2006 is coming to an end! look out for my 2006 reflections later. haha!

heheh. just came back not long ago. watched the holiday with xianghong just now. the movie was very long, but it was funny! hahaha. i wish they had gotten someone more handsome to be iris' boyfriend. jack black's too fat. no offence. HOHO. we walked around for a while after the movie to see if there were any nice gifts to buy. but we din buy anything. yeah then we went for dinner. after which i went to tm to meet yuqian n lamlee.


wahlao, lamlee's sooooooooooooo impatient! she called me like a million times asking me to hurry up. LOL! after meeting them we went to the burger king at bedok to find cristal (she works there). wahh cristal's seriously blind. we were seated almost right in front of the counter but she din see us. we thought she saw us when she appeared to be staring straight at lamlee but apparently she did not. even when we were queueing at the counter she din notice. until we were right in front of her. LOL. greatness.


so cool! her manager gave us free fries!!!! oman!!! we should go there more often HAHA.


i have a feeling my dad sent out my x'mas cards sooooooooooooo late that everyone will get them after x'mas. haish. sorry ppl! i guess the cards will be belated. hehe. oh yeah i received 2 more cards today. from cephia n valerie (oman i actually cried after reading your card. killer, BE HONOURED) heheh. THANK YOU!!!!!!! =D =D =D


CHRISTMAS IS COMING OH YES IT IS, IT IS JUST ROUND THE CORNER OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!!!!

CHRISTMAS!!!! CHRISTMAS!!!! it's the season of GIVING!!!!!! hoho. went to buy presents yesterday with the bimbo. she's such a mean bean, my goodness! yeah we went to parkway. plaza sing. marina square. n i bought nth. ain't i pro. wahax. yes then i went all the way back to parkway again n there were such CUTE x'mas cards at ntuc!!!!! whoa. simply beating about the bush. hoho.


co today. as wingsum rightly stated, mo li hua's a hypnosis song!!!!! OWELL. that's the problem of not having enough ppl i guess. HAISH. there was wei lao hui at dhs n i initially din plan to go back. but in the end i still went back with hongming n kokjun. wahax. we were talking about co stuff on the bus. about teachers n ppl who think they're pro blah blah. n halfway through the journey we realised, "lin laoshi's going back to dhs too! why din we get a lift from him?" ah.


they were having chuida when we arrived at dhs. JIANG JUN LING. the song's not nice, pity. hehe. i sat in during dizi fenzu with zheng laoshi. n i realised that suyun improved! her fu zhen's GOOD now!!!!! GO GO GO!!!!!! =D ha i think it's really cool being a SENIOR. in the past, seniors got to go get their food first. now, the juniors SERVE US FOOD OMG!!!!!! so basically we just went there, ate, n left. with the poor juniors moving tables n chairs. hee. but they'll be seniors one day! hoho.


i was pondering about my future just now. n i think i should learn the suona. LOL!!!!!


ahhhhh needa get gifts by tmr, seriously. or i'll be giving new year presents instead. haish. n there comes the problem of monetary deficiency. hehhh. ho yes. thank you xianghong for the card, cephia for the orange bee (izzit a bee?) pen, jonathan for the lime green monkey n simin for the CHICKEN LITTLE STICKERS LOLOLOL!!!!!!!!


watching the holiday with xianghong tmr! yay!!!!!!


LOVE SURVIVOR! LOVE AITU!


2 DAYS TO X'MAS
11 DAYS TO SCH REOPENING!!!!!


YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

charity concert today! hahax. we all met at shangyin for a run-through then left for royal plaza on scotts in the seniors' cars. hoho. jianfeng huili n i took simin's car. oman her car's so cool. it's yellow! lol! simin's damn funny man. her comments about cylindrical condominiums n fat uncles n spastic motorcycle riders who choose not to cut through cars. oman. LOL! she told us that her sister loves to intentionally obstruct the way of cab drivers. LOL!


hahax the performance was not too bad. but the place wasn't exactly fantastic. the hotel was under some sorta renovation. n the "stage" was soooooooo small. we were performing at the entrance of the hotel n i was wondering if it could fit all 13 of us. wahax. yeah shaotong treated us to dinner after that! nydc at suntec. wahhhhh damn full now. n i'm having chicken wings n satay for supper HOHO. oh yeah simin gave me a lift home after that. n she started commenting on my house LOL!!!!


OH YES. i actually remembered to collect my kaoji results. congratulate me! but that was coz i happened to go down to shangyin. wahahax.

lian xi qu - 46/50
sai shang tie qi - 45/50
mu min xin ge - 45/50


i totally cannot believe it man. i firmly believe that prof. xu was sleeping when i was playing. hoho. oh n it's so sad that i can't read his handwriting, so i dun have a clue what the comments are about =( someone decipher it for me n i'll give you a x'mas present! lol!


sleeeeeepy.............

hi, here to blog about my colourful life. HOHO.


tues - went to far east plaza with killer. the bimbo tried on soooooooo many tops. whoa. then we walked n walked n walked to dunno where. paragon? can't remember. yeah n we posed with the christmas tree. HAHA. maria's supposed to upload the pics. n i bet she hasn't learnt it yet. talk about a fatty. LOL!!!!!!!


wed - went to tm n marina square n met quite alot of ppl. at tm cephia suddenly rushed up behind me n tapped me n i got a shock haha. saw kay. n hazel!!!!!!! hahahaz. then at marina square i saw joel (suona). n all of a sudden someone smacked me n it was isabelle!!!!!! omg haven't seen n talked to her since pri 5. so cool, she recognised me. it just proves the point that i'm UNFORGETTABLE hohoho =D


thur - supposed to go out with valerie. but i felt sleeeeeeeeeeeeepy so decided to stay home n sleep till 4 heheh. then i went out to buy my new shoes for next year oman sooooooooooooo BEAUTIFUL!!!!! heheh. OH YES. i needa say that project superstar is total crap n nth but crap n i watch project superstar. i watch crap. garh.


fri - co. HOHO i went to perform the sheng hongloumeng solo on the zhong yin sheng for cuiying n simin n they said they could hear me from dunno where. talk about POWER LOL!!!!!! anyway, do consider recruiting me if there's a shortage of sheng players LOL. went to the parkway kfc after practice with lots of ppl. then zhoumo cephia chiheem n i stayed back to chat. haha. after that.. MAGIC SHOW!!!!! went to meet valerie at expo. WL for a moment i thought she finally decided to get a proper bag but it was just another of her plastic bags, just that with a super long "handle" so that she can sling it on her shoulder n ACT POSH LOL!!!! freaking hilarious, i couldn't stop laughing when i saw that. haha the magic show wasn't just a magic show. OH i loved their STARTING WITH A BANG!!! hahaha. n yeah the meaning behind it. wahhhhh it made me tear man. n the pastor's true story. omg! touching. but well, ppl grow with setbacks! hehe.


oman sharon mailed me the xmas card which i loved like crazy!!! the pop up thing with many santa clauses n snowmen. n on the envelope she wrote "ruth the great" HA. oman.. THANKEW SHARON!!!!!!!!!!! ha. xianghong's so lame. she sms-ed me, guess what she said. "BOO!"


tmr's the cco "performance". N GUESS WHAT i still haven't gone to figure out whether the melodies sound nicer on bangdi or qudi. kudos to me. anyway, if anyone happens to be hanging around orchard, do drop by n listen to our JINGLE BELLS n SANTA CLAUS IS COMING TO TOWN n a few other songs!!!! heheh. we'll be performing from 4.30pm. royal plaza on scotts, opposite hyatt hotel. heheh. dunno if i got the place right though. BAHAHA.


9 days to christmas!

i woke up early in the morning at 11am just to catch the amazing race finale only to discover that it will be shown at 9pm. argh made me sacrifice my beauty sleep for nth!!!!!! i lazed around waiting for valerie to come to my house. oman she's such a suaku, doesn't know how to take a bus from her house LOL!!!! anyway, she decided not to lug her frickin' heavy bag to my house so i went back to sleep until 4PM my goodness. err so sorry guys for missing the meeting hee..


TYLER N JAMES WON THE AMAZING RACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH MAN!!!!!!!! MY FAVOURITE TEAM WON FOR A SECOND TIME HOHOHOHO!!!!!! kinda surprising. coz they were sorta getting a typical second-place edit. heheh. WOOHOO!


i was soooooooooo bored so i typed in dhsco on youtube. n i found a video doris made! haha. yeah the memories came back. HAISH 4 years man. so fast. hmmm. haha i found tuo ling too. me me me!!!!!! but i got fed up with the frequent pauses n just closed the window. i'll go back n watch it again some other day. hoho.


i'm boooooooooooooored. can't stand rotting away at home. the night's so young, i can't sleep, i have nth to do, there's nth online SIAN!!!!! oh but i'm having CHICKEN from kfc for supper LOL! jealous? hohoho


14 days to christmas!

shicheng practice today at shangyin. we'll be playing jingle bells n santa claus is coming to town. haha! oman.. SO CUTE!!!!!! LOL! there were different bangdi n qudi parts n dunno who was suggesting that i play a few bars with bangdi n a few bars with qudi. crazy!!!!! haha. but that was what i did during practice. n i'm still deciding on what i should play. lol! GET ANOTHER PERSON TO ACCOMPANY ME!!!!!! hahahahaha


the practice lasted for just a short while. then i slacked around at home for the rest of the day. watched star awards just now. WAH TOTAL CRAP MAN! li nanxing best actor. my goodness! can't stand him TOTALLY. n jacelyn tay n joanne peh din get the top 10!!!!!! haish. this year's results suck. heh.


hoho valerie's dating me to a magic show LOL! the ticket's $4 n i was wondering why was it so cheap when apparently the magician's quite well-known according to her. so i asked if there were chairs. HOHO. she was just telling about her GAY show n a GAY ending whereby some guy died. n i laughed at her. GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY LOL!!!!!!


i'm soooooooooooooo bored haish. let's look at my beautiful schedule.
mon - comm meeting at mount sinai (save me)
tues - wheelock SURPRISE (dunno where it is)
wed - help dizis at mount sinai (it's in the morning!)
HAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

HOHO! i feel more awake now so i shall blog about the vjco camp. wahahax!


thur - the conductor irritates me totally! my goodness, i've never felt so irritated with a conductor before. if this goes on.. HAI. ooh the games were fun! twister as usual made my arms ache like anything. the ping pong ball in the flour was hilarious, esp when it was the guys vs. guys. they were just practically blowing flour all over. LOL! the longest breath thing was crazy. wahax standing on the second storey sucking up water from a cup on the first storey. HAHA! hoho fenzu at night was FUN as well. LOL!!! wahhhhh at night was kinda terrible. some of us slept on the tables n my whole body ached like crazy in the morning. lol but that was coz i refused to bring my sleeping bag hehe. THANKEW JOLIE for sharing the sleeping bag with me LOL!!!!!! =D


fri - MS LIU GENG the yangqin/djy teacher came to conduct us!!!!!! n the effect was sooooo much better man. oman liu laoshi rocks!!!! oh did i mention that i'm liking the great verdigris bell lots now? wahahax. aye but my liking to a song will only last so short. hoho. the rest of the day was wet games. kinda fun, not so fun, kinda boring, very tiring. heheh. oh we had a bbq in the sch parade square. the chung cheng high guys were telling us ghost stories. damn cool! i'll see if i can rmb them n tell them to cristal LOL!!!!!


sat - each group had to do a performance n the theme was vjco. oh my group's JELLY, in case i've forgotten to mention it. hoho. oman i think i embarrassed myself! LOL! oh yeah theodora n i have plans to join a second cca! OMG SO EXCITING!!!!!! hahaha she's damn funny. she was asking around for the practice dates n even came up with interesting plans on what should we do. lol! ahh but if the practices do clash then i'll just have to forgo the thought. AWW SO SAD!!!!!!! anyway, went for lunch at parkway crystal jade with serhua cephia jolie daphne joel tenghui. the other guys joined us later n we went to macs n sat n ate n played n talked. hoho.


OMG!!!!!! wangui asked youbao to ask me if i can perform for a whatever charity concert next sat coz she said it would be ideal if there's a dizi. i think i would have said no for normal circumstances but this time i agreed COZ WE'RE GONNA PLAY CHRISTMAS SONGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! N MOZART FIRST MOVEMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!! that's so damn freaking cool man. according to youbao this is the first time shicheng's playing a non-eastern piece. WAHHHH SO EXCITING i can't wait for tmr's practice man! luckily it's at shangyin n not at buona vista. wahahax. oh n the event's called Music for Hope. such an INSPIRING NAME!!!!


HMM. heard that dhsco dizis are dying now. n i'm supposed to go back next wed MORNING at 9AM at MOUNT SINAI. please kill me. couldn't dhs have moved to somewhere nearer instead of that ulu place at the other end of s'pore?!?!?!?!?!?!?!


oho valerie just called me. i'm sure she missed my voice over the past three days. lol. hot news. she n joanne paid $16.50 just for ONE ride in escape theme park. oman! hehe.


15 DAYS TO CHRISTMAS!!!!

hoho! today was shicheng concert. rehearsal was so boring! most of the time we were just lazing around. wahax. sian the bow tie was damn gay man. to think that kueifu wanted it to be SKY BLUE LOL! oho the big big old old seniors practically occupied the whole gy room so jingmei n i went to seek refuge in the tby room. wahax. yeah crapped around with jobina n penny. the concert was alright. nth very fascinating. lol! but it was my very first shicheng concert!!!! hahahaz! thank you to everyone who wished me good luck =)


tmr to sat will be the vjco camp. i just finished packing my stuff. wahhh compressed them until i almost died. but i think i'm a pro. my bag looks so thin n it's so light! hoho. to think i actually stuffed a pillow in too. heh. HAHA sharon msg-ed me just now n said she was short of clothes. so she had to wash them n wait for them to dry. damn funny. LOL!!!! oman flora rocks!!!!! she's bringing her pu tmr to share with me!!! WOOHOO!!!!! =D =D =D


wahhhhh i'm so tired. hope the camp tmr will be fun! miss me, ppl!

HELLO! these are the escapades of THE GREAT ME for the past few days. enjoy. LOL!!!!



sun - shicheng. my first visit to the "new" dhs campus at mount sinai! haha it wasn't as freaky as some ppl said. it was just very dirty n dusty. haha. but the guard post was situated at such a place that anyone driving past the sch would think it's haunted. n there was this corridor, when you walk past a room, it's quite scary coz there are two BIG mirrors in that room. when you look in it's kinda scary. wahahax. but other than that it's alright. i dun fancy staying there though. hee no offence wahax! ho yeah then felt so sian so went to meet valerie at parkway. then we felt sian there so she came to my house. HA. n we chatted about 4c. HMM.. HA to prove that i do know how to upload pics..





huge fork n spoon, used by the PIG of course LOL!!!




finally got a decent picture after many attempts. heh.


mon - shicheng in the evening at mount sinai. not bad, i came back alive. haha my poor memory caused me to forget where's the co room even though i was just in it the day before. there happened to be someone playing the suona so i just followed the sound. hoho. oh before that went to suntec with valerie. supposed to buy presents. but ended up i din buy n valerie spent so much more money than me HAHA. ooh. pics.......




hi!




nice cow eh




valerie's mushroom soup




ooh my delicious pizza




bimbo! =D




gay!


today - went to shangyin to collect my blazer n file for tmr's performance. i think the blazer is wangui's. haha guan laoshi thinks it looks just nice on me but i think it's big! haish.. HAHA valerie got locked out of her house just now. HOMELESS eh. so she came to my house n lazed around until 9 plus. heheh. so bored now. sian.....


wahax so cool. yelin n simin have told me quite alot about vj n vjco. HOHO. looking forward to next year! LOL!!!!!


my goodness tmr's the concert n i haven't even practised!!!!!!

OH MY GOODNESS I GOT A DISTINCTION FOR KAOJI!!!!!!!!! 136!!!!!! OMG CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


haha co today. played bridge before fenzu with jonathan cephia n another guy. n it ate into half an hour of our fenzu time. LOL! fenzu was alright. dazu was messy. haha! the chun score was quite in a mess n i couldn't really read the notes so i was making up my own notes most of the time. hey but it sounded alright k HAHA. as for the whatever bells song.. i just came in on my feeling. HA!


wahhhhh co outing at kbox! i so badly wanted to go but i couldn't coz of kaoji. hoho. stayed back for a little while to do last min but useless practice for kaoji. haha flora n the senior ruth stayed back too. to hear me embarrass myself LOL! after a while ruth left. wahax i was screwing up sooooo badly practising man. in the end i just gave up n listened to flora n vincent trying out jolie's xiaodi. lol! n vincent brought it home to try. LOL!


hoho rushed to shangyin after that. wahh i barely practised n junda came n asked me to go up n prepare. haha. when i was in the waiting room my heart was thumping like crazy n almost came out. so i started pacing around trying to calm down. i was singing the kaoji songs in a cheena manner which i think sounds quite nice. LOL. oh yeah that calmed me down! a while later it was MY DOOM hoho.


i went in without my pu. taking a huge risk man. prof xu (LOL) was apparently impressed that i memorised it. HAHA. the whole thing was alright actually. better than my practice at vj. lol! so i hereby conclude that flora gives me lots of pressure. HAHA. whoa sai shang tie qi almost killed me man! after finishing that song i gulped down half a bottle of water. n continued with mu min xin ge. hoho. prof xu's comments were rather incomprehendable. he said my basics are good, but my flaw is my tu yin. hahas. then he said overall i was very good (YAY!!!!) n in the minority LOL! makes me wonder if he was sleeping during my playing. heheh. ooh he said i'm a good performer! LOL!!!!


my kaoji ended at around 2.30. i badly wanted to know my results so i hung around at shangyin for THREE whole hours to wait for ding laoshi to tell me my marks HAHA. yeah i was squashed in the suona/sheng room with weicheng kueifu n keewei, whom all wanted to know their marks too. THREE hours of waiting wahh i almost died. haha. i was keeping myself amused by how every sheng seems to spoil under weicheng's handling. lol.


by 5.30 shangyin was almost empty n we went to ask ding laoshi. but he asked us to go. so we stood outside waiting. n finally he sms-ed kueifu our marks! one by one some more, kept me in total suspense. wahlao when i saw the 136 i totally couldn't believe it man! n i still can't believe it. haha. anyway i owe yuqian a SEOUL GARDEN treat coz i was so dead sure i wouldn't get a distinction. hmmm.


MIRACLE man. my grade 8 actually got sooooooooooo much higher than grade 7. n this time i was really the most ill-prepared. having just chosen my songs only last thur. omg! i TOTALLY din expect it man. ah whatever I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!


HAHA jolie just asked if i would be staying over for the vjco camp. i told her that i wanna watch survivor n she scolded me. LOL!!!! but anyway i'll be staying over both nights. EXCITING! =D


wooh XU CHAOMING N DING LAOSHI RAWK!!!!!!

went for shicheng practice today. wahh my first time going for shicheng! haha. WAHLAO i was quite pissed with 2 particular seniors especially 1 of them. omg.. SO RUDE!!!!!! heh. i may be rude but i'm quite sure i won be like that in EIGHT YEARS time. blah.


the practice was alright. went there to sight read! n i'm quite proud of my sight reading, you know. LOL! =P i think she qing's nice. but wahhhhlaoooo that erhu song xin whatever bie is sooooooooooo boring!!!!!! i yawned countless times during that song man. no offence. lol. but it really made me sleepy. guang ming xing's just like a kid's song. nth much, just kid around. HA. eh so exciting. i'll be the one n only qudi!!!!! my goodness once i screw up the whole world will know. HELP ME!!!!!! n i'll be the only dizi for tian shan de chun tian (i think that's the title)!!!! wahhhhhhhhhh piang there's that super fast tu yin part n li yin ahhhhhhh i'm gonna faint soooooooooo soon. apparently zheng laoshi believes i can do it (whoa) HAHA n i hope i can. actually, i MUST. ha. hope jobina slows down LOL!!!


wahhhhhhhhh sian there's practice again next sunday! at mount sinai some more. even worse. another practice on monday night at mount sinai! oman. NIGHT. MOUNT SINAI. HAUNTED. eh if you dun see me after monday you know what happened. wahlaooooooooooooo!!!!!!!


why so few ppl online huh?

shangyin today. my goodness, sai shang tie qi is crazy! it's like, crazily fast. my goodness. haish hope i won screw up on that day. n hope i'll somehow find the motivation to practise. if not my merit won even be there anymore. HA.


went to IMM to find yuqian n cristal after that. haha. wl i'm so freaking proud of myself. i found my way there alone! cristal's surprised. HAHA. but i think i'm damn smart. hoho. ohh i was standing on the second level of the mrt station staring at IMM n planning my route there. lolol!


we walked around then had dinner n walked some more. wahax i bought loooooooooots of sweets man. cristal surprises me. we were at 7-11 buying drinks n cristal went to try the drink n then filled some more. i never knew this was allowed. LOL! damn amusing.


haha! we took a shuttle bus to jurong east mrt. then from there we took train to boon lay n then went home. coz by taking to boon lay there would be seats! HAHA.


oman there's shicheng tmr. my first time going for shicheng! actually i dun wanna go. n i dunno why am i going. what lameness. i have no time to cut my hair!!!!!

hahaha! went for vjco practice today. the dizis had fenzu for a little while, then it was supposed to be dazu after that. but apparently everyone went on strike so we played games instead. my goodness! LOL! but it was fun. haha sooooooooo many ppl seated in one big circle. haha. yeah we played murderer, whacko, blah blah. haha kinda funny. going for practice to play games. lol!


went to find yuqian n cristal at vivocity after that. wahhh piang. such a big place but NO FOOD! we walked for sooooooooooo long just to find a puny burger king. haha. we were damn bored after that. n had no money. so we just travelled on the mrt from one end to another end. lol! yeah we ended up at punggol n took the lrt coz we never took it before. yeah. it went 1 round n back to punggol we went. HAHA. er ya then we travelled to hougang n went to hougang mall. not a bad place. but quite boring actually. haha! yup then went home. so lame! hahaha.


oh i think i was such a good navigator today. omg! i actually found my own way to vivocity without getting lost. i read instructions n follow the arrows soooooooooo well man. i should join the amazing race. LOL!


oh no. there's shangying tmr n i haven't practised. means i'll be like stuck at the same standard n give zheng laoshi a heart attack. hehe. oman sooooooooooooooo sian. can't bear to lock myself at home. no matter what i'm going out tmr. ha! anyone wanna date me? LOL!


woho just watched survivor. the challenges are not bad. n aitu won again. MUAHAHA! =D

WOOHOO went for vjco practice today. wl talk about being famous man. when i went in the seniors there told me that they've already heard of me. for being sort n laughing too much. eh so mean huh. i bet cuiying told them. HA. HO. HE.


HAHAHA fenzu was so slack man. we were just playing games. we only started practising during the last 40 mins. hoho then we went to parkway for lunch. oman it's damn cool. vj's so near parkway n we can just keep going there for lunch. haha!


haha omg so lame. we were waiting for the music room to be opened n while we were waiting the guanyue zz jolie asked me to compete with her n see who can laugh longer. LOL! my goodness. yes so i competed with her. both of us just sat down there laughing like nuts n so many ppl were staring at us with some of the seniors timing our laughter. WHOA. my image!!!!! LOL!!!


hoho dazu was alright. i like chun!!!!!! haha i was playing the xiao n actually i din really know what i was playing. HAHA. halfway through i just got lost. the pu was so..... FULL of numbers EVERYWHERE. haha. the syf set piece's not bad. sounds exciting. sth about bells. HAHA. nooo i dun want mo li hua to be the choice piece!!!!!! i want chun!!!!!!!!


hahaha i think today's practice was fun. got to know some very amusing seniors. lolol! jolie the gy sl. flora the qudi senior. zilu the sheng senior who likes LIME GREEN too!!!! her shoes are lime green, her socks are lime green, it's so damn cool!!! lolol. then there's the bangdi senior, hee dunno how to spell her name haha. n the other seniors whom i haven't really got to know yet. ho yes n the other sec 4s who're appealing in. hope their appeals will be successful!!!


bad, bad, bad news. sth must be screwed up in my brain. i actually thought that kaoji was 2 weeks from now but it's actually NEXT FRIDAY OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME n i haven't chosen my freaking song oh please shoot me I AM SO DEAD. yeah i'm going for shangyin tmr. really hope i can do miracles within 8 days. oman!


watched project superstar just now. din like the performances. hoho.

yoho this post is continued from yesterday's. HAHA! yeah cristal n lamlee arrived at 10 plus yesterday. wahax then we started hunting through a HUGE pile of my mum's dvds trying to seek out scary movies. we ended up watching a doll house movie (can't rmb the title) which wasn't scary. just shocking at some parts. haha. yeah then we watched sixth sense. wasn't that scary too. but haley joel osment's cute. HAHA! oh cristal fell asleep halfway. she's damn hilarious man. in the middle of her sleep she'll just sit up but appears to still be sleeping, then she'll lie down again. lol! so interesting. yeah lamlee n i watched pokemon after that. pikachu's so cute! HAHA. i watched for a little while n fell asleep. tiring! haha.


hoho yuqian came in the morning n i din even know that she came coz i slept throughout. wahax. yeah then we went to parkway coz yuqian n cristal wanted to look for jobs. so cool. they're gonna start work at mos burger! i shall go there more often to see them. wahahax. hoho we met valerie there shopping for her funny things to bring overseas. cristal n i accompanied her to shop for her winter clothes n lamlee n yuqian went to develop photos. heheh. cristal's funny. kept trying to imitate my laughter. so amusing man! lol. wl valerie's such an inconsiderate bimbo! after trying on a coat she just left it on a chair. omg! bimbotic behaviour huh? LOL!


went back to my house after that to watch mr bean. laughed till i almost died. damn funny n kinda retarded. lol! yep then they went home at 6 plus leaving me lonely at home. hahaha. wahh i'll be so freaking bored during the whole holiday man. so many ppl are going overseas n i'll be rotting in s'pore my homeland. omg! haha but well. i believe i shall find things to do. hoho. hey ppl please date me k! if not i'll decompose at home. hoho.


WAHAHA I FINALLY WATCHED AMAZING RACE TODAY!!!!!! haish n it's already the final 5 episode. just a few more to go SOBX. oh well, better late than never HAHA. the 2 male models are damn shuai n the female beauty pageant winners are pretty. wohoho. LOL! =P


ah shirlene came to talk to me just now. my gosh to think i forgot about sth. arghh. haish.. i admit my irresponsibility. my TOTAL irresponsibility. it's really my fault. but rest assured i'll complete everything before i leave dhs! ehhz i think i've already left huh. BUT it's still not the end of the year. heheh. wish me luck man!


oh yayy i'm going out with cristal n yuqian tmr!!!!!!! =D

heheh graduation day yesterday. it wasn't totally an impressive event. the sec 4 cohort just went on stage one by one to receive our testimonial n what nots n viewed video clips. ho yeah n i actually cried during the video clips. lol! can't believe it. 4 years. n our sec sch life is over. hee.


went to valerie's house with yuqian lamlee cristal n yenyee. heh. n i do apologise for being freaking AP initially. dunno what was going through my mind then. heheh. yeah we played twister, DDR n bball at valerie's house. wahax. so fun. lol!


steamboat at marina bay with 4C after that. quite fun. i'm glad we went man. hahax!


woohoo then sleepover at my house! cristal, lamlee, yuqian n valerie came. bwahaha. valerie the pig slept sooooooooooooo early then the 4 of us just played cards n told ghost stories which weren't scary until 4 plus then we went to sleep. hoho.


wahax joanne asked just now if i wanted to go with her n her mum to look at computers n i din want too coz i was shy. LOL! yeah then went to meet her at bugis to shop for yuqian's present. omg! the orange water bottle is so freaking nice! too bad the brand is a little unheard of. haish. haha. n the lime green watch we saw was soooooooooooo beautiful. omg someone buy it for me!!! LOL! so sad yuqian doesn't want it haha. ohh yeah we went to watch a breakdance competition n i think the guys were DAMN COOL!!!!! OMG!!!!! LOL!!!!


funny man. lamlee was at jurong point shopping for yuqian's present n she was telling us about black n pink converse shoes but we only saw blue n pink converse shoes. the jurong point branch din have blue n the bugis branch din have black so we practically camped at the shop discussing n imagining how the shoes looked like. HAHA. yeah we decided on the black in the end n joanne n i left empty handed. whoa it was kinda mean coz the lady at the shop kept smiling at us n we stayed there for a freaking long time but left without buying ath. hehe.


YAYY zheng laoshi's gonna give me lessons for kaoji!!!!!!! whoa i'm so freaking screwed man. kaoji's in like 2 weeks n i haven't even chosen my songs! how wonderful can that be. hoho. zheng laoshi asked if i was keen to join the shicheng concert. hmm haven't really decided. i wanna join, but practice is on a sunday morning n it will be held at mount sinai!!!! haish. sad.


hoho yuqian's coming to my house at 6am tmr. cristal's undecided. n lamlee's making her way here from jurong. LOL! goodness knows how long she'll take haha! lol.

YOHO!!!! hahaha went to sch today to "help out" for the east zone camp. but all i did was sit in during dazu n listen to them. omg i think the jian kuai de liang feng is soooo nice! it's like so much nicer n so much more exciting than our xing kong. hahax! cool piece man.


hoho after that was captain's ball! haha the rule was that every game there has to be a new set of players n each time there can be only one senior. but for some reason i ended up playing all the matches except the first 2. LOL! hope i din deprive anyone of a chance though HEE. we won djy n zheng. but omg we lost to tby WHAT THE HELL IS THIS!!!! haha. i think the tby guys were rough like ath! haha.


lamlee n yuqian came to my house after that. to watch tv. LOL! i dun watch that show so din know what it was talking about. wahax. no shuai guys. blaha.


HAHA bunch of juniors added me to their conversation just now. din really know what was going on. n i told them to go play sudoku. HAHA! eh it's fun man. everyone go play k!!!!


woohoo just watched survivor. 1 hour ago, that is. HA! AITU WON BOTH CHALLENGES WOOH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that's called good bonding man. they have physically weaker members BUT THEY WON muahaha. joy to the world!


HAHA ppl are coming to my house bright n early tmr morning to put their things for sleepover. i bet i'll still be sleeping. hoho. good luck man. WOOOHOOO SLEEPOVER YEAHH!!!!!!!!!


lalala~ graduation day tmr. SIGHX why so fast?!?!?!?!?! i think i'll cry. if i do, someone please spare me a tissue! omg it rhymes! LOL!

HOHO i've been online for a few hours but i'm blogging only now. kinda lazy heh. anyway, highlight of the day, guess what. yeah man. THE O LEVELS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! let us celebrate this moment~~~~~ WAHAHAHAHAX!!!


my goodness, i feel like a survivor. can't imagine how i actually managed to survive this. haha. n i thought that the time flew quite quickly actually. haha. but maybe coz i was celebrating all the while heh. i was actually enjoying myself all this while. wahax! but yeah. still glad the the OS ARE OVER! i'll miss opening my bag at night checking for my entry proof n IC! n going to sch sitting there praying that everything will go well. LOL!


lalala~ valerie's being a bimbo now. freaking out over her history tmr as usual. LOL! omg! unlimited access to the internet n i dunno what to say now. HOHO. but i shall just be celebrating ALL THE WAY~!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!


dunno if i should go to sch tmr. i think i will. depends on what time though. HEH. ooh graduation day on sat. so sad man. that marks the end of 4 years in dhs OH MY GOSH! haish. on a brighter notes.. THERE'S THE SLEEPOVER TO LOOK FORWARD TO BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!


GOOD LUCK TO THE HISTORY PPL!!!!! DO YOUR BEST!!!!! N.. SAVOUR THE LAST HOURS OF THE O LEVELS!!!!!!!!! =D

it feels like after the Os by the look of how i'm holidaying at home everyday. lol! n instead of waking up at 3 like i usually do, i'm waking up at 4 now. wooh joy to the world~ =D


nth much this week. hoho chem practical. wahhhhh my values for titration were jumping like crazy man. n coz of that i was having a panic attack n almost cried. if i had continued i bet i would have broken the burette or sth. hoho so i went to sit down for a while to rest n tell myself to calm down. wahax. n after that.. STEADY!!!!! LOL! yup i had to titrate 4 times but in the end i still got the correct values (at least, the value nearly the whole world got, should be correct huh lol) n i finished the damn practical damn quickly. WAHAHAX =D


hoho was chatting with some of the other zhiweis after chem prac in the library. discovered some shocking but not so shocking news. it din really have an impact on me. after all, i guess i'm kinda immune to all this nonsense. to put it simply but not so nicely, i've more or less given up on all this shit. haha basically xiaoxue n i were like.. okay.. whatever.. we're immune. HA!


dammit! i'm not nearly done with my ss n here i am wasting precious time. ah well. oh yeah. mdm wee from vjc called me some day n asked me for the subjects i wanna take next year. lol! as i haven't really decided i just gave her a very vague combi which i dun think i'll be taking. LOL!


SURVIVOR HAS PREMIERED!!!!! last week actually. ytd's episode was freaking hilarious. the tribe purposely threw a challenge just to get rid of a member. n they were moving like sooooo slowly, yet they very nearly won the other tribe. HAHA! dumbest move on earth but blardee funny LOL!


woho! emaths ss eng bio geog next week. BRING IT ON MAN!!!!!!!

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm on quite an all-time high now thanks to a VERY SMART JUNIOR!!!!!! but more on that later. HAHA. here to update about my FREAKING BORING n i mean TOTALLY BORING week. hoho.


tues was the bio practical. n i couldn't really study well the day before coz i was freaking excited over the start of Os. i was so blardee happy i couldn't sit down to read the boring notes. bahaha. n i realise that Os actually started quite long ago. the oral huh. HAHA! oh yeah the practical was ok. din really know what i was doing, i was quite bored. happy that it went fine though! =D


for the rest of the week i practically rotted at home waking up when the sun was about to set. no, not that bad. HOHO. but you know what? i rather think i have GAINED ENLIGHTENMENT! like seriously. never felt so enlightened n energised for a veeeeeeeeery long time. i think it's the O levels. HAH!


oh yes back to my VERY SMART JUNIOR. n that's none other than.. JEENISE! OMG my qudi 1 junior who sat beside me for the china trip performance n who shared her scores with me, n who got FREAKING HIGH MARKS for her EOYS! my goodness her GPA's like SKY HIGH (just like my L1R5) n each of her subject scores are like WHOA! my gosh. n that's THE JUNIOR WHO SAT BESIDE ME!!!!!!! HA! her smartness is gonna affect me n i'm gonna be smart too. HURRAY FOR ME!!!!!! n HURRAY FOR JEENISE!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! =D


WOHO. i finally registered for kaoji. it's a wonder the registration hasn't closed yet. wahax! wish me luck, ppl! i dun really know why i signed up when i know very well i'm not gonna practise HAHA. maybe coz i dun wanna leave my previous grade hanging there for an eternity. oh yeah how suay can i be. the theory's IN BETWEEN Os!!!! why can't it be like last year HAISH. but it's ok. i'm gonna emerge a victor anyway. HAHA!


WOOSH! yeah man Os are lurking round the corner. the mission now is to GET EXCITED n embrace it with OPEN ARMS!!!!!! yeah man. ALL THE BEST EVERYONE!!!! relish in the beautiful moments of STUDYING n dun get stressed! it's a once in a lifetime experience. ENJOY N LOVE IT!!!!! GO GO GO!!!!!! =D


CHEER UP VALERIE!!!!!!!!!! WHERE THERE'S LIFE THERE'S HOPE! =D

woho. i came online n saw miss lim's email n she actually allowed me to attend the amaths remedial! haish but too bad i din see it earlier n went for emaths. hoho. anyway, there was 1 whole week of remedials, which truthfully, i din find very useful. heheh.


ho yeah. sth hilarious. yinghan n i did sth on tues. LOL! which i shall not mention here in case of concerned ppl spying on my blog. but anyway, it was damn funny n first time in my life i ever did such a thing. i wonder if the person did know after all. ohh liying did the same thing too. LOL!


oh yes the remedials were useless, as i mentioned earlier. but not all of them. hoho. yeah i have been staying back to study in the library this entire week with cristal lamlee alison n co. it was quite productive actually. wahax. oh n i learnt quite alot about 3c n the teachers last year. kinda interesting, but i did hear some of it before. lol!


wahax went to mj n tj open house ytd with wanting cristal lamlee yuqian n yenyee. for what, i dunno. maybe i was just bored. lol. mj's open house was not bad. ahhhh but i missed the co performance! so sad. n i din get to see doris =( tj's open house wasn't as good. but at least i got to see some seniors n play with the huge water gun that rachel was carrying around. LOL! yeah n chatted a while with a J1 from co yangqin. dunno her, but she was persuading me to join tjco. haha. she was telling me about how her sec sch was always behind dhsco during syf n how they would be very scared over there. lol!


went to vj open house today. not really to see the sch, but to find haojin for twelfth night stuff. hahax. haish so sad. dunno if i will be seeing her again. but she has really helped me like LOADS. seriously. i din know her, but she made a trip to dhs like every week just to go through twelfth night with me. n i happily went to do so badly. argh!!! i think i ought to die. but not before i brush up my twelfth night n do well for lit. hoho. hmm she won be reading this i guess. but anyway.. thank you lots for all your help n all the best for your A levels!! =) ho yes. i'm very much more motivated to work hard for lit now. haha.


heh. i think i'm a famous person. coz all the seniors know me! LOL! n i could actually forget some of them =X lol. HAHA. i was across the road at vj just now when i heard someone calling my name. guess who. JIANMIN wearing sth spastic. almost made me die laughing. haha.


went to parkway for lunch with jinghan n jinci after that. haha haven't seen n talked to them for such a long time. anyway, jinci was behaving like a total aunty. LOL! she had to rush off to woodlands or sth n kept asking jinghan n me to hurry up, hurry up. n the funniest thing was when she told us not to walk in such a big circle coz it's a waste of time. WL!!!! LOL!!!!!! funny like anything. hahax looking forward to seeing them again. but goodness knows when will that be. next year maybe. lol!


so sian. why is nobody online? all studying? lol! shall wait for my song to finish downloading before i get off the com. hoho.

oman.. i'm so sad.. miss lim din reply me!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh no, now i dunno if i should go for the remedial next week. I WANNA GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hoho.


bah so sian. i dunno what to do online. boring. i'm downloading songs. wooh~ you give me wings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahaha =D


hoho i practically slept the whole of my day today. i woke up at 3 n then went back to sleep until 5. LOL! haish. so sad. so bored. books, books, books, books.............................................................


why did i apply for dsa? it made me complacent. lol.


"it's only by going down into the abyss
that we recover the treasures of life.
where you stumble
there lies your treasure.
the very cave you are afraid to enter
turns out to be the source of
what you were looking for."


study study study!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bah.

HELLO! yeah long time no see again. haha. hmm.. shall update about my wonderful prelim results. i managed to get quite alot of shocks. fortunately there were more good than bad lol! but my results still suck, totally. but guess what. i'm still proud of myself coz it's within my target range n i actually improved alot from last year n this year's mid-years. LOL! ahh kudos to me. actually i shouldn't be that happy. it wasn't my best. but YEAH there's still the O LEVELS so good luck to me n please shoot me if i start slacking. in fact, that's what i'm doing now argh. but anyway, no matter what, I'M GONNA IMPROVE N MEET MY TARGET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


haish.. feeling very sad now coz today's the last day of school. the next 3 weeks will be spent at home buried in books n books n more books OMG!!!!!!!! wth. i'll be so lonely, without ppl talking to me, other than books, n i think i'll just go nuts. haish.. I WANNA GO TO SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ho. i'm surprised that i din get picked for emaths n amaths remedials. but i wanna attend the amaths remedials! i just emailed miss lim to ask if i can attend. hope she says yes. heheh =D


went to joanne's house just now with yuqian n lamlee. i think her house's quite cool. n i think i'm very smart. bahaha.


hmm.. the session mr yeo had with us on wed was kinda meaningful. gave everyone an opportunity to say what we wanted to the class. but i wasn't thinking straight then n din really say everything that i wanted. but well, at least they knew the most important thing that i had to say LOL! argh.. can't believe that 1 year just flew by so fast. it wasn't even that fast last year. probably coz i hated school last year. oman.. i'm already missing everyone! LOL!


hee. i think sitting with yinghan is damn cool. coz both of us always have our worksheets blank, both of us dun listen, both of us dunno what the teacher's talking about. LOL! heheh.


haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~ i'm sad, sad, sad. i miss school. i miss everyone. i love myself.

oho. today's the last day that i can use the internet like free. haish.. so sad! but it's ok. PREPARE FOR Os MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lolol. ooooh yeah watched singapore idol just now. good for jonathan, he stayed true to himself. heheh. vote for him! wahax. so sian. soooooooooo few ppl online. can't wait for tmr's SI results. can't wait for tues' kboxing. can't wait for wed's sleeping at home. CAN'T WAIT TO GO BACK TO SCH ON THURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have an exciting life. yeah right. SIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woohoo~ thurs, a moment of truth. hope it comes quickly or i'll just die waiting. hoho. thurs thurs thurs!!!!!!!!!!


hey, i listened to the pastor at church today N I KNOW WHAT HE'S TALKING ABOUT!!!!!!! omg feel damn proud of myself. it's like the first time i actually know.. hehe.. =D


i'm bored................... no one's online sobx....................... shall relish in the internet moment for a little while more, before i go eat SUPPER! blahaha~


wooh i love that single "you give me wings" man. although it sounds deadly familiar. does it? wahax. but then again, lots of new singles in AI n SI sound familiar to a certain extent. n they all sound about the same. lol!


you give me wings when i'm falling
you lift me up when i'm down
taking me high
touching the sky
you make me
FLY-Y-Y-Y!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


oh no, SERIOUSLY familiar huh? but i think i rawk. LAHA

wahhhhhhhhhhhhh piang goodness knows why i received soooooooooooooo many smses this morning. seriously, my phone was ringing non stop. disrupted my sleep terribly. haish. but talk about being popular. LOL! oman. guess what i did the whole day. i actually tidied my room. ain't i PRO? just look at the state my room was in. n i actually packed it till so nicely. i think i deserve a medal man. woohoo! LOOK!


the floor below my window..



BEFORE





AFTER


the floor below my bed..



BEFORE





AFTER


my table..



BEFORE





AFTER


wahh.. impressive huh? told you, i rock. one, two, three, RUTH ROX!!!!! LOL! hoho. went to airport crystal jade for dinner. the beef was so damn nice man. wahahax. yeah we walked past the terminal 2 departure hall n i just thought of the china trip. HMM.. kinda miss it. but shan't brood over it. hoho.


WOOH! tmr's singapore idol FINALE! can't wait man. good show. i bet jonathan leong will win. bahaha. VOTE FOR HIM K!


ooh matchbox 20's songs are nice. heheh


i rock, totally.

woohoo! lamlee n yuqian came to my house today coz cristal would be in the library until 2. hardworking man! hahax. yeah. watched lion king then ate lunch then went to cristal's house to bake cookies. basically i was just standing around the kitchen slacking. yeah i contributed VERY little. the only thing i did was scoop out the thing. LOL! n eating the egg white. damn funny. yuqian went to cook 4 egg whites in the microwave. then i was eating it n lamlee was trying to dump the chocolates into the egg white saying that it's very nice. DISGUSTING! LOL! yup then we played bridge while waiting for the cookies to bake. hoho. sleepy. OHO. cristal's mum's so nice. kept asking if i wanted dumplings or soup. haha. then cristal's maid offered me some dumplings. n cristal's mum was like asking her, "why you give ppl dumplings dun give sauce one?" LOL! damn funny. woooh the cookies are damn nice! my mum thinks so too. haha. heh. valerie's on the line now. CHEER UP KILLER! LOL! clever huh. remembered my birthday. LOL! random. BAHA. i'll be bored tmr sobx =( oh yeah. on the wall of cristal's house was a poster of 4 different jay chous in different poses. then i started thinking what would it be like having 4 of me on a poster as well. cute right? LOL!


CHICKEN WINGS FOR SUPPER!!!!! =D

YO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! surprised to see me here on a weekday huh. lol! but prelims are over, so MY DAD'S LETTING ME USE THE INTERNET!!!!!!!! wohoho. cool man. i've been online for 4 hours. been a long time since i last stayed online for so long. lol!

yeah, so PRELIMS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! n i'm feeling damn happy. i studied very little, but i dun think i'm actually THAT screwed up for the papers. at least, i HOPE. maybe other than bio n lit, which i nearly cried upon reading the passage n looking at the qn. haish.. i was feeling very, very, very desperate there. i'm just glad that section B was ok. but anyway, it's over, n whatever happens or does not happen, it's my own doing. heh.


garh. i'm reverting back to my nocturnal lifestyle these few days. i practically spend the whole afternoon snoozing until evening, then i end up not being able to sleep at night. yeah n the cycle goes on.................... i was so tired during the bio paper that i fell asleep halfway n woke up to continue doing. n i almost had no time. LOL! what a pro huh.


HAHA! blardee funny man. these few days i've been asking valerie to do so many funny things for me. like waking me up everyday at certain timings n reading out bio n emaths stuff to me even though the book is open right in front of me. LOL! maria! maria! oman.. so hilarious. LOL!


yup, today was emaths. n i think it was a good ending to the draining prelims. haha. i was so excited in the morning that i did stupid stuff n shocked jessica. LOL! ah. gonna miss sitting next to her. haha! i love my seat man =D


oho i was late for sch for the previous 3 consecutive days. n i promised the sec 2 guzheng SC (i think her name is shuting lol) that i will be punctual today n i was! wah talk about being great man. lol. i think dhsco has quite interesting sec 2s. LOL!


HMM.. you know, i think i'm ALOT happier this year than i was last year. which is a good thing. but at the same time i dun really pour out any of my troubles now, unlike last year. perhaps i'm just more able to deal with the stupid things better now. or perhaps there's just no one there to listen. like after all who would bother. OH WELL.. this paragraph is kinda random. just forget it.


k i'm feeling better after listening to nice songs. ho! i'm having weird moodswings today. blah. but yeah. how can i not cheer up. when today's the END OF PRELIMS!!!!!!! emaths paper was ok. chem practical rawked. ttk was damn ridiculous playing with the helicopter n chopping off goodness knows how many leaves. i went to bugis with valerie yuqian lamlee joanne alison. i'm going to cristal's house tmr. N I'M GOING TO KBOX NEXT TUES WITH JESSICA N WANTING N CO.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


yes n i still rawk k, no matter what happens. HAHA!

5 more days to the end of prelims!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then i'll start studying for Os. hoho. focusing on just the 6 subjects i plan to use for L1R5. as for the rest, try my best n leave it to fate. wahahax.


oh dammit. all of a sudden i totally forgot what i wanted to blog about n now i have nth to say. hmmmmm.............


oh yeah. ms lim's so nice! she replied to our cards!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOO!!!!! "if you try your best, your results will not disappoint." hoho. pity i'm not really trying my best now. argh. but anyway.. heheh. it's ok. there's still Os. bahaha.


JONATHAN N HADY ARE IN THE FINALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOH! damn exciting man. can't wait for the finale. heh.


i wonder if i've done sth to my back. i was twirling around yesterday n my back has been aching since. hmmm..


LOL! freaking amusing. valerie's like my human alarm clock waking me up at 3pm on saturdays. LOL! if you're reading this.. HI MARIA! LOL!


wahahax. joanne smsed me this afternoon telling me about her unproductivity today. looooooool. but i'm so much worse. hee. ooh she was telling me that a chicken is 74% water. LOL. funny.


haish my tutor left for chicago at 6.45am on tues morning. sad. she won be back for the next 4 years. oman. haha she told me that in future i can give tuition too. LOL! imagine ME giving tuition. i'd most probably start playing with my student =D


hahaha. ms tan (mrs chew) saw me on thur n asked why aren't i in china. apparently she thought i'm in dhp. yep i told her i quit the freaking programme coz it sucked. not those words though. hoho.


wl channel 5 ought to be shot man. no survivor, no TAR. BAH! what an ass of a channel.


"so shut up, shut up, shut up." you can continue lying n i'll just continue believing you.

i think i have played too much this holiday. it shouldn't even have been a holiday. ahhh. well. heh.


went to sch for the english teacher workshop on tues. it was quite alright. the workshop conductor was engaging n entertaining. wahax. but she was apparently quite disturbed by our silence n unwillingness to participate. hee. ooh. we had to dance. can you believe it!!!!!


wed was bio practical remedial. then clara n i went for the chem remedial with 3G. yeah we sat with keewei n suyun n it was kinda funny. lol! ahhhhh. mrs ong told me that i got full marks for titration!!!! WOOHOOO!!!!!!!!!! LOL! can't believe it. but i bet the whole world got full marks too anyway. haha =D


ooh i think i'm smart. coz i can do the amaths qns that JOANNE n VALERIE asked me LOL!!!!! so cool. they actually asked me the same functions qn heheh. aye, but nth to feel proud of actually coz i think i'm gonna FLUNK my amaths heh.


oh my i'm a happy person now coz SURVIVOR N AMAZING RACE ARE PREMIERING SOON!!!!! WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! =D =D =D


HOHO. valerie's dating me on the last day of prelims. LOOOOOOOOOOLL!!!!!! hilarious. blahaha.


oh no, it's my tutor's last day tmr! HELP ME!!!!!!


hey ppl, i cut my hair!

BOO! hoho long long time no see huh. yeah so the prelims have started, but i dun feel like i'm in the midst of it. the way i slack day after day.. bah. anw, quite happy with the past few papers so far. just pray that i won get killed by the papers after hols. heh.


woohoo! look at the brownie i decorated at cristal's house! it's for mrs grace ong. wooh! so beautiful man. i'm so proud of myself. mrs ong rocks!!!!!!! =D





thurs was teachers' day celebration. let's just forget about the concert, it sucked. blaha. poor me din get to eat coz i was walking round the entire sch looking for ms lim n mrs ong to give them the teachers' day cards. i think the one i wrote to mrs ong's touching. i cried halfway when i wrote it. HAHA. lol! valerie n i shared the cards but i actually left very little space for her. LOL! =P


OHO! let's talk about my smartness now. i had a bet with lamlee yuqian n joanne that joakim would be out this week, or i'll change my name to rulf. N HE GOT OUT! HAHAHAHAHAHA! wl talk about a smarty pants. yayy~ i think joakim rox (i'm not being sarcastic here) n i'm glad he made a dignified exit from SI after his improvement hoho =D


cool. yesterday mr teo of vjco smsed me wishing me best of luck for prelims n to study hard. COOL! THANKEW! =)


oman. can't wait. guess what. 12 MORE DAYS TO SURVIVOR COOK ISLANDS!!! GO GO GO!!!!!!!


should i perform for the gala dinner? actually, i dun want to. but on another note, there are the SENIORS!!!!!!!!!


dammit. i declare myself OFFICIALLY RETIRED from dhsco n I WILL NOT ENTERTAIN ANYMORE NONSENSE.


ooh. there you'll be is such a touching song. heez~


to all teachers, esp mrs grace ong lol - HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!!! (belated)
to SAP sec 4s - all the best for prelims! GO GO GO!
to DHP sec 4s - enjoy your trip to china! dun fall sick! dun get homesick! have fun! =D
to daddy - happy 1 day early birthday! lol
to ruth - YOU ROCK! JIA YOU!

HELLO! it's been 2 weeks since i came online, bet everyone missed me. hoho. hmm.. last week.. nth much. national day celebrations. totally boring except the teachers' concert. handover. yeah my term has "ended". can't really believe that time flew by so fast. i'm glad to be rid of my stupid responsibilities, but at the same time i miss performing as a part of dhsco. oh yes, thankew to everyone for the presents n postcards! hahax.. JTS. wooh it's our turn to get treats! yep so cool. libing treated me to STEAK! n an earthquake which we shared with youbao n yigeng n made it so disgusting at the end HAHA.


wooooooohooooooooo! thurs was eng o level oral. whoa it's a sad thing being the last coz gotta wait sooooooooooo long. but i'm proud of myself coz i finished copying the 100 cheng yu there. woho. dammit. after oral i received msgs from jobina n zhiying telling me that ttk wanted to see me. wth man. i bet it must have been sth bad. anw i left sch already. heh.


HAHA! someone just signed in n his/her nick says "the young n the tuneless.. it's singapore idol" LOL! i agree man. wl. n this reminds me that mathilda's out. haish.. expected but sad. go s'pore! vote for a SINGER! WAHAHAX =D


i'm leading life like some fugitive nowadays. forever on the run. from who else but.................. BAH! i wonder if i've really handed over man. if i have.. why are there still so many blardee irritating n senseless meetings? why must i keep being called to see twc or ttk? why do i still have to help claim money when it's no longer my job? why do i have to sacrifice my recesses to do STUPID things? why do i have to solve probs which aren't much of my concern anymore? why do i have to listen to stupid rantings from stupid ppl about stupid things? why do i have to constantly listen to sth which needs to be only said once but ends up being said like 50 times? why is the blame all put on me when you're the one who chooses to worry about little things?


one more thing. kindly get your facts right. i never ever blamed dhsco for my hopeless grades, ok? n please stop asking me to do stupid stuff n solve stupid problems which dun really have much to do with me anymore. for God's sake i do not have the most time on my hands right now. i must tell you that i've been so detached from the world i dunno what's going on, i dun check my mails every hour of the day, so if you want me to teach whoever n help whoever n solve whatever, kindly tell me what the hell the problem is n stop nagging me to solve the problem without me knowing what it is.


garh. now i know the meaning of no life n tied for life.


"you give love a bad name" is a nice song.

ooh national day's coming up. dunno if i should be happy or sad.. hee..


anw, i can't wait. 1 hour 26 mins more.. N MY PHONE WILL BE CHARGED FULLY N I CAN GO FIDDLE WITH IT WOOHOO!!!!!!!


=D


say, RUTH ROX!

i think sitting beside joanne during chem is good for me coz i won talk n will pay attention instead of singing throughout the lesson. LOL!


EHHEH! i conclude that frisbee rox as well. wahahax!


there seems to be nth to say about this week.....


hmm.. went to visit joohiang ytd with joanne, valerie, cristal, jessica n mrs ang. kinda weird. haish.. jh din wanna see us. her sister was like running back n forth telling us she din wanna see us. hmm, hope she's ok..


went to cineleisure for lunch after that with cristal n jessica. n i regret not having brought enough money to buy presents. hah.


heheh. went to mrs vora's house this MORNING to finish up twelfth night. so cool. wahhhh i seriously hope i won screw up my lit man. though chance are i will. sian. oh btw, I CHANGED MY PHONE TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! but kinda sad. coz my cute, very very very very cute wallpaper's gone with my old phone sobx.......


handover on 8 aug! 3 more days to freedom! (i hope). HMM.. i'm excited to know what libing bought for me. i should have asked her to get that huge dog from mini toons. but i hope it's a chicken little. actually, ath cute. or orange. or lime green. i mean, ath. HAHAHAHAHAHA!


i'm sorry for feeling this way. i know i shouldn't, but i really can't help it. seriously, i totally hate responsibilities. n at this time, when prelims are nearing, i still have stupid stuff to do. maybe i shouldn't complain. after all, i'm leaving. but i really hope some ppl will stop pressurising me. haish.. some things i wanna say, but i shouldn't say. coz i dun even know who's reading my blog. so it kinda sucks. bleah. all i wanna say is.. i long for the day when i dun have to go for ________ anymore.


do not let the sun go down on your life. nice quote. heheh.

i think table tennis rox. wahahax. oho. ms plastic din come on wed. n our wonderful group already finished the assignment she gave us so we had 2 periods to PARTY HAHAHA. but it's sad that joanne got called for dental, then when she came back, yenyee got called. wl. the dental nurse really rocks huh.


ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...... ytd AA was saying that whether i can or not depends on whether i want to or not. n come to think of it, she wasn't the only teacher who said that. haish.. makes me feel that my attitude's terrible n it definitely is. maybe i should reflect.. before i regret. sianx. i ought to jump off a building. i did all the working happily n got a beautiful equation for a definite integral qn n I FORGOT TO SUB IN THE VALUES!!!!!!!!!!


HAHAHAHAHAHA valerie went for walkathon early this morning when sun hadn't risen. funny huh? LOL! =D


i think N73's soooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice. it doesn't look good on the web but it does when u look at it "live" n feel it in ur hands. it's damn cool man. N MY DAD"S LETTING ME GET IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! so shocking. lol. n he said i have good taste. oho of course. looooooool =) =) =)


some things, some ppl are dammit aggravating, blardee a$$holic, n can't get any worse than that. BLAH!

wahahax! mon was the announcement of the new zhiweis! cool huh. i just can't believe 1 year flew by sooooooo fast. it's feels like ytd that i just shang ren-ed. haish.. but anw, good luck to the new comm! SYF next year, so jia you man! n jia you libing! u can do it! hahax =D



hahax the present suyun gave me. cute right? the background is my blanket LOL


wooh wed was eng oral. i was so sad when AA said she could only do 3 ppl coz that would mean my turn would be carried to another day. but anw, i asked her if i could do mine that day n she said might as well. wahax. so scary. i was describing the picture halfway when she suddenly banged the table n said that i was on the right track. woohoo! LOL! ya n half my oral time she was telling me about ppl who can't link, who are off track, n kept asking me if i understood what she said. HMM.. anw, THANK GOD! =D heh. wanting, yuqian, lamlee n i were playing bridge during emaths. COOL HUH? LOL!


went to study at the airport with xianghong on thurs. n i firmly stick to my belief that they were filming amazing race 10. LOL! wl.. gayle's out of singapore idol =( pity, pity, pity. emilee should be out man. i await the day. HOHO


woho ytd was photo-taking. n my hair sucked. which was a pity. HAISH. wahahax went to watch pirates of the carribbean with lamlee n yuqian. it was nice. quite funny at some parts. lol!


wahhhhhh valerie called me at 2 plus am this morning. i bet she missed me like crazy. HAHA =P


oh wow. i ABSOLUTELY LOVE geog man. esp the teacher! n i feel so comforted that some of the sec 4s of previous years have the same sentiments as me man. HAHA. so cool. anw, back to geog. it so totally rocks, the lessons are so blardee enjoyable, the teacher is so blardee nice, her smiles are so blardee genuine, there are 3 days of geog next week, i definitely CAN survive through the double periods. the bottomline is that geog ROX n i LOVE it SO MUCH that one entire paragraph is dedicated to it. GARH!


heheh. thankew suyun for the damn cute balloon n the postcard which almost made me cried.. hee.. thankew yilin for the postcard.. n thankew jieting n dilys for the supposed chicken little LOL! =)


i never really saw this day, but.. i'm gonna miss the juniors.. lots

GOOD MORNING EVERYONE! IS MY NEW PICTURE NICE????? HAHA!


wth man. SCREW GEOG! GEOG SUCKS! TOTALLY! TO THE CORE! esp when u have ppl scolding u n they can be smiling at the same time, u might think they're being nice, but it's merely being fake. HINT. dammit, dammit, dammit. DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


geog n fake ppl aside, i retook my sit n reach coz i failed it previously n guess what.. I PASSED THIS TIME! i got a C ok.. from 24cm to 40cm. i so totally rock please. mr ang was very shocked n he asked if i practised like hell. LOL obviously not, i'm not that free, neither am i THAT bored. just that the first time i took i thought there was a second try so i just did the first try anyhow lol! woohoo! cool man. so surprising that i actually got a C coz i was just aiming for an E heheh.


wahax i had a blood test on thur. thanks to my dad, who wanted to buy insurance for me. wl! put me through this torture. anw, i was horribly terribly scared. then seconds before the blood test started i asked my mum, "can tell daddy i dun want the insurance?" n the nurse told me not to worry coz she has taken care of babies for 20 years (wth! lol) but i obviously still worried like crazy n kept asking moronic qns like whether she can do it more quickly n what would happen if the needle broke in my arm n said "i scared" for like a thousand n one times. haha the nurse asked me to look away, so i did, n she called me a clever girl. LOL wah i could have died laughing if i wasn't so scared man. yeah i was complaining halfway, then the needle went in n i made a funny noise. but honestly, it wasn't that pain. HAHA! the nurse told me to count to 10, so i started counting. n after that.. IT WAS OVER! WOOHOO! that nurse's damn good actually. it was like much less painful than i expected wahahax. heh my first blood test u know. lol! OH my weight was taken n.. I FINALLY HIT 40KG!!!! LOL!!!!!!


wahax ytd was valerie's birthday. cool huh. the killer has birthday. LOL! i'm wondering what did she do with the choc HMM lol. wooh rejoice! eng oral hasn't reached me yet! 7 more to go! HAHAHAHAHA~


can't believe it. handover's actually on mon?!?!?!?!?!?!?!


DILEMMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wahahax. lan dui picnic on mon. went to have BRUNCH with suyun, dilys n jieting at seoul garden. ya we sat there for quite long. damn funny. lol. wl i could still feel the tom yam chicken swimming in my stomach a few hours later. heh. yeah then went to meet the rest of the lan dui ppl. oh yes. THANKEW JEENISE for bringing an extra shirt for me! hahahahaha


oh we went to the arcade at downtown east for a while. then suyun, xingzhong (extra!! lol) n i went to play the basketball thing. WAH WE RAWK MAN! we shot 385 hoops n we beat keewei n weicheng LOL! wl mayping was damn funny. she said that suyun n i could have advanced to the next round but we din coz xingzhong was there LOL! went to the beach after that. oh i fell into the sea (partially) coz jieting just pulled me lightly n i couldn't control myself from flying in HAHA. played abit of captain's ball.. then left..


wl...... AA called me a clever girl from dhp (LOL!) who gives her rubbish n fools around. haish.. how can my compre not be rubbish when it was rushed through at 3.30am HAHA. but anw, i was laughing when she said that n she seemed to be glaring at me. made me scared. woho. ON A LIGHTER NOTE.. I PASSED AMATHS TEST!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! =D wahh i was so damn happy that i laughed till i cried HAHA.


hoho went to suntec with yuqian n lamlee ytd. to buy valerie's present. wl! we walked for so long! EH KILLER better be honoured, be touched, be happy, be glad HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! wah so cool. my mum suddenly told me that i could change my phone ytd n i got a shock. wahahax. but anw, i'm still waiting.


there was evaluation on gongyan n china trip today. wooh the great's name popped up a few times. so great huh? HAHA! haish.. sth made me sad. as in, happy, of course, but the fact that the sec 4s will be leaving SOON n that i won be performing as a zaiji anymore just makes me sad. oh apparently i caused alot of worry to tby due to sudden thoughts of withdrawing from the china trip just days before the trip. yup.. a million apologies..


i think i owe many ppl many apologies.. argh! this is what u get.. when a wrong choice is made.. so.. i can't make a wrong choice too!!! HELP ME!!!!!!


one important announcement. YOURS TRULY THE GREAT RAWKER LEARNT HOW TO MAKE MILO LAST SUN!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA! =D

wl what's wrong with the blardee msn man.. it's pissing me off GREATLY.


anw..


ytd was youth day celebration. quite boring actually. wahax. hmm take 5 was ok. i'm pissed off by the person, whoever it is, who said i din vote or at most only voted once or twice. garh. went with the zhiweis to parkway for lunch. then went back to sch for meeting. i must thank yexiang for helping me man. though i should have spoken up for myself.. heh.


hahax went to watch dazu. n i felt so weird. for such a long time it had been seniors coming back to watch us, n now i'm going back to watch them. HAISH. sad man. hmm ya. then meeting again. until around 5 plus, then i went to play bball for a while. oman i feel like mentioning sth amusing but it seems mean if i do. anw, it's about some accurate prediction n a dog HAHA. oh yeah suyun's damn funny. joshua was playing bball with some other guys at another court. so i told suyun, "that's our dizi senior". n she actually ran over n stood in front of him n told him his hair's very long. wth! LOL!


wahh this week's so sian man. my pride seems to keep getting hurt. n.......... so many problems............. dunno how to solve.......... dunno who's gonna help me....... haish................


anw. to the dizi juniors. with lousy facilities, it is hard to grow. LOL! but.. u all can do it! JIA YOU! u have the support of a great rawker LOL =D

LOL! so cool man. i'm typing this entry at marine parade library. wahahax. anw. shall update about sch reopening. wl. i din sleep on sun night coz i was rushing all the hw, from 8.30pm to 6.20am! lol. so great of me huh. yeah i was doing eng n chi n GUESS WHAT, there was no eng n chi the following day. dortx.


hoho i was late for sch on mon. by just 2 secs man. i could have dashed in. heheh. ooh the SC was so fierce, asking me why was i late. haha. hmm i surprising din feel that sleepy. but i could not concentrate in class. i was like singing throughout the whole of chem lesson, so ended up i din understand a thing. but, now i do. HAHA. i rawk man. totally. zhaoji by ttk.. din understand a thing. hoho.


haish.. my life during eng now is very miserable.. i was hoping AA would have forgotten my name after the 1 month break. a pity she din. HAISH. spell S-A-D!


oh yes. i just went to vj to sign the letter to confirm everything. xianghong went with me lolol. oho i think mdm wee's nice! haha. YES! she told me that dsa applies to Os too HOHO. actually, that was what i thought all along, but ytd yuqian n lamlee said it only counts for prelims. wah.. made me so depressed for the whole of ytd man. lol. but it's ok. I'M HAPPY NOW! ya then she started telling me that next year's syf, i'm gonna be busy, blah blah. hmmmmm.................


xianghong's doing maths now, n i'm here using the internet. heh. but i did amaths just now!


woohoo! next time i shall come to the library to use the com. LOL! 3 CHEERS FOR RUTH!

HELLO! haha =D


hmm audition for vj. thankew to everyone who wished me luck! n to those who actually believed i could get in! haha. yeah. i only chose my pieces the night before n even then, couldn't decide what to play for the 16 bars of fast. so i just picked out sth from a song i never played before n concluded that i wouldn't get through the auditions coz even at 12am i was screwing up. haha. THEN. on mon, i saw.. TINGKAI! wah i was on the verge of getting up n going home man. lol. but i din, of course. the audition was much better than i thought. haha i was just playing my own n not looking at the teachers at all. guo laoshi looked serious. so scary. lol. yeah stayed back after the audition to play with the other applicants LOL! ah i was dead sure i wouldn't get in. coz there're so many PRO ppl this year, like 7 or so SYCO ppl n blah blah, blah. oh yes. i was SHOCKED to see kianggei there. dot. he's like, so determined to get out of dhp.. lol!


emaths mock exam on wed.. no comments. haha. went to kbox with wanting n jessica after that. COOL MAN! wahahax. yup, then went for the class bbq. stayed there only for a while, coz wanted to rush home to watch singapore idol. n speaking of singapore idol makes my blood boil coz MERYL DIN GET IN!!!!!!! ARGH !@#$%^ !!!!!!!!!!!! n now there's a mistake in the results, meaning mathilda's out. DORTX!


ytd was the interview. it was better than last week's, coz.. GUANYUE is always exciting! hoho. oh yes mrs chew told me that my shoes were so blardee bright n commented on my fashion mismatch. what, purple specs, black tee, sch skirt, white socks, n orange shoes with lime green shoelaces LOL! hilarious. hey, but it isn't everyday that i get to wear those beautiful shoes so must take the chance to wear them before sch reopens. heheh.


hahax. mr teo from vj called me on mon n told me i had greater potential (SO unbelievable) n asked if i would accept if they offered me a place. ya of course i said yes, duh. then he called me again ytd asking the same qn. n mdm wee called me too, n asked me the same qn. of which i gave the same replies. wahahax. anw, it was a great torture having them keep asking the same qns, n not knowing the outcome.


n FINALLY mr teo called me up today n told me i've been accepted!! woohoo! damn unbelievable but yeah, hope this motivates me to study harder. haha. oh i think i rock. coz i actually managed to find my sing to the dawn book for jieting! wooh! me the great. jieting better be touched man! LOL! =D


limewire rocks today. just like me.

now for a more decent entry. i think i have no life. needa blog 4 times to get my thoughts through. let's see..


mon - remedial. went to tm with lamlee, yuqian n joanne. they went to watch cars, i went.. dunno where. home to watch tv.


tues - remedial. wahax i was at the wallet shop n this angmoh lady came to me n asked me to help her take down a wallet on the upper most shelf. then she looked at it. n asked me to put it back again. politely, of course. just look at how nice i am. n how tall i am! HAHA! ruth rox.


wed - vincent asked me to call him, so i did. then he asked for my name. n i said, "ruth. i'm ruth" (LOL) n he said, "i know lah! ur chi name lah!" LOL. damn dumb. oh yes remedial in the morning again. i was having a good time singing. until i din know wth ms lim was talking about. but i figured out for myself anw. talk about a smarty pants.


thur - remedial. then yup, went to celebrate liqin's birthday. i felt like an atm machine. LOL! after that. went to walk around tm with suyun, sheajean, jieting. n went to take neoprints. FUNNY man. jieting's shoes are ridiculous. LOL! no. funny. hoho.


fri - REMEDIAL. i just wasn't in the mood for VECTORS here n there so throughout the lesson i was thinking of funny things n laughing to myself n annoying the shit out of yuqian n wanting. LOL! went to kfc with yuqian n lamlee after that. then poor me walked back in the rain for the interview. which was so..... aye. annoying? haha. no. not really. YA n the blardee thing took 4 n a half hours so i came back.. quite late.


wahhh i feel like suyun man. just now someone called me. n thinking it was a funny call i laughed into the phone. n guess what. it was a VJ guy. kinda embarrassing. ya he told me the audition's on mon n i almost fainted. sian!


that's my lifeless week of remedials. btw, have i told u about the story of the atm card? WL i cried coz of this blardee thing n what happened in the end? not even my fault! oh WHATEVER. ya i was complaining to some ppl about this, n they actually admire my tolerance level coz if it were them they would've walked right out straight away. n dunno who agreed that may was quite a sad month for me coz i kept getting accused by teachers! the atm card, forget it. BUT THE DARN !@#$%^& NO WAY MAN!!!!!!! BLEAH!


IMPORTANT: those who owe me money.. BETTER PAY UP ARH! coz yours truly is at present, ath but rich, meaning, BROKE!!! thankew.

wahhhh i buay tahan. i turned off my com n switched it on again just to blog about the china trip. HAHA. yunxuan requested me to also. so.. yeah.


day ONE
i started feeling homesick the moment i stepped out of my house. n i marvellously left home with my dizis still at home. so on the way to the airport i asked my dad to turn back. uh yeah the whole day was just spent on the plane travelling to beijing. quite boring. but the fruit spritzer was VERY NICE!


day TWO
I CLIMBED THE GREAT WALL OF CHINA!!!!!!!! ok WE. amazing man. the cert was very cool too. i hope i haven't misplaced it. hoho. took a train to shenyang at night. it was so much better than i expected. but i refused to use the toilet, only used it to brush teeth. oh yes. i slept on the upper most bunk n it was damn cool. but the ceiling's like less than 30cm away from my face, so had to be very careful when getting up. heheh. no oversleeping, coz yingchun n jieying were in the same cabin! LOL!


day THREE
performance! it was quite all right. but i was a little disappointed with tuoling.. =( owell, it's over. n it was the first time i screwed that up on stage. haha. oh jieting actually slept during jusong, how amazing. but it was damn hilarious. LOL! i thought of it some time during jusong n almost burst out laughing. luckily i din. hmm.


day FOUR
know what? weird slope is DARN COOL! the slope's going upwards, but u'll feel like u're going down. so when u're running up, u'll feel like u're running down, it's soooo easy to run up. aye ok my explanation is lousy but just know that IT WAS FUN! ya then suyun n i ran up n down, in the rain, which made it all the more fun. WL got sabo-ed to sing on the bus WL! anw, yup, shopping. wooh it was the first time i settled gifts so quickly. oh zhengxie hotel ROCKS man! esp the blankets, which i nearly wanted to take along with me.


day FIVE
spent HOURS on the bus travelling to dalian. visited some funny place in the afternoon n i din see the significance of it. only knew i spent 30rmb at the stupid games stalls. whoa.. I SO ALMOST DID IT!!!!! nvm. oh that hotel, can't rmb the name, SUCKED like holy crap. the room stank n there would be brown muddy water whenever u flushed the toilet. YUCK! oh this was the night when i suddenly felt VERY VERY homesick. i was like almost gonna cry, so i went to sleep veeery early. hehe.


day SIX
we took a ferry to yantai n i'm glad i din get sea sick. ya then was a tour of the most boring museum i ever visited in my life. i could have fallen asleep while walking. YAWNX. travelled to longkou at night. stayed in the hostel! so cool. 4 ppl to a room, clara n i with jieting n dilys. n in the next room were zhiying, amelia, suyun n sheajean! wah damn cool please. sy n sj suddenly appeared in our room through the balcony. LOL! ho yes. i was complaining about some strong burning smell of the mosquito thing n turned out that justine hadn't even burnt it yet LOL.


day SEVEN
the last performance for the sec 4s.. i was damn sad n wanted to cry but everyone was so high. oh it rhymes. anw, yeah. i'm just very satisfied, coz i ended my last performance perfectly! haha. so i officially have no regrets =) hahax i actually tear-ed during tianshan n mangchun. i figure if they'd put man jiang hong n hong lou meng at the back i would definitely have cried on stage.. haish can't believe it was my last performance.. so damn fast please. stayed at the hostel again that night. haha.


day EIGHT
went to some kite museum, then toured some memorial or temple or museum which was quite boring. haha. then shopping. woohoo i bought a few chi cds. damn shuang to buy them in china. heheh. ah the hotel for that night sucked too. TERRIBLE. so blardee sleazy with men bringing women to the rooms n WHATEVER. wl. worst thing was we had zhiwei meeting until 12.30am! sick man. so scary. clara n i were in the lift ALONE with this guy n we were going up to the 9th storey! which isn't just the 9th storey but a KTV or some pub place. just imagine how scared were we. zhiying n amelia's room was damn freaky n we asked if they wanted to move in with us but in the end they din. haha. wah terrible hotel man.


day NINE
travelled to qufu, CONFUCIUS' hometown! so boring. but it was nice to know we were stepping on grounds confucius stepped on centuries ago. HAHA. travelled to tai an at night.. the hotel.. better than the previous 2, but still quite sucky. oh yea. clara came out of the toilet after bathing n guess what. a cloud of SMOKE followed her n i was wondering wth happened. it was blardee funny anw. ya n turned out that the tap couldn't be turned off. so dong yun helped us call room service, telling the woman there was a flood in our room DOT. then the tap was turned off. my turn to bathe. couldn't turn off the tap. room service. next morning, clara showered. N THE TAP COULDN'T BE TURNED OFF AGAIN. some fantastic toilet. but i was funny. LOL!


day TEN
CLIMBED TAI SHAN!!!! it was sooooo cold on top. but very shuang. haha. lemon tree guy was there talking to us HAHAHAHA. went to jinan in the afternoon. xiaoxue's hometown! yup. then went shopping. we bought quite alot of stuff for partying at night wahax. before i forget, happy birthday siyuan n keewei! haha. wl had a zhiwei meeting at night again. with ttk, in yingchun's suite (very big, very cool). then celebrated siyuan's birthday. then i went to party, n found that almost the whole lan dui was in suyun n sheajean's room. HAHA. we all slept at around 2 sth.. n had to wake up at 4 sth the next day! poor us.


day ELEVEN
last day of china trip.. took train back to beijing. wah it was blardee uncomfortable man. the chairs were sooo upright n i couldn't sleep! so i slept for only a while, poor me. it was very rush, so lunch was cancelled. but there was food from macs which we had to finish so hurriedly. yup. then boarded the plane. n.. back. to. singapore. end. of. story.


overall...
i really enjoyed the trip man! after feeling homesick for a few days i din wanna go home after that! haha. one thing to be glad about. 2 years ago, lan dui had the MOST no. of ppl falling sick. it was like, almost everyday someone would fall sick. so it's nice that the same thing din happen this year. haha.
i got to know some of the juniors soooooooo much better, n it was damn fun hanging out with them. reliving my childhood u know LOL!
sheajean alone has a very funny laugh. put her n suyun together, it's just HILARIOUS. seriously. go hear them laugh. LOL.
sitting at the last row's VERY FUN! with sheajean, suyun, blah blah. always will have stuff to laugh about man. hahaha.
i enjoyed the hostel nights the best coz jieting n dilys are just crazy. LOL! nice bunking with them hahahahaha. dilys n her way of flattening her shirt. wl i could have fainted. haha.
oh yes. i was wearing a cap over my jacket hood on taishan n ppl started piling their caps on me so now i have like 4 caps at home. ANYBODY WANNA CLAIM?????
OH! the juniors shouted RUTH ROX during phototaking at taishan!!! LOL wl i was so amused i could have died. hahahahahaha. anw the juniors rock HAHA. hilarious.
haish.. so sad that the trip's over. but well, i had LOTS n LOTS n LOTS n SERIOUSLY LOTS! of fun n i definitely won forget the happy memories. hahaha.


just to mention sth..


RUTH ROX!!!!!!

i'm back again. LOL! updating about my boring week. whereby every single day we had to go back for amaths remedial. sianzzzzzzzzzzz......


argh dammit. i'm in no mood to blog now. so shall just say a little. bleah.


ytd was liqin's birthday. yeah gy went to her house to celebrate it for her. omg.. grand huh! yeah before that went to tm to buy her present. n i conclude that i'm a nice soul.


today's interview was..........................


aiya. i'm just so not in the mood now. i should have just sui2 yuan2. but WHATEVER. abit annoyed now. i think i needa talk to someone. HMM~


OMG! i was informed today that audition's on mon! GOD BLESS ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


i think i took 1 hour to type this. too distracted. but anw..


RUTH ROX MAN!


see ya all in a long long time

my blog's rotting man. sian. anw.. i intended to update a LONG LONG LONG LONG entry on china trip but now i shall just summarise it. hoho.


HMM. it's weird. just a few days before the trip i was almost about to forsake the $1400 n just pull out from it. then during the trip.. i was like so damn homesick on one night esp n couldn't wait to fly home. n after the second performance.. i din even wanna go home. just wanna stay in china. coz i was having fun. N.. it's like a temporary escape from all the hw, studying, n the thought of Os at the end of the year. blah. anw.. the trip was FUN. n i'm still missing it. but it's mainly the juniors whom i'm gonna miss. haish.. time flies eh? 2 years ago i went to china as a sec 2, n now, my co life's like over. HAISH. sad. but nvm. life goes on! LOL!


oho. i'm rotting at home. ROTTING!

aye shall post another entry. hmm i dunno why. but i'm all of a sudden missing the seniors ALOT. haven't seen them since gongyan. haish. they came back ytd. but i din get a chance to see them. coz i was at plaza sing. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ =( i wish the seniors were still around. then perhaps everything wouldn't be so screwed now. some ppl just drive me totally nuts. n when the seniors were here they would comfort me n offer advice. now.. bleah. everything's just getting worse. the system's getting worse, the teacher's getting worse, the ppl.. ok, still the same. argh. but why can't those blardee irritants just go drown themselves instead of making their presence so damn irritating to the sight. maybe this is the reason i can't stand going for co now. some of the ppl are far too a$$holic, the teacher esp, n there aren't the nice nice seniors to "neutralise" their presence. haish.. but well, after all, nth lasts forever, does it? i still rmb after the syf last year. i was crying so hard. not coz of our performance, but coz of the thought that the seniors were leaving. wah. i feel like i can't survive without the seniors. hey but it isn't that bad, coz it's been nearly 6 months without them, n i'm still alive. maybe one-quarters, but that's still an accomplishment. heh. but i shouldn't complain so much. after all, i'm leaving soooo soon. just after the china trip, which i'm sure will zoom by, n i would say goodbye. some ppl should be happy i guess. well, good luck to them. with their attitudes, i'm sure they can't go higher. garh. ooh. i hope i can get to see the seniors again =) gy bbq! hahax~