Sunday, February 25, 2007

so chinese new year's over, n it's back to school again. back to the everyday regime of lectures, tutorials, lectures, boredom, sleep deprivation. hai. school life. whoa n i'm drowning in a sea of homework n a gazillion tutorials! that's the consequence of not doing a single tutorial since school started. hehe. owell.


i've been going back to dhs these 2 days for the alumni practice. i realise, in utmost exhilaration n fulfilment, that i've found myself back again! lol i told that to lamlee n yuqian just now, n they were like, "WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN?!?!?!" LOL! it's as simple as it seems. i felt that the musical soul in me had once disappeared, but it's now back n going strong WOOHOO!!!! wow, the wonders my alma mater can do. DHSCO!!!!!!!!!!!! =D =D =D


as mentioned earlier, i went back to dhs today. i do apologise for oversleeping for 2 hours hee.. it's a wonder i slept through 2 smses, equivalent to 8 mins of michael buble's save the last dance for me, a couple of missed calls n my alarm tone of shayne ward's incessant singing. isn't it evident that i'm sleep deprived? heheh. anyway, i'm so proud of my dizi juniors! it's nice to see them grow so much =) yeah man you all can do it, continue rawking! hai on a heavier note, mr tay was FUMING just now, due to the attendance of the percussion group. i haven't seen him so angry in a really, really long time. whoa. he wasn't even in the mood to conduct hong lou meng =( hee. ah. n someone by the name of wu --- --- SUCKS period. chuida was....... no comments. oh haha as a result of busying around at dhs, i din go for shangyin in the end. lol minxiang smsed me n complained that he was the only one there. lol!


OH MY GOODNESS!!!!! MY BIRTHDAY! MY BIRTHDAY! MY BIRTHDAY!!!!! LOL!!!!


oh yes, do go for the DHSCO annual concert on 3 mar, saturday, 4pm or 7.30pm! i assure you, you'll be heavily rewarded n enlightened. lol! n please rmb my flowers! i welcome teddy bears too =)

Sunday, February 18, 2007

HAPPY PIGGY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!! hohoho =D


hoho this was a week whereby we all had no mood for sch! or rather, I had no mood for sch. HAHA. mon was a holiday for us to decide our JCs, n i went out with lamlee, yuqian n cristal. we were at suntec searching high n low for a suitable bag for cristal, which turned out to be quite an impossible mission. cristal was being so picky! n her weird taste din help matters. LOL! so in the end she din get her bag. but she told us that she bought one recently for $69 *faints*


i ponned sch on tues! OOPS. i was seriously in no mood for sch, after partying all the way from fri to mon. haha! i went to sch only at around 3pm for chem prac n PE n CO. wahahax. cool man. i chatted with lamlee n yuqian till midnight coz they were having headaches over the choice of JCs to apply for. n for the 1000000000000000th time, i feel really lucky to not be required to make suck difficult decisions. hehe. oh yes. n i think i give really great advice! so if any of you need sound advice, come to me! my services are 24/7 on weekends n flexible on weekdays. HAHA.


wed was valentine's day! whee thank you everyone for all the presents n sweets n chocolates! audrey han, meiching, hannah, jarren, melissa, jooyeng, shanti, jessie, enghwee, zara, flora, cephia, yuqian (very nice photo frame n photos n msg LOL!) n the 4 osiris OGLs samantha, wanyoong, priscilla (i did gain from the chat with you! haha) n jolie (i din pang seh you all for amazing race!!!!!! lol)! whoa i feel really guilty for not giving anyone anything. but i think my words are worth more. LOL! ooh zara's my S34 angel! she's one super amusing angel man! haha. n i feel good man. coz my mortal jieying din know who i am! WOHOHO. OH YEAH!!!!! I PASSED MY ECONS TEST!!!!!! n i din even study. whoa, my luck must have been seriously good. but i shall ATTEMPT to study for the next one. hehe.


thur was one super long, super tiring, super boring, super draining day. i was suffering during the lectures, with my head rolling all over the place, slit-like eyes n jaw hurting due to continuous yawning. argh i hate thursdays!!!!!!!!!!! =( ooh sharon went to vjc! she had to submit an appeal form. wooh haven't seen her since the vjco tea party hoho.


it was the chinese new year performance ytd. it was good compared to our practices, but........ yeah. i felt soooo dead n feeling-less. hee. i hope it will be better in future. yup i went out with valerie, cristal, lamlee n yuqian after that. we wanted to go to kbox but it was so crazily expensive. so we went to valerie's house. so boring! (oops LOL) nah just kidding. there was just too much to do that we sorta din know what to do. haha.


oh yeah i was reading joanne's blog the other day. it was quite an emotional post which made me tear! haha. n i guess the way she felt for her chem is how i feel for my english. but anyway, it's over. furthermore, i did gain lots more! hahaha. wooh joanne thanked me! look at what she said man. "ruth the mad person who i only know for a year but is still a great friend, super egoistic, plays bridge (even during lessons, LOL), sings in class, likes smiley face, always being retarded, has stupid jokes, likes to fly to cambodia(LOL) to do voluntary work, promised to buy my pharoahs but didnt buy me any..." LOL! hai.. do come back soon! haha =D


COOL my cousin's in dhsco erhu!!!!! i shall be preparing her for the VERY INTERESTING ms wang, mr tay n his long-running speeches on punctuality, as well as my stamina-abundant "grandmother"'s never-ending preachings, which she has already experienced during CME. HOHO. i just hope she doesn't quit co after that. LOL.


ooh gonna go visiting in more than 12 hours' time. boring! haha. heh i so freaking can't sleep man. due to waking up at 2.30pm today n napping from 3.30 to 6. whee! sleep's good for everyone! =D

Sunday, February 11, 2007

there was shangyin today. n it was alright. hoho.


shirlene n i were talking to libing just now. i realise that what she's going through now is sooooo similar to what i went through last year. the situations aren't completely the same. but i guess it's how we feel, how we really wanna give up at times, how we used to LOVE CO LIKE CRAZY but start dreading it esp when certain teachers put sooo much pressure on us. haish. n to put up with all the false accusations n stuff. it isn't easy. i did wanna give up too. but at the end of it all, i looked back n i really learnt alot. like how to control my emotions n be more sensitive, as well as to look at things from different perpectives. n i guess the most important thing i learnt is to let go! haha. do talk to me anytime man! RUTH'S CONSULTATION SERVICES run from 7.30am to 11.59pm on sch days n 24 hours on sch holidays n weekends except sun when i'm off. HOHO.


whee i'm talking to joanne n lamlee now! n i'm laughing hysterically thanks to joanne n her train game. LOL! anyway, joanne's upset about her chem. n i told her about my english. n she agrees that the marking system is weird. haha! seriously. i got 80 marks for prelims n second highest in class n for the Os, it's like.. WAH. n for my hcl, i was always among the lowest in class, i got lowest once n now it's suddenly so good. n as for my emaths n amaths...... everyone's surprised. HAHA. overall i'm still happy. but now n then i can't help feeling disappointed for english! quoting joanne, "smart dhp girl dieded" LOL!!!! omg! i still can't believe jolie said i'm cheena! she's like the first ever person to say that. thanks man! haha! i told that to joanne n she can't believe it lol!


wah! i think i'm really philosophical today. shirlene n libing think so! n they feel that with my bcme subject combi, it's a waste of my philosophical nature. i agree man! LOL! woho. ruth the philosopher. cool huh!


hoho i was comforting lamlee n she felt touched! whoa seriously, i ought to be a counsellor in future. HAHA! pearls of wisdom from professor ruth. wooh!


my quote of the day: when all doors seem closed, there is always a window left open. n even if you're on a high building n the window's useless coz you're stuck (as what joanne says), there is a parachute! there's hope in every single thing! hoho.


look for the window! =)

Saturday, February 10, 2007

12 POINTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D


i went to meet S34 this morning at the marine parade NTUC, then we went to the mac at east coast park for breakfast. haha! everyone was like so worried about the results, then scaring each other about some scenarios. haha. i left early with sharon, coz i had to make my way to cristal's house to meet cristal, lamlee n yuqian.


HAHA. they were making pancakes when i went. n i seriously felt like puking after the huge breakfast lol. alison joined us shortly after, then we played bridge, n slowly made our way to dhs. i thought we would be early but throughout the bus ride ppl were calling us telling us that almost the whole class was there already. oman! haha. so we hurried n waited for an ETERNITY for a cab at buona vista mrt. n yeah we were late so we dashed into the hall like mad ppl. everyone was already there man. wahax.


mr sng din look too happy with the results. yet the slide claimed that it was the 2nd best in the history of dhs. OWELL. haha. anyway, the moment i saw "100% eligible for JC", i was rejoicing! not out loud though. hehe. oh yeah then we went to collect our results one by one. n i waited for another eternity to get mine. n when i got mine, i stuggled like crazy to open the slip. i took ages to figure out how to tear it. n after tearing the sides, the inside had to be torn also. lol. ms loh was beside me with her arm round my shoulder n when i FINALLY opened the slip, she said, "ruth, you really improved alot. really." wahhhhhhh i was really touched man. 12 points definitely pales in comparison to the 6 n 7 pointers. but .................................................. *cuts away my long story* i'm more than satisfied with it man! n i think i'm very lucky. seriously lucky. n i shall be sensitive to ppl's feelings n keep my mouth shut. hehe. n my dad actually believed i would get 21 points. what a dad! LOL. whoa but after his "pep talk" to me i felt really touched! i knew what he said was true n i'm glad he understands me! =)


after collecting our results, alison, cristal, lamlee, yuqian, valerie, wanting, yenyee n i went to seoul garden at bugis. n i met hannah there! SHE CAN STAY IN VJ!!!!!!! =D =D =D so much for "i won be here anymore!!!!!!" lololol. so now i'm supposed to teach her the "fee fee fee" aka the DIZI. according to her, the dizi produces a "fee" sound. my goodness! LOL!!!!! oh yeah back to us celebrating at seoul garden. we stayed there from about 5.40 to 9 plus, a grand total of 3 hours plus. the staff there were VERY IRRITATED with us. haha. wanting left early n she told me that when she left, the guy at the counter said sth about setting a rule that diners should only be allowed to stay for 2 hours. lol. the staff kept wanting to clear our tables but we were there cooking the chicken slowly. HAHA. i bet they're gonna blacklist dhs ppl in future. lol. oh anyway, i was eating non stop n i was so freaking bloated after that. haha.


congrats everyone!!! if you've done your best, there're no regrets, be proud of yourself! if you haven't, you have the hidden potential! whatever it is, the O levels are but a part of our lives. life doesn't end here! there are many, many, many, many years to go. rmb the story about mr sng's brother! n to "quote" ms loh's graphs...............


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the former is a representation of ppl who do really well at some point of their lives, but are later on unable to perform as well anymore. the latter is a representation of ppl who are constantly improving. they reach a high point in life, slide down a little, but pick themselves up n rise even higher. each time they fall, an experience is gained n they go further each time. SO.. be like this group of ppl n dun stay down forever! fall a little n rise much higher!


oman i wanna know how my class did! but i'm kinda afraid that i'll ask the wrong person a wrong qn. hehe. but i'm sure they'll do well! =D


cheer up, put the past behind, it's a new beginning =)

Thursday, February 08, 2007

i so wanted to pon sch today! but in the end i din, of course. wahahax. though i was really tempted to pon some tutorials n lectures. n i'm so glad i din. coz out of the blue during maths lecture, the lecturer said, "okay, i'm gonna take attendance now". whoa i was like, *PHEW* i almost ponned it. i think i'm lucky man. wahahax. oh yeah i was pondering whether or not to pon bio prac too. hannah asked me if i wanna pon. n after we entered the lab, she was gazing at the door n said, "it's not too late, you know." LOL! but we din pon, anyway. contrary to what mr lim said, the bio lab was all peaceful. no one broke ath, no one hurt themselves. all's well! hahaha.


yeah man, it's the release of the O level results TMR! i was chatting with some S34 ppl just now n they were all sooooooooooooo worried. yeah i told them not to worry n ended up being scolded! lol. but if i were to put myself in their shoes............ hmm i could be freaking out now. haha. but seriously, worrying won help matters. what's done is already done. as long as we've all done our best, then KEEP SMILING! =D


oman..................... some seniors were telling me some stuff just now. n i din realise that things have become so...... unpleasant. of course it's both ways. n it's actually partially my fault. now i'm thinking of how to talk to the person in concern, n how to do it subtly yet to the point n not hurt anyone's feelings. omg! i so dunno how to approach the topic. haiiiiii


that aside. thank you everyone for the wishes n good luck! haha. n once again, ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE!!!! God bless! =D

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

07s34's a SERIOUSLY LAME class! more of the lame deeds later. ha.


i'm officially addicted to ponning lectures! as my angel rightly puts it, i'm a PONstar. HAHA. this morning i was on my way into the LT for maths lecture. n hannah suddenly said, "hey FS, let's pon chem later!" n someone suggested, "let's just pon maths." n off we went to the canteen. HAHA. our initial plan was to pon all the lectures. but we decided to go for chem. wooh mr teo, the co teacher-in-charge, was the lecturer! n sharon was telling me that i better pay attention. lol! sitting beside sharon is amusing. when i stone, she'll bang my table. when i yawn, she'll say sth. LOL!


ho yes back to 07s34 n the cold-ness in it. lol! the guys can seriously make a joke out of ANYTHING! look at the conversations n you'll get what i mean. LOL.


calvin: *laughs hyterically*
ms wong: are you alright?
mark: no, he's calvin


ms wong: who's strong enough to help me carry 19 kaleidoscope books?
jarren: ruth, coz meicheng said she saw ppl standing on the roof


mark: ms wong, what's another word for home?
ms wong: house
mark: you mean aquila?
class: *does aquila cheer*


ms wong: ................ different social class
class: *does s34 cheer*


get what i mean? LOL! there're many more cold jokes of course. but it's seriously funny. n that makes me LOVE S34 EVEN MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!! lololol


just now, mrs lim walked in reeking of ULTRA STRONG perfume. whoa it was so strong we all couldn't take it man. esp since we were in front. n melissa was going *pssssssssssssssssssssssst* imitating the sound of perfume spraying, which sent us into fits. i laughed till my stomach ached man. s34's crazy today! lol. aye but on a sadder note, i got caught for not doing my bio tutorial. the entire page was sparkling white. n mrs lim was about to nag at me when mark suddenly posed a qn. i guess i gotta thank him. haha.


wooh we had SLV today! it was at a childcare centre at hougang. oman the kids are sooooooooo cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hyper active man. haha. yeah we danced to the barney songs for them. n i think we all looked quite stupid. but it was fun! hahaha. i tompang-ed a cab with meiching, shiangnee n mingyao to sch after that. n i went for co for barely 15 min. lol. but it beat having to take mrt all over s'pore back home. lol!


it's official! the O level results are gonna be released this fri at 2.30pm! cheer up, everyone! the results aren't out yet, so stay hopeful n happy man! all the best! N ALL THE BEST TO ME!!!!!! =D =D =D

Saturday, February 03, 2007

i went for my first harmonica practice on mon. it was quite alright, except that i can't stand the fact that it starts so late n ends so late. haish. i'm missing my firefly show again! =( n that reminds me. i forgot to print photos for my membership form! heh i'll just draw sth there. hehe.


wooh i ponned a chem lecture n 2 econs lectures this week. i din mean to pon the chem lecture actually. it's just that i din study for the bio test so i had to use those 2 periods to try to study. but turned out that i was distracted by the beautiful music i was listening to so i ended up blanking the entire first page of the test. as for econs............. i dun even listen when i'm inside so i might as well leave more oxygen for the ppl there. wahahax. oh n i dun pon everything! it's only 3 lectures! lol.


ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh mrs lim made me stay back on thur coz i din do my tutorial. but i realised that i copied down her answers (though i dun rmb doing so) so i just scribbled out the essay qn n flew off to meet lamlee, yuqian n cristal. lamlee n yuqian are crazy. sakae to them seems to be the only restaurant in the entire s'pore. lol. but anyway, cristal n i objected violently so we ate at some shop near parkway. hoho! then we went to swensens n took lotsa spastic photos. oman.. i miss 4c!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can't wait to see everyone again!!!!!!!!


ytd was JTS at parkway's fish & co. n all of us got a nice shock when the receipt was passed around. $541! lol. but it isn't THAT much actually. 30 bucks or so per person. i had to pay much for dhsco comm's JTS! lol. anyway, the seniors are so nice. they took out money to help us pay but we declined it. hoho. so....................... STJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we went to the empty space near ntuc after that n played murderer n polar bear. ooh i realise that sharon lives quite near me. we took 15 ytd n kept lamenting that no one takes the ulu buses that we do. lol. oh daniel from the senior class lives in telok kurau too! cooooooooooooooool.


hoho there was alumni practice today. it was supposed to start at 9am but i slept till 11 plus so i just went there for dazu. it was really boring initially. just imagine playing 2 freaking easy songs for 4 n a half hours when more than half of the ppl there have played the songs before. yeah halfway through we got so bored that we decided to play random songs. so we played chun. lol! for normal circumstances that would be even more boring but i thought it was exciting coz i din have the score, so i was memorising it. n sizhao just HAD to start from his favourite part. bar 129. bleah. haha. i felt good when ttk came. coz it's been a long time since i saw PROFESSIONAL n COMPREHENDABLE conducting. hai but it's so sad that we're not playing jun ma anymore =( much as i love hong lou meng, i wanna play a new song! at least guan yu's more exciting. but we played that before too. BAH. oh ttk's damn funny. he said he din recognise me the other day he went to vjc just coz i was wearing a cedar tie. lol!


hai it's so sad. i dun wanna play chun for syf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i guess it can't be helped. ah but i totally lost my mood after wed's discussion on the syf pieces. hee.


HAHA. yilin wished me happy birthday! n she said it's in advance. LOL. ooh i went back to dhs today n heard lots of "are you going for the m'sia trip?" ah i din wanna go initially. but i'm having second thoughs now. n i really dunno if i should go. i can't make up my mind! should i go? haha.


heh i was praying that the O level results would be released on mon so that there would be no econs test on wed. but now i guess it will be released on fri. oman I CAN'T WAIT!!!!


i'm feeling drained.


enfin, music!