aye shall post another entry. hmm i dunno why. but i'm all of a sudden missing the seniors ALOT. haven't seen them since gongyan. haish. they came back ytd. but i din get a chance to see them. coz i was at plaza sing. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ =( i wish the seniors were still around. then perhaps everything wouldn't be so screwed now. some ppl just drive me totally nuts. n when the seniors were here they would comfort me n offer advice. now.. bleah. everything's just getting worse. the system's getting worse, the teacher's getting worse, the ppl.. ok, still the same. argh. but why can't those blardee irritants just go drown themselves instead of making their presence so damn irritating to the sight. maybe this is the reason i can't stand going for co now. some of the ppl are far too a$$holic, the teacher esp, n there aren't the nice nice seniors to "neutralise" their presence. haish.. but well, after all, nth lasts forever, does it? i still rmb after the syf last year. i was crying so hard. not coz of our performance, but coz of the thought that the seniors were leaving. wah. i feel like i can't survive without the seniors. hey but it isn't that bad, coz it's been nearly 6 months without them, n i'm still alive. maybe one-quarters, but that's still an accomplishment. heh. but i shouldn't complain so much. after all, i'm leaving soooo soon. just after the china trip, which i'm sure will zoom by, n i would say goodbye. some ppl should be happy i guess. well, good luck to them. with their attitudes, i'm sure they can't go higher. garh. ooh. i hope i can get to see the seniors again =) gy bbq! hahax~