AHHH EVERYONE PLEASE CONGRATULATE ME COZ I'M A HAPPY GIRL TODAY!!!!! MUAHAHA~


spring cleaning. the funny thing first. clara made me carry that big djy gong (dunno what's it called) down, n we could barely lift it. kelvin ho came along n said, "2 san bos trying to lift this heavy thing.." so he n keewei carried it. N THE THING DROPPED OFF FROM THE STAND N SLID ALL THE WAY DOWN THE LT. it made a hell lot of noise n everyone was moving aside. wl, it was darn funny n we just kept laughing n laughing. LOL! now that i recall it i feel like laughing again. wahax.


we moved the instrus out of the LT, which was boring n tiring. the fun part was when there was WATER. bahaha. my legs ached tremendously from bending down to wipe the floors. we had scrubs last year n there aren't any this year! sianx. erm ya, we wiped the floors, then went to wash our feet. ho. i sat beside the sink, then dumped my feet into the sink to wash them. quick, say i'm innovative! HAHA. gy said i was disgusting, but jeenise will used the tap after i washed my feet. LOL. yeah, then we went for lan dui lunch. hah. some lan dui huh. so few ppl!


we went back to sch n played cball while waiting for the LT floors to dry. it was gy vs rojak n it was quite boring actually. lol! yup, then we went to move back the instrus again. bah. when spring cleaning ended, we went to play again. the match with tby was so damn, damn, damn fun!!!! the ball kept coming to me n i'm wondering if i look like a tby-ian. bahaha. then when tby disappeared, gy played among ourselves. n i conclude that today, GY ROX MY SOCKS!!!!!!


oh yeah at the debriefing, zaihong n eugene asked who lost a pair of socks n clara kept insisting that they were mine coz i took off my socks before lunch n haven't been wearing them since. so i just took out my socks (in a plastic bag) from my bag n thrust it in front of her n she yelled at me LOL. cball. it made my toes hurt like ath, n i used like 7 or 8 plasters. thanx to those who gave me supplies hoho. n now my back all the way down is aching like crazy. i'll be immobile tmr.


went with clara, jobina, xiaoxue, eugene, zaihong n kianggei for dinner after that at bugis to celebrate xx's birthday. we ate at pasta mania, then walked around n met gavin. he's hilarious man. he told us of his funny bus encounters n it was funny like ath. heh. xx was touched by us celebrating her birthday for her! haish.. it makes me touched too. lol!


oh, xx rox too. i was telling her my worries about joining ______, my stupid worries n all the shit. then i asked her if i'm mean n she said no, it's normal for every teenager to feel this way. whoa, she makes me feel darn comforted man. hmm yeah, gave clara a lift home from eunos. kay poh dad. HAHA.


gy rox, xx rox, zhiwei rox, i rock, all nice ppl rock! lalala~


OMG I RECEIVED AN X'MAS CARD FROM SHIRLENE BY MAIL!!!!!! shocked the life out of me. wooh~ thankew man, shirlene. shirlene rox too!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAOXUE!!!!! =D

i woke up at 12 plus today coz of the incessant beeping of my hp. hoho. n i was amused by shirlene coz she asked me how to write my surname in eng. lol! i can't wait for tmr, coz i'm going SHOPPING!!!! bahaha.


ahh i'm fantasizing about my future in one of the ivy league universities. i doubt my dream will come true but it's dreams which make us great eh? here are the ivy league universities. ho.


brown university - providence, rhode island
columbia university - new york
cornell university - ithaca, new york
dartmouth college - hanover, new hampshire
harvard university - cambridge, massachusetts
university of pennsylvania - philadelphia, pennsylvania
princeton university - princeton, new jersey
yale university - new haven, connecticut


yawnx. why isn't there one in texas? bahaha. the states dun fascinate me that much. though new york is not bad. whatever. i can continue dreaming. zzzzzzzzz


i was just piecing together a map of usa n it looks beautiful. wooh. the GREATNESS of me. lalala~ MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! aww. it's over. till.. next year.

pros of dhp - no Os. most of my nicer, greater friends are there. 3J's a nice class. i can just live life happily. i dun have to re-adapt. i can stay on in dhsco?? i can live with my great CO friends for another 3 years. i'll be relaxing when ppl are studying for their Os.


cons - if i dun study i'll die for A levels. the JC programme n courses may suck since we're the pioneer batch. overseas immersion's a real waste of time. the whole programme is so cheena. i get to live with the reprobates for another 3 years. i doubt i'll ever have a chance to go for syf again.


pros of mainstream - if i do well for Os i can go to vj. IF. after next year, i get to bid GOODBYE to those irritating a$$es. i might be reunited with my great seniors in jc. i dun have to go all the way to buona vista in 2007. i can go for another syf!


cons - i'll be an outcast. i have to re-choose the subject combi again. i have to say bye to my nice friends in dhp after next year. if i dun do well for Os, that's it. i'll be slogging my guts out for prelims n Os. i have to leave co early to study, which means some idiot's gonna get what i passed down. i have to leave my nice CO friends after next year.


why am i in such a dilemma? screw the sch for implementing this stupid programme at the wrong-est time ever. BLEAH.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!! ok, i shall reflect on the year 2005. get ready to yawn.


jan - new year, new start, new class, new friends. my transfer from 3F to 3J after 4 days. n yeah, 3J's a great class with very supportive ppl. though i still missed 2G a hell lot, 3J's still good. hoho.


feb - lotsa co practices for gongyan. there was that siglap sec performance on cny eve, with hongming n i as the only sec 3s among the sec 4s. haish.. seniors.. they're great! i got many scoldings from wgy, n it's all thanx to the erhu qizou gu su chun xiao (they still owe me a drink) lol! this is the month where i become richer by a few hundred bucks. gong xi fa cai!


mar - my 2nd gongyan n our last one with the seniors. haish.. my b'dae fell on the day of the m'sia trip, n i'm touched by gy coz they sang me a b'dae song. but that's coz the seniors initiated it, if not nobody would care 2 hoots. ha. m'sia trip, another unforgettable experience, coz it was then i got to know more ppl. though i cried on the trip, i guess i can still say it was a GREAT one. yeah, then began our slogging for syf.


apr - 22o4o5, the most memorable day ever. coz DHSCO got a GOLD WITH HONOURS for syf!!!! all our months of sweat n blood paid off as all the tears of joy began flowing. n i'll still rmb how hard i cried coz i thought i would never perform with the seniors again. hehe~


may - bball interclass was WONDERFUL. it was one of the very few moments where i was so valued. n it was quite cool coz all our points were scored by me, which unfortunately weren't many, so explains the reason we lost. but it's ok, coz our spirit NEVER DIES. 3J rox!


jun - hols which din feel like hols.


jul - 7 jul was our last performance with the sec 4s at SCH. sighx.. n it wasn't great either. hmm this month was my most depressing of all. the no. of ppl i fell out with, buckets of tears i shed, n it's all thanx to being in the comm. sometimes i wish to just be a normal member. but then i wouldn't have known 12 great friends. heez..


aug - the sec 4s officially stepped down, n it was sad coz i knew i couldn't survive without them. but i guess it wasn't that bad, though i still miss them lots! argh i think way too much.


sep - preparation for eoys started, all the stress, everything. exams.. yikes!


oct - eoys. results. one word, TERRIBLE.


nov - ezco camp. the kids may be as noisy as monkeys, but they did bring smiles to my face. the camp was quite fun, n my endless ponning of lessons gave me 70 cip hours. lol! the ez competition.. i dun feel like i achieved much, but it's a small achievement? haha. whatever.


dec - hols with so many things to do n before i even got into holiday mood, it's ending. ok i shall not touch on miserable topics since it's X'MAS. yeah.. time to welcome santa =D


overall, this year passed very, very, very quickly. sad to say, i was practically sleeping throughout n i'm coming to regret it now. still, it's too late n i can only blame myself. hope that next year will be a better one, n here's my biggest wish of all.. TO BE HAPPY!!!! let's all say BYE to all unhappiness n await a better 2006!


let's see. this year, i'm very, very proud of 1 thing, kinda proud of 2 things, regretful about 1 thing, n disgustedly disappointed of 1 thing. bleah. happy guessing the "things". here's a clue. neither includes getting into the comm. bwahaha.


once again, a very very merry christmas, may it bring good tidings, may everyone's wishes come true, n many happy returns. take care n stay happy! 2006 will be a better year. =D

yikes i'm still pissed. very, very, very pissed. bleah. ok, jixun.


mon - sucks coz the whole day was fenzu.


tues - i was laughing madly during dazu, so gls asked me what's fff n i din know the ans. at first i was hell embarrassed, but then the pro mep ppl din know it too! LOL.. btw, it's fortississimo. WTH. oh, yingying's damn cute. fortississississimo HAHAHAHAHA!


wed - just another day. n i keept wondering that the day gls doesn't mention me during dazu will be my lucky day.


thur - served food with zhiying, eugene n clara for lunch! n now my hands can coordinate better =D meeting, meeting, meeting n many meetings. i nearly had a heart attack regarding money probs but in the end it's ok. hoho.


fri - heh i kept complaining to rachel about gls. n i complained a little to khaiqi n simin at mac. wahahax. ooh i'm surprised linli din faint at our huanghe. ho. she asked me to ling, so i did, n i ling-ed horribly for huibao. someone told kelvin ho i was ling-ing, n he started singing wu ding. wl as lame as zaihong!!!! i like tuoling. yeah. then it was the dinner. we had food, finally. haha. blah. some things really piss the crap out of me yea. n i dunno if i can hold out for another 7 months. probably not.

i wanna delete this blog n change to diary-x. but i'm just too lazy. n i can't bear to abandon my interesting entries. lol! bah. ooh. leongheng surprised me by calling me on thur, asking me for our fenzu days n jixun schedule. i thought he kinda forgot about dhsco already. heheh.


ytd, fri, was a boring damn day. the kind-hearted me went to help out for niche concert. i sat at the table selling tickets with pangkiat helping me. he's spastic, btw. haha. yeah n after waiting for jobina's mum to collect her ticket, we decided not to sell anymore. latecomers have to be punished k?


i was supposed to ask the ppl to get backstage to prepare. but it seemed like everyone automatically went there themselves, so i just slacked throughout, playing on the stage with curtains closed. stupid jordan thought i was doing the chicken little dance n he started singing the stupid song. LOL..


there was orientation practice again this morning. clara din come, n i had to say the lines for her, n kelvin ho din wanna help me say! ah but he helped me a little. anw, i just cut short everything n heaven knows what i'm mumbling. yikes. longteng. SIAN!!! i din know i'm supposed to tag along when eugene sells co tees.


ha! we got our cip slips for ezco camp. i have 70 hours n i can't believe it. then i recalled the huge amount of lessons i skipped, so it's more believable now. hoho dedicated, noble, me. HAHA. went to eastpoint with the zhiweis to buy the gifts. n we changed our idea. haha.


they initially wanted to come to my house to do the gifts. but then, it's smarter bringing the candles home n doing it ourselves. yeah so the great me came home to sleep. woohoo~ REFRESHED!!!!!! bwahaha. oh i realised that zhoumo can memorise the directions to my house. HAHAHA.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! THE LINZES WON THE AMAZING RACE!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!


oman this is throughly unbelievable. this is the FIRST TIME in AR history that my FAVE TEAM WINS THE RACE!!!!!! i was YEAH-ing in front of the tv like no one's business when they rushed to the finish line FIRST. wooh~ after a string of 2nd place finishes.. THEY WON THE MILLION!!!!!! LINZES RAWK!!!!


ooh lalala i'm a happy person right now. but still sad that AR has ended =( SIGHX.. no more eye candy on tv HAHA. bleah.. orientation practice tmr.. BORING.


YEAHAHAHAHAHA LINZ LINZ LINZ!!!! =D

yay, danni won survivor!!!!! finally, one of my faves wins it man. wahahax. argh n this marks the end of the season, though there's still a reunion this fri. it's been 3 months that i'm looking forward to every fri, 10pm but after this fri, i'll have nth to look forward to. HAISH.. i'm saddened coz this is the best season ever man. heh.


sadly, i think i'm gonna be sick.. =(

ooh yay i finally bought the grade 8 to 10 kaoji book. n maybe i shan't use mu min xin ge. hmm.. do u think i can get a distinction if i start practising for grade 8 now? LOL.. big joke man. since when did a person like RUTH start practising so early? the moon will rise man. bah.


we had orientation practice this morning. as usual, a million times of long teng. n if that's not enough, we gotta play it during fenzu as well. whoa.. please get me a life man. one day when i die the cause will be long teng. garh.


yinhao came back for fenzu. oman he actually said i improved n i was stunned coz i think i still play as pathetically as ever. hah. then he taught me the camel song n i was thinking, maybe i won even get to play it, like last year. hee.. ohh time to do sth about my basics.


dazu.. i'm waiting for the day when gls won mention me at all. hoho. sighx.. when i was in sec 2, i wished that time would stop every dazu session, n that we can just carry on practising (stupid?). currently, i wish for time to just zoom by n that i can go home earlier. the effect of seniors...... ahhh!!!!!

it's been 1 week since i used the internet, thanx to my dad. he's agreed to let me use it for 2 hours everyday, but doesn't want me to use msn. like whatever man. i just need to look at my beloved survivor n AR sites. lol! hoho. happy birthday xianghong!!!! but i'm 47 mins late. hee.. i have 20 mins more to use the internet. bleah.


kaoji on fri. i went to sy at 10 plus for my grade 6 at 11.30am. wgy saw me n said, "hello suyin", n i wanted to laugh coz it seems like she was greeting me. LOL.. yeah then she asked me not to be scared, but i was worrying a great deal. surprisingly, i wasn't scared when i went it. heh i din finish playing both luo tuo dui n shan bei hao. n i went out rejoicing, coz xu chaoming happened to stop me 1 bar before the kuai ban. HAHA. my advantage man.


i went back to sy again at 4 for grade 7 at 5pm. which idiot's idea was to put my timeslots so far apart? ohh i din have much luck for grade 7 coz i had to play all the songs completely. i'm moaning over shui xiang xin ge, coz i din play as well as practices. sobx..


ding laoshi told me my grade 6 marks, n i'm ok with it but i'm 1 blardee mark short to my goal. haish, what crap. yeah, then junda gave me a hint to the grade 7 results. but i'm still worrying. argh.. i should be satisfied, actually, considering how much (little) i practised. n that i chose the songs just 2 weeks before. nvm, it's gonna be better next year =D


gy bbq at my house ytd. the zaijis came earlier to help prepare the stuff. haha it was kinda comical. esp the way wangxuan n keewei were trying so hard to compact my fridge. lol! jeenise, yilin, wx n i went to buy ice, then started bringing the stuff over to my grandfather's house to start the fire n all that. halfway through, a piece of charcoal dropped into the pool but i din see how they took it out coz suyun n i went to eunos mrt to fetch the rest of the ppl.


the bbq was ok, but i swear i was the slackest person of the universe. the juniors totally rawk man. they were all working so hard, n it made me feel so guilty coz i never did that kinda thing for the 2 bbqs i attended. lol. erm yubo started asking me qns about how much property my grandpa owned, blah blah n that amused me so much. aye but what my grandpa owns doesn't concern me. though i dun mind having the pool..


after the bbq they went over to my house to play for a little while. the J2 guys were doing funny stuff n making ppl take pics of them. LOL.. yeah then they all went home, leaving cephia, clara, keewei, shining n alicia. ha then ceph n clara left, n i played blackjack with the suona sec 2s. heheh.


ooh this line interests me alot, alot, alot.


you don't have to say you're good, people will know you're good and they will say it for you.