LOL. I totally forgot about the chem eassessment until Cephia told me just now that there was only half an hour left before the system shuts down and I was like, "Huh?!?!" Yeah I went to attempt it and honestly, my answers were all guessed. I tried the test 3 times within 20 plus minutes, ain't I great. Hahaha. Anyway, I wasn't that lucky, my questions kept varying, only a few were the same. I got 4/15, 6/15, 10/15. Pathetic marks, but I'm too lazy to do till I get a perfect score. Hahahaha. So yeah, all the best everyone, 6 minutes left to attempt! Lol!

Heh, I waged war with my mum again this morning. Yeah, she woke me up from my beautiful sleep to scold me for the same old thing. And she confiscated my phone! I lay in bed feeling very mad and upset for a long time. Not cos of her confiscating my phone, but cos of what she said to me and her harshness. Anyway, I called Valerie and the moment she picked up I started crying and crying and crying. I was really really super upset. Hah but she read me a few bible verses, which I thought kinda applied to me, and I felt so much better after that. :) And she told me this, which I thought was really true. We have so many worries but in God's perceptions, these are merely little tests He has planned for us in our lives. So, we shouldn't worry, but sit quietly and wait for God! Wow, I'm a fast learner HAHA. Yep, thank you so much killer for listening to me cry, and for those pearls of wisdom! :) :) :) Thank God, and I love my mum! Haha :D


Went to study with Sharon at marine parade library today! Yes I'm finally studying, congratulate me wahahax. We sat there for about 5 hours! I can never study at home for 5 hours. The most I'll do is sit at my table and stone for half an hour before deciding that I'm sleepy, then, off to sleep and my work's untouched. Hehe. Lol we were discussing about our future occupations. Sharon says she can't imagine me as an accountant HAHA. Oh well, if I really don't have a job, I'll work in my grandfather's construction company. LOL! Nah, no thanks, I'll die of boredom before I hit 50.


Gosh, CTs are like in a week's time and my level of preparedness is about negative. Ha. I shall fast from the internet the rest of the week. Please chase me off the computer if any of you see me online! Lol. And I've decided not to watch the new 9pm show, cos it seems boring and rubbishy. I'll just watch my favourite American Idol and Survivor! Wahahax. Oh, Chia Wen and I have a pact to pass our econs and not enter remedial! Yeah!


Once again, all the best to everyone taking bio spa tomorrow! GO GO GO!!!! :D :D :D

I feel like I haven't really been for lessons this week lol. But I didn't pon any! I guess it's cos I didn't go to school on tuesday (I was sick, really), left lessons halfway on wednesday to help out at the CO booth, and dreamed throughout the rest of the week's lessons. I feel particularly clueless for math. I didn't even realise that the lecturer has moved on to statistics lol! Speaking of stats, we're actually required to write paragraphs of words for our answers my goodness. I half wondered if I was in a GP lecture wahahax. And I'm currently hooked on the uno game on my phone such that I'll play throughout lessons and my notes will be filled with nothing but drawings by Huijin and Jieying =/ lol! I seriously need to pay attention during lessons! Roar.


Went to meet Zilu at city hall yesterday for dinner. I received my first birthday present from her! So early huh hahaha. Yay THANK YOU GENIUS!!!!! Hahahahaha. And she lent me both of her Fountains Of Wayne CDs! Yay yay yay! :D


Sigh, today's quite a sad day. My mum barged into my room at 2 plus am last night to scold me over the same old thing. I was so angry and sad and I spent the whole of last night and this afternoon crying. Sobs. I told Chia Ling that I'm ignoring my mum today, and I got reminded that I said during caregroup that I wanna honour my parents. Hee. Oh well anyway, thank you Chia Ling and James! :) I'm feeling much better now, I know my situation's not the worst. Yeah, everything will be fine. Pray, pray, pray!


My mum just told me that everyone knows I didn't do well for my O levels and that they look down on me. Yawn, whatever. Like I even care! I'm not gonna mug my life away just to outshine those oh-so-smart relatives of mine. I've got freaking better things to do rather than occupy my mind with winning and nothing but winning. I don't have to prove anything to anybody cos life has much more to offer besides competition and boasting. That said, I love myself yay! :D Hahaha!


Whee gonna study with Sharon tomorrow at the marine parade library! At least I won't sleep my whole sunday away like what I usually do oops. Haha. Let's all embrace CTs with open arms, for after that there'll be a very noble birthday coming up LOL!!!


All the best to everyone (especially S34) taking Bio SPA on monday! :D

Yay I've finally completed my GP slides for tomorrow's presentation! Silly presentation on education, it's such a waste of time! Like, who cares about the impacts of IT on education! Haha.


Anyway, started today with prayer meet yay! Thanks Chia Ling for my V Day gifts! So touched hahaha. And I can't wait to go back to church this saturday!!!!! =D


Hahahaha. Today's a Chem marathon day. 2 periods practical, 2 periods lecture, 1 period tutorial, non-stop. But it wasn't that boring today cos I was busy entertaining myself and laughing till my stomach ached lol! Chem lecture was retarded. I was sitting on this chair which was really about to be uprooted, the whole thing was so loose. I was so scared that I would be the first person to die during a Chem lecture wahahax. The chair was really rocky, like those rocking horses in the playground. It could really turn one round LOL. And Jieying was so amused with it she kept rocking it so throughout the lecture, I was rocking away. Thankfully it was at the second last row lol. And I was saying, "Now Ruth really ROCKS" HAHAHAHA. Oh, and there was this really stupid conversation that went on.


Lecturer: H1 and H2 students have to know this.
Me: Wow, so the H3 students don't have to know! *Laughs to myself*
Jieying: That's really not funny you know.
Me: *Laughs even more*


Okay, I was just really bored. You know, really bored. Maybe that's why I frequently get U for Chem. Ah let that be ALWAYS. Lol.


Rouhui came to my house for her first piano lesson today! So cool, my mum said she's good hahahaha. :)


Haha Mr Seat was making this announcement about donating blood today, then he mentioned that we have to be at least 45kg and everyone looked at me lol. Ha, it's not that Ruth isn't noble, but Ruth can't donate blood! Wahahahax.


Damn, it's mock NAPFA tomorrow, 2.4km! Shoo cramps SHOO! :(

COLLIN AND ADRIAN WON THE AMAZING RACE ASIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D


Hahaha that's quite lag, but I was lazy to blog about it yesterday. Haha! Oh man, I was cheering like anything when they were running towards the finish line! Crying like anything too, it was so touching HAHA. Now, don't laugh at me! Haha yay, awesome ending to a sucky season! I love Collin and Adrian!!!! So moving to see all that achieved by a team with a member who has a physical disability. Ha and I honestly think that they should enlarge the pit-stop mat by many times. I mean, it's a finale! Hahahahaha. But it's okay, COLLIN AND ADRIAN WON HAHAHAHAHA!!!


Rarh I really need to study study study STUDY!!!!! It's so scary that CT 1's actually gonna determine my future (or the absence of any future) in VJ and I'm like still on a honeymoon. I honestly need that sense of urgency I had before the promos. Where where where where is it! Hah. Tomorrow... TOMORROW! Haha and I should stop chucking all my stuff in the CO room lol.


Yay, there's prayer meet tomorrow! :D Ahh I wanna go back to church soon! Hahaha.


So cool, Rouhui's (my favourite mortal) gonna have her first piano lesson with my mum tomorrow! I rock man, I just got a new student for my mum. I should have asked for a commision HAHA. Nah, kidding, I'm too nice wahahax.


Ahh. I'm gonna finish the last of my donuts! Anyone wanna buy me donuts for my upcoming birthday? Hahahahaha!

Happy belated Valentine's Day/Friendship Day/Singles Awareness Day everyone! Hahaha. I brought like 3 huge bags to school yesterday and when Zongxing saw me he was like, "Wah, shopping ah?" Lol. Yep we revealed ourselves to our mortals yesterday! Rouhui said that she guessed it was me, but only after I told her I'm not Joo Yeng, so that was only 1 or 2 days before. Yay! And I guessed correctly, my angel's Weijie! Lol. Anyway, thanks everyone for everything! :D


Oh, I had a 4-period break in the morning, so I went to the CO room to slack like usual. Hongming was there folding cranes. He said he had to finish folding 55 cranes by 9.30am, and asked me to help! He said he only got the idea of folding cranes when he reached school in the morning lol. So being the kind soul I am, I helped him hahaha. Yeah I folded till my hands were weak HAHA. And he still owes me a cup of milo lol.


The inter-house friendship dance competition was totally cool! Lol Calvin and Melissa were so funny, saying all the steps in chinese. We were sitting somewhere helping them amplify the words too lol! And yay, Aquila got 2nd! =D


Went to meet Cristal and Yuqian after that. We went to marina square to slack at macdonalds, then went to queue for donuts (the queue's really short now haha) and went for dinner at pastamania. Everywhere was rather crowded with couples hahaha.


Cross country today! I intended to pon initially, but decided against it later. I thought that I'd die halfway or something but I actually thought I did okay wahahax. At least I didn't stop! I was planning to slack and walk most of the way but omg I actually didn't stop and didn't die HAHA. God's strength, really. It was rather annoying though, I got blocked by a bunch of people when we started, and blocked again when I came back. So many people on the overhead bridge were running in threes and I couldn't squeeze through lol. I guess cos that's when most of the girls would be going back (500 plus), hence the "blockage" HAHA. The fire drill was stupid and the prize presentation was boring lol.


Yuqian, Cristal and Lam Lee came to my house this afternoon! And we played bridge for a few hours. So cool, I really miss playing bridge non-stop for a long long time haha! I somehow feel that I haven't played bridge properly in a long long time heh. Yeah and we were all being stupid as usual lol!


ROAR I really need to study! Common tests are coming, coming, COMING omg. I think I can only pray. Hee!

Haha today's PE was really fun cos it was CAPTAIN'S BALL!!!!!! Yay man, captain's ball rocks!!!! I was so happy, no horrible soccer haha. Anyway... Chia Wen, hope your leg's alright now! Take care and God bless! :)


We had pai wei practice after school. It was boring, of course. Since when was pai wei ever fun! Haha but thankfully, it ended after a short while.


Went to meet Lam Lee and Yuqian at tampines mall after that to buy Valentine's day gifts. Whoa, I spent a grand total of about 54 bucks! Yes, I do feel the pinch but well, it's just once a year. And not forgetting that I'm a noble person! Wahahax. I think it's my mortal's good fortune to have me as an angel cos I got her what she requested! Haha. I looked quite mad, cos I was carrying the big thing I bought for my mortal, plus an ultra huge bag of things. I've decided to bring that bag of stuff to school tomorrow and deposit it in the CO room, so I won't attract the entire school's attention when I walk into school on thursday haha. Oh, I bought Simple Plan's new album too yay! I'm like super broke now, I've already started spending my ang pow money heh. I shall comfort myself since it's for a good cause hahaha.


Lol! Yuqian and I were at the MRT on our way home just now and I saw this guy with Guy Sebastian-like hair and I burst out laughing and I felt mean LOL! But Yuqian was laughing too! Hahahaha. But really, his hair's really interesting HAHA. Oh Yuqian's friend says that excessive laughter can cause deaths and she says that someone died before or something. And Yuqian said that maybe one day I'll die of laughing! Hmph! Hahahaha.


I think the present I got for my angel's quite amusing. It's an orange ball, and I wrote some stuff on it. I think I spent half an hour just writing the "Hey angel, Happy Valentine's Day -Ruth the Noble". But that's not cos I'm slow, it's cos Yuqian's marker had no ink! Hahahahaha =P


Ah, I saw Wing Sum at NTUC just now in her working clothes LOL!!!!!


Okay this is a relatively random post. But I'm feeling like I'm a saint right now, spending so much on V Day. HAHA! I know my mortal's gonna love me! Wahahahahax =D

A few days ago, my mum wanted to see some houses at Meyer Road. So I requested her to drive past Dunman High as I wanted to relive my secondary school years haha. Sad to see it being torn down and such, but the old has to make way for the new eh. Haha. That place brings back fond memories man. Passed by the 196 bus-stop, and I thought of the many times Yuqian, Lam Lee and I were there waiting for the bus to parkway. We really always went to parkway for no rhyme or reason, even when exams were nearing haha. The school gate reminds me of how I was always stuck outside when everyone else was singing the national anthem 'cos I was frequently late for school (I had disciplinary action taken against me!) lol. It was too bad that I couldn't see our sec 4 classroom block from my mum's car. But well, I was trying to arrange the folders in my computer a few days back 'cos everything was so messy, and I found this!

Yay, that's 4C's block! Hahaha.

I feel like I'm always reminiscing my DHS days. But sec 4 was really, really fun! All the crazy things I did during lessons haha. Compared to now, when I just stone during lessons lol. Oh well. But I still love VJC, and I'm happy not to be kicked out lol. And I don't know what I'm talking about now, my cousin just asked me a math question which I don't know how to solve so I'm feeling quite blur and traumatised as it's a sec 2 question! Hahahaha okay, never mind.

Oh, Vivian came to my house just now to use my copier haha. And we talked for a while, about everyone's favourite Wang Mama HAHAHA. And so cool, she says that she thinks the whole DHSCO know that we're cousins HAHA. COOL.

LOL! I just read Vivian's blog and saw this sentence "my entire kampong of cousins and siblings originated from Tao Nan". I was laughing non-stop when I saw that lah! How true, the entire Toh Clan (I can't remember who was the one who said something about a Toh Clan) is from Tao Nan! I think it started from me, then my whole line of cousins started entering Tao Nan. Haha! And Charlene's even having this strong belief that I got in 'cos my grandfather's company built the school! LOL. Maybe, in a way, but the principal let me in 'cos my results were good too! I still remember that he said, "Wow, your results are quite good, I shall put you in a better class." HAHA. Honestly, my results were really quite good back then. I wonder what caused the difference now eh. Hahahaha. But anyway, I still think it's so cool, the entire "kampong" terrorising Tao Nan. Wahahahax.

To Tao Nan, Tao Nan we will go

Where the torch of glory bears a glow

Hahaha, one of the few lines of the school song I remember. Lol the other day Calvin was singing the TNS school song, and he said it sounded like some communist song. Lol!

Ah, I think this post is rather crappy. But yeah Vivian, enjoy! Hahahahaha.

Damn, there's something wrong with my entry today, I can't separate the words into paragraphs! ROAR!!!!!

This year's visiting is boring like usual, but less boring than previous years I guess. 'Cos we only visited 2 places! Besides my grandfather's house, of course. Woke up at 12 plus today and I was soooooooo sleepy I wanted to go back to sleep but we had to go to my grandfather's house for lunch. Haha yeah, just sat there for a while waiting for ang pows from my uncles lol! After that, we went to my grand aunt's house where I was stuffing myself with ba kwa and msging Yuqian, who was as bored as I am. Hahaha and Sharon msged me to tell me that her cousins who were attempting to shake her house down or something LOL!! Lastly, we went to my grandmother's house. I was so happy we went there today 'cos that means no more visiting tomorrow yay! I was home by 5 something, which was really early compared to previous years. But the shorter the visiting the better! Anyway, I already received enough money HAHA.


Can't Hold On - Melee
Someone cries and it washes the street with tears
But when they are mine, they collect in my head for years
Rain or shine, still I'm standing on all I said
'Cause it's in my soul, carry on when the feeling's dead


But if you can't hold on
Let it go and come back in your heart
And if you can't hold on
Maybe it's not time for you
And if you can't hold on
On your very last try
I'll be there in the morning to pull you through


Someone dies late at night and I never know
And even if I did, so afraid of the face I'd show
I feel trapped and enslaved to this dark contrast
Need a feeling now, give me something that's going to last


I want to be free
I want to be free
I want to be free
Yes, I want to be free
I want to be free
Yes, I want to be free
Oh, I want to be free
Yes, I want to be free


You say you want to be free
But you can't fool me
You say you want to be free
Oh, but you can't fool me
You say you want to be free
But you can't fool me
You say you want to be free
Oh, but you can't fool me


Oh, and if you can't hold on
You can't hold on (Can't hold on)
You can't hold on (Can't hold on)
I'll be there, I'll be there


Oh, and if you can't hold on
Let it go and come back in your heart
And if you can't hold on
Maybe it's not time for you
And if you can't hold on
On your very last try
I'll be there so you know that you're not alone


LOVE THIS SONG!!!!!!! =D =D =D

Woohoo! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!! =D =D =D


Haha our performance today was kinda presentable to an extent I guess. For one, I'm rather happy that my painfully planned (although it didn't really seem so) paiwei worked out! Phew, I was so worried that it wouldn't and it would have been so demoralising lol. But yay, it went fine! =D The performance itself... Well, we should have managed to bluff the majority of the audience lol! Nevertheless, good job everyone, let's continue improving for the SPD and lunch-time performances! And many thanks to my fan club for cheering me on, shaking me out of my "this is gonna be embarrassing" mode. LOL nah I meant, thank you to Sharon and co! It was Mingcong who said that's my fan club HAHA.


Went to meet Yuqian, Lam Lee and Cristal after the celebrations. Guess what, today was my first day drawing money from the ATM! But it was 'cos Yuqian made me do it for her. It was fun though HAHA. Anyway, Cristal was annoying as usual. She msg-ed Yuqian that she'd ended school already, but Yuqian didn't reply 'cos she didn't see it. AND CRISTAL WENT HOME. So we had to force her to leave her house immediately and reach b 2.30pm or half her birthday present (we bought it a month ago but she didn't collect it till today) would be gone. Hahaha. We slacked at mos burger, then went to the arcade at marina square to play the pencil lead thing lol. After that, we went to macdonalds and played bridge! Whee!


Reunion dinner was boring. It's just the annual "the-entire-Lorong-H-gathers-in-my-grandfather's-house" buffet-style dinner where the food isn't nice at all. Haha and no, it wasn't literally the entire Lorong H in my grandfather's house but something like that anyway. Sooo many relatives some of whom I don't even know oops. Yeah and I was so sleepy that I almost fell asleep while everyone was singing hymns LOL. Went to Vivian's house after that to play with my cousins hoho. Oh yes, I was fiddling with Vivian's Erhu and I think my intonation's not bad you know! Hahahaha.


Argh, I'm so not looking forward to visiting tomorrow! I'm gonna be so bored with all the never-ending adult-talk. So saviours please, msg me!!! Lol!

Haha don't know why, but I all of a sudden went to Youtube and typed DHSCO, and saw this handover video which I watched till I tear-ed! I think it's one of those random moments when I'm missing DHSCO again. Thanks to Vivian, who talked to me about my juniors and made me miss them so much LOL. Haha can't cry on CNY, but CNY ain't here yet! But nah, I'm not gonna cry. Yay DHSCO ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) :) :)

Gosh, I actually enjoyed today's soccer during PE! I was surprised at the fun I was having 'cos soccer and I simply don't click. Hahaha. But yeah, it was fun, and super amusing as well. Our team was called the "scream team" 'cos we have Sharon and Jieying! I don't scream, I merely disperse my aura and try to fight for the ball HAHA. Jieying was sooo hilarious, screaming every time she got the ball. And each time she screamed, everyone would cover their ears LOL. But anyway, I still hate soccer, yeah. Can't wait to play a new game, whatever it is, ANYTHING but soccer. I miss basketball!!!!!!!!! =(


Oh I finally went for H1 Bio today, after missing it for 2 weeks lol. Oops. Despite having Mr Daniel Chua as our lecturer for a couple of lectures already, I'm still quite amused by his gestures and the way he talks. I kept wanting to laugh just now lol! Other than that, I was basically trying hard not to fall asleep during Chem and Bio lesson. I was just all of a sudden very sleepy. Haha anyway, I think that even though my attitude sucks, I actually kinda respect teachers in class! I'm always stoning, but at least I look like I'm listening, so that's not bad right? Does anyone agree? Yeah I'm sure everyone agrees. LOL. Fine, I'm just talking rubbish here.


I was feeling quite discouraged just now, thinking of tomorrow's performance. I'm just so afraid that we will screw up, and I'll just die of disappointment. Mdm Wee asked me just now about our progress, and I told her that it'll be okay tomorrow. Apparently Hongming assured her the same thing lol! I really, really hope it'll be okay tomorrow! I spent quite a long time thinking of the pai wei just now, and I really hope that everything'll work out fine... Yes, I must have faith that everything will be alright. Yeah go Chuida, let's all make this work! :) Ah and I'm so gonna make everyone memorise Long Teng by the artery performance hmph! So that everyone can LEARN to look at the ling zous and no one will use music stands and that makes pai wei so much easier. Hah.


Yay, meeting up with Yuqian, Lam Lee and hopefully Cristal tomorrow! Something nice to think of besides all my Chuida woes hahaha. But yeah. Faith! =)

Whee! Today was a fun day! Hahaha. Other than the fact that I was a little worried for Bio lesson 'cos I didn't do my Genetics tutorial hehe. Eh no, I did 2 questions! Hahaha. That's not my fault, 'cos I was talking to Killer on the phone till quite late last night, then she asked me to go and sleep and so I did LOL! Haha I was quite worried that Mrs Lim would scold me for not doing my work, 'cos every single one of them had their entire tutorials filled with words and diagrams! But luckily she didn't catch me hehe. Whoa the lesson today was so high-tech. Each of us was given some electronic device. There'd be MCQ questions flashed on the screen and we had to enter our answers on the device, then press send. And our names and answers would appear on the screen! I'm so proud to say that I got quite a lot of questions correct HAHA =D


I was so bored after lessons ended, 'cos there was about 4 hours plus to spare before JTS haha. Didn't feel like going home, lest I decided to spend the whole day sleeping and miss JTS as a result. But Siyuan, Zhou Mo and Shipei were still in school so we played Bridge in the CO room! Haha it was so fun, 'cos for some reason we were all very high and making lots of spastic noises HAHA. They left at 3 plus 'cos Siyuan and Zhou Mo were going back to DHS for alumni practice. I initially wanted to go back too, but it's so lame travelling all the way there, then staying for a short while and travelling back to parkway for JTS. Yup so went to look for Huijin and we slacked around. I taught her how to play the Dizi! Hahaha.


JTS was really fun! It was at Fish & Co. Haha I think that the TSD people are crazy lol! I was so full after finishing all that fish and super dry fries lol. After dinner, we went to some empty space at some high level of parkway to play polar bear and take photos. Oh so cool, Xiaowei still believes that I'm from Cedar LOL!!!


ROAR!!!! My parents just scolded me 'cos I told them there's CO practice tomorrow. Sigh I'm going to bed a poor, sad soul, totally not looking forward to Chuida tomorrow! But that's life! Hahaha I was telling Huijin just now that if you hate life, life will hate you! (Philosophical huh lol!) So... Love life and life will love you 'cos life is GAY!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA =D =D =D