Haha. For some reason, I was brooding over OP last night and all of a sudden felt quite terrified. The hand gestures are driving me crazy! I feel so weird doing them lol. Oh well, maybe I should attempt spending the whole of tomorrow practising in front of the mirror =)


Oral presentation rehearsal at EIGHT AM this morning. I was still all sleepy and shivering from my winter-like aircon room. Well, like usual, LCC said that we "did much better than the previous time. I think you all have done a good job" lol. He said that I did much better too. I don't know for sure, but I definitely didn't look much at my script today! Hahaha. And my Q&A was much better I guess. It was more elaborated, but not totally relevant HAHA. I randomly brought in a quote from Mr Lee Boon Yang, and it wasn't even a complete one. Half of it plus my own additions lol.


Went to thaipan for lunch with the S34-ers. After that, we trouped to Jarren's house. Some of us played bridge while the rest played poker. As usual, Jessie and I were on a winning streak muahaha =D Oh I think Jarren's dog, Jessie, is cute! But I'm a little scared of her though. Haha! We left at around 4.30 but Sharon didn't feel like going home so she came to my house! And helped me with my I&R. She's pro man, coming up with all those ideas. Whee THANKS SHARON, my life saver! I'm so gonna die, that's just my first draft I completed hee. Oh oh! Sharon's damn funny, she helped me "take revenge" on that person who's been perpetually annoying me lol! It was really hilarious, the way she talked to him! Lol. And cool, he hasn't talked to me since. LOL.


Finished my I&R not long ago (once again, thank you Sharon! hahaha). Just read the super long long email sent by Zhiying regarding the EZCO camp. All those words... hahaha. Speaking of EZCO camp... I'm still so sad that it starts on friday! That means dashing to DHS right after OP and no celebration with S34 =( oh well... just hope it'll be fun and that the primary school kids will be as fun and cute as two years ago! Lol. Once again speaking of EZCO camp, Mrs Lim hasn't told me if I'm allowed to change the date of the science centre trip! GRR.

Whee Sharon came to my house today! Hahaha. We fiddled around with the piano, experimenting with nice left-hand accompaniment for Jay Chou's Feng 'cos the chords given on the score don't sound pro HAHA. Yeah then we went online to search for some piano scores but it was really difficult to search for them heh. And speaking of scores, I found quite alot online yesterday! Muahaha new entertainment for my perpetual boredom =D


Just came back not long ago from my cousin's birthday celebration. Haha! Spent some time chatting with my uncles and cousins. They're so funny! Reminds me of a few years back when I always went over to my granddad's house to play with my cousins everyday lol. Yay I love my cousin! Ohh my sec 1 cousin, who's in DHSCO erhu now, was complaining to me about Wang Guiying! LOL!!!!! HAHA she told me WGY can never remember her name, so she always addresses her as "Suyin de tang mei" (Suyin's cousin) lol. And she told my cousin I'm talented! LOL! Wow, she actually remembers me huh. Lol.


Zheng Laoshi called me yesterday and asked if I wanna perform for the CCO concert on 2nd december. I was a little hesitant but I still agreed anyway. Even though I knew it's gonna be really boring, with all the seniors being so old hehe. But Liqin told me today that the sec 3 suonas are going! AND SUYUN!!!!! OMG!!!!! CCO practices are not gonna be as boring as before. It's gonna be FUN! For the first time, I'm looking forward to the practice this sunday. HUGE incentive for me to drag my ass to buona vista on a sunday morning! Yay! =D


PW at Melissa's house tomorrow (later). She's cooking spaghetti for us! Wahahaha :D

Ah I've been wanting to blog about my experience seeing that ultra-fierce HOD, Ms Tan. Haha yep. Went to see her on wednesday morning. And it spoilt my day totally. She yelled at me for everything! As usual, she kept railing at me about why I did so badly, why did I get a freaking U for chem blah blah. Everytime I wanted to answer, she would interrupt me again and continue shouting. It's a wonder she hasn't lost her voice by now. And every few lines she said, she'd end with, "you're wasting my time!" Well, like I made some request to see her! Bleah. Anyway, she told me to write a letter of "repentance". Which I did, and I passed it to her. And she scolded me for typing it out! I was quite bewildered, but Audrey told me that chinese teachers prefer written letters 'cos it's more sincere. Next time I'll just write it out using chinese calligraphy hmph. She read through my letter, then made me write "If I do not clear my reassessments, I will leave the college." I didn't think twice about it, so I wrote it. But after that I was wondering............ she doesn't really have the right to ask me to do that! Dammit. Yeah, EESUD is crap results but surely it's not that mega serious? After that meeting (or rather, shouting session) with her, I officially proclaim my HATE HATE HATE for her! Blah. Oh, she scolded me for my shoelaces too. "Dunman High like that one ah!" Dunman High, so what? Yeah, dunman high has much better and nicer teachers than VJ has! Rarh.


PW meeting at my house on thursday. After which Huijin stayed to teach me chem! Hahaha I thought it was super hilarious lol. But I'll be eternally grateful! To Melissa as well, who requested to check my structured questions LOL!


OP rehearsal on friday. Mr Lim said I did better than the previous time! But honestly, for some reason, I felt quite retarded while speaking. I guess 'cos I didn't speak like a bullet train and I wasn't used to it. Lol. Argh, I just suck at Q & A! Can't seem to elaborate enough. Hahaha I told Clara about my "stage fright" and she said, "Come on! You can solo alone on stage in front of 5 judges, what's presenting in front of just a few teachers!" Ahhh so touched when I heard that. Lol. Bless my Q & A!!!!!!!!!!! Haha went to parkway with Hannah, Melissa and Sharon. We had ice cream at venizia, then I dashed off to Cristal's house. Mahjong session with Cristal, Lam Lee and Yuqian! Lol. We had dinner at tampines mall after that hoho.


Went to shangyin yesterday for the EZCO camp meeting. Lol it only lasted for about an hour so I went hope, moped around, before meeting Lam Lee at tampines mall. Had lunch there, then waited for Yuqian before going to east coast park. It's really fun lying on the rocks, sun tanning and falling asleep! And we played frisbee after that! Super fun! Can't wait to go again wahahax. Yeah we went to meet Cristal for dinner at hans. Then we went to swensens' for ice cream! Ohh I saw some people from my church and one of them actually recognised me! Huiqi, who used to be my mum's student hahaha. Her friend was beside her, and she was from VJ too! I was telling her that almost everything in VJ is wonderful but the principal just sucks. Haha! She told me that the previous principal wasn't that nice either. Oh well, perhaps VJ ain't fated for nice principals eh. Hehe.


Today was a boring day. Oh there's this annoying person who talks to me on an average of 5 to 10 times a day and he says the same thing all the time! Most of the time I'll just ignore him but half an hour later he'll talk to me again. Argh! He loves asking me what am I doing, so I'll just reply him when I feel like it, and 5 minutes later he'll ask the same question and again and again and AGAIN. Do I look like I have SO MANY things to do in one day that I change my task every 5 minutes? And if I'm in front of the comp... what else could I be doing! Wow, it's a wonder I haven't blocked him. YET.


Annoying people aside... I'm rather happy 'cos I've got loads of supper tonight! And I found many nice piano scores online! Whee! And and and, Sharon's coming to my house tomorrow! Yay! =D

Went to Sharon's house today! Haha. I told her I'd be reaching around 12 plus or 1 but I only reached at 2 plus cos I overslept HAHA. And I nearly got lost while walking to her house from the bus stop cos I walked on the wrong path lol! So had to walk all the way back to the bus stop again. But I wouldn't really have gotten lost anyway, it's just a longer way LOL. Haha we did a little of our I&R. Sharon helped me do mine and I helped her do hers! Turned out that she helped me think of so many limitations and alternative approaches and I only thought of a few hehe. Can't be helped, our groundbreaker's so............. haha! Oh man. Sharon's group's groundbreaker's really inspiring! She let me watch a video just now and it was so touching. Hee! I'm glad I'm not in the same room as them for OP. What with that touching video and the sad song and the emo paragraph, I'll just cry lah! Haha.


Argh, I've gotta see the HOD mother tongue Ms Tan tomorrow! That's the fierce teacher who shouted at me when I went to see her about my mid-year results! Ahh Mdm Wee asked me to think about my explanations and what I'm gonna do about my results hee. Oh man, I fear for my plight tomorrow lol. It's like going into a lion's den =X and I wonder if I'll come out alive LOL. Pray for me.

Haha! The OP workshop today was rather scary. Cos of the filming and all that, made me really nervous. I was like praying, praying, praying............. haha! Turned out not TOO bad, but the Q and A was rather crappish. My answer was kinda short and I repeated myself! Lol. I was praying that the facilitator would ask me what I learnt about Perry but I wasn't that lucky. Lol. Yeah we watched ourselves on film after everything, and the facilitator said that I hopped too much HAHA. I really MUST look familiarise myself with the script and practise in front of the mirror.


Lunch at parkway after that. Haha was listening to ghost stories, which I thought weren't really ghost stories lol! Ah, I'm just a brave person, really. I'm still awaiting a real horror movie that'll really faze me. Bring it on! LOL. Went to popular with Joo and Huijin after that, and I'm happy that I bought a book! Whee! :D


I don't know why, but I'm really sleepy. Shall sleep earlier tonight. Hoho.

I totally detest rsaf! Some way of motivating people about their results, man. Dammit, I miss Mr Sng!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Rarh. We had a talk on friday about our promo results, which I thought was boring. I was rather irritated by rsaf bleah. Haha they asked to see the DSA/appeal students after that, then told us about how many failures came from this group of people. Yes I'm guilty, but at least I improved a little. I'll study next year! Erm, I hope. Hehe.


We had a sleepover at Huijin's house on friday! Her house is damn cool! So big with a swimming pool hee. It was really fun! HAHA Joo and Sharon are super hilarious! I was walking up the stairs halfway and I didn't notice them in front of me and all of a sudden they just screamed! Shocked me totally, made me wonder if there was a lizard or something. Turned out they were just scared to go up the stairs so they made me lead the way LOL. Whoa, I'm so brave! HAHAHA. Amelia, Joo and I couldn't sleep so we practically spent the whole night playing bluff/cheat/whatever you call it haha. It was so funny I kept laughing till my stomach hurt lol. Haha we didn't wanna disturb the rest who were sleeping, so we went up to Huijin's room. We wanted to watch a movie but ended up falling asleep on the floor. Considering the floor's so hard, I actually slept really soundly! I didn't even know when Amelia moved around and Joo ended up under the bed (LOL)!


There was the boring university talk yesterday. Hahaha we all went to school in Huijin's big car and Mr Seat was quite surprised LOL. The talk was hell boring, I didn't even listen at all. Oh well, I'll count on my dad for the information next time HAHA. Joo, Huijin, Amelia and I ended up playing bluff HAHA. Sharon was looking at my cards and advised me not to cheat. But I still cheated and she'll like scold me everytime I returned with a big deck of cards LOL!!!! Ohhh I saw Eugene's picture on the NTU slide! Haha, that's my cool tutor for chem and math last year! =D


Did PW at Mark's house today. The OP workshop's tomorrow and we'll be filmed! Damn, I hope I don't get stage fright. But it's likely that I will, so I'll just hope that I won't screw up too much hehe. 12 days to liberation!

Seeing that I'm like blogging everyday now, I must be really bored. And I AM that bored. Hahaha. Basically, today was just one long boring day heheh. Was supposed too meet at 11.45am today to sign our PW stuff. I thought I was late, but nobody from our group was there yet. Haha saw the CO teachers and Joey having some sorta discussion and the moment I arrived outside the staff room, they pulled me over. Lol we discussed for a little while, before the teachers decided that an exco meeting had to be called in the afternoon. So out came our phones and the urgent dialings to the other members. Haha.


Haha Melissa only came to school with the WR at about 3pm. But it wasn't her fault lah, she went to soooooooo many photocopy shops before they decided to help her bind. Heez. Haha anyway during that 2 hours plus or so, I was so bored and I spent the whole time wandering around with Sharon's group lol. I tagged along to the computer lab too, and Sharon abused me! She made me do part of the PW for her group LOL. Yeah, I was supposed to think up some points about the lemon house and expand the 2 lines she typed to 5. So I just typed some random stuff there haha! It's so crappish I'll be stunned if they use it man lol!


Exco meeting at 3.30. I was still thinking straight initially but after an hour plus or so, I started shivering from the air con that blew directly at me lol! Still, I'm very clear of what I want! Hahaha. Ahh the whole meeting took 2 hours! Sigh and I can sense Mdm Wee's disappointment................. Ahhhhhhhhhhhh I dunno. Just feel really bad that everything must turn out this way.............. :(


PW again tomorrow at 3.30pm. But being the nice and noble person that I am, I'm going to school bright and early at 10am to accompany Huijin! Just say I'm noble. Lol!


Oh, I realise that my MRT ring tone is SUPER embarrassing. A personal reminder to myself to put it on silent mode whenever I'm in the computer lab. LOL!

Just came back from my great-grandmother's funeral. Hee, saw my uncle there and had a long talk with him. It's just so nice talking to him, he may be my UNCLE but he's really not that old, just a matter of 10 years or so. Hahaha yeah, he was like supportive of me as usual and was helping me "counsel" my parents LOL. Cool man! Meeting up with him next week! Yay!


Went to school this morning to meet Mr Lim regarding our PW. Haha I went there a little earlier to ponder over whether I should ask Ms Lee for the 1 mark for my econs. Yeah I took such a long time to decide, Audrey's group was wondering why the hell was I pacing outside the staff room for a full half hour. Haha I decided to go ask her in the end and guess what.. SHE GAVE IT TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But that 1 mark can be considered legitimate, cos I actually deserved it for a question in the case study. Ms Lee's like so pro, the just flipped through my paper and in a matter of seconds found it for me. Yup so she helped me ask the marker for a mark and I GOT THE MARK!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG, I OFFICIALLY PASSED ECONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ah I'm at a loss for words, I know I really don't deserve it.................... argh I just pray that I can actually work hard next year! But for now, I gotta clear my 2 R papers hehe.


After everything, we went to Amelia's house again! Hahaha Amelia's group did PW while Hannah, Melissa, Huijin and I played mahjong and bridge. It was so hilarious lah! Lol.


Oh guess what. I was playing "If We Hold On Together" on the piano just now and when I was done playing, I heard someone calling my name. So I went out of my house and saw 2 of my relatives (don't really know who they are hehe). And they praised me for my beautiful playing! (if MY playing's beautiful, my mum's got to be stunningly superb or something haha) Lol, they told me they stood outside all the while listening to my playing. HAHA oh wow, my playing serenades people huh! Hahaha, it's rather funny.


Going to school in the afternoon tomorrow to sign the PW cover page. Haha. Gosh, I'm such a bored and free person these few days. Date me, date me! LOL.

Hee. My great-grandmother passed away at 2am on saturday. She's now lived to a ripe old age of 107...


The ever so fun-filled PW aside, the past week has been a rather enjoyable one, and probably one of my most "emo" periods as mentioned in the previous post. Haha well everything's over, I'll just continue praying heheh. So, friday was a full day like we all expected. Went to have a wanton mee breakfast with 34-ers at joo chiat. Gosh, that place is like soooooooo near my house and I never knew such a great stall existed lol. Headed to suntec/marina after that and lunched at margaritas' bar (can't really remember what it's called) but anyway, the food and drinks there are far below satisfactory. I'm never going there again! Haha. Yup, and we ended the beautiful day with PW. Lol.


Saturday, went to meet Huijin at plaza sing to laugh at watch her cut her hair. Can't believe it, she actually went to the 10-min $10 shop lol. But it turned out alright hahaha. Went to far east after that to meet Yuqian and Cristal. My goodness, I think I'm becoming street smart, I actually didn't get lost! Wahahax. Oh they went to cut their hair also and I was telling them about the shop I went to with Sharon, Joo and Meiching. For some reason I just thought the shop was called "Prince and Princess" so I told them that. Ended up they walked far east plaza for a full hour without finding such a place! Yeah they made me show them the place when I arrived. I did find the place, but it's called "Flying Colours" LOL! Oh my, I felt kinda guilty heheh. Eh, but they did manage to get a good haircut someplace else. Lol.


Went to Cristal's house yesterday with Yuqian and Lam Lee and we played mahjong! Hahaha. Ah, I like the huge lime green bean-bag in Cristal's room!!!!! Lol. Dashed over to parkway after that to meet Huijin, cos she was coming to my house to stay over. Yeah we practically watched tv the whole night haha. And went to sleep after about an hour (according to Huijin) of pillow fights/snatching/whacking lol. Sigh, Huijin's just so childish HAHA.


PW bright and early at 8am this morning. Managed to finish the powerpoint for our OP. It was the DHSCO committee meeting with Mr Tay at Shangyin after that. Feels nice to see the rest of my batch's committe members again! Mr Tay was telling us about an SCO performance at Beijing and some newspaper scam. Ha, the world is just so full of lies eh. And what he said about respect evoked my thoughts hehe. The purpose of the meeting today was to discuss about the EZCO camp for primary schools. Haha kinda looking forward to it, cos it was so fun 2 years back! But what a total BUMMER, that the camp starts on 2 Nov, which is the day of our OP! Argh, I hope our OP's in the morning, or I'll have to be MIA for the whole first day hee. Oh Zhiying told us about the re-structuring of the committees now, due to the introduction of DHP. I thought that the structure's quite hilarious! LOL. Haha yep, today's the first time in ages that I wasn't praying for it to end lol. It's productive! Haha. And I'm actually looking forward to the next meeting! Wow, the wonders a crappy ____________ can do hehe. Oh oh! Zhiying said something just now that SO totally reminded me of lcc. The exact same words, "Since you all are here, I might as well tell you all............" Oh my! I was laughing when she said that hahahahaha lol.


I'm going to beg Ms Lee for a mark for econs tomorrow. Yes, it's like, a little late... but I'll just try. Ah! God bless me heheheh :D

Whoa.......... I'm like, so overwhelmed by emotion I dunno what to say. Got back all my promo results already, and I must say, it got better each time. Haha the first paper we got back was chem, and that was completely one big DISASTER. I got like 21 marks! Upon 100, by the way lol. I was so totally crushed when I saw it and I thought that my future's just GONE like that. But yeah, as I'd mentioned, it got better each time. Bio's an S (I freaking missed 3 marks! But it's really my fault that I didn't finish studying hehe), Math was an E!!!!!!!!!!!! Mr Lim told me beforehand that Mr Teo said that I passed math but I was reluctant to believe it cos it just didn't seem possible at all. But I really did pass! And it pulled up my 35-mark midyears to an E! AHHHHHHHH!!!!!! GP was a D, which was the same as mid-years. And it came down to econs, my deciding paper. If I got another U, I would be screwed. Haha! We got to check our econs marks today, and I was so scared! I didn't dare to even peek at my results and I was just so scared that I cried hee. In the end Mei Ching went to check for me and told me that I got 33/80. I was so thankful it was an S that I didn't even realise there was such a glaring calculation error lol. I apparently got 15, 15 and 8 for the case study and essay questions and didn't realise that it should be 38 instead of 33. And when that fact finally sunk in, I realised that I passed econs! Like OMG!!!!!!!!!!! I PASSED econs?!?!?!?! Haha. But due to my wonderful U grade for mid-years, my final mark was 43.5, which will be rounded up to 44, which is 1 mark away from an E! Ah, please give me that 1 mark, I NEED IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lol!


I must say, this must have been the toughest period ever! Throughout the entire promos I was just so afraid I would be retained! Just imagine my parents' disappointment, the fact that I'll leave S34, affecting CO cos of my results and everything. I remember crying a few nights away just thinking of my parents' feelings. And the few days when we were getttng back our results... kept thinking of how many U's was I gonna get. The feeling was definitely NOT a fun one and I'm gonna say again, it's like 128970291570981724508206594 times worse than O levels! TOTALLY.


Well, now that this nightmare has come to an end......... I have LOADS of people to thank! Thank God for the strength and courage to survive this awful period! During this time, I kept thinking of what Audrey said, about faith and all that, and that 1 Peter bible verse. Haha. Yes, I spent like so much time praying during the course of promos (I think I honestly prayed more than I studied hee). Thank you mummy and daddy for buying supper for me every night and just being my emotional support (I'm sorry to disappoint you with my awful results, but it's really my aim now to JUST get promoted first, I promise I'll work harder next year!) Thank you S34 for being such a fun and wonderful class that everytime I thought of leaving you guys, I'd push myself to concentrate better while studying! Thank you Audrey for reminding me constantly to have faith in the Lord, for the very encouraging bible verses, for the beautiful bookmark (don't you worry, I haven't lost it, it's actually in my bible now), and for praying for me everyday! Thank you Chia Wen for that very touching sms, was quite surprised when I saw it and I cried after reading it hehe. Thank you Sharon for always assuring me that I won't be retained, for going to the toilet to wait for me outside while I was crying (I was so touched when I saw the sms that you were outside that I cried some more, that's why I took quite a long time to go out lol) and for comforting me! Yeah, we're all in this together! :) Thank you Hui Jin for trying to make me study (LOL) and for that sms (which originated from me!) lol. Yeah, I was so touched that I cried too hehe. Thank you Mei Ching for being so concerned about my results, for comforting me just now before I got back my econs, and for always being happy for me! Thank you all S34-ers who were so concerned for my results and for consoling me! Thank you VALERIE for always praying for me and comforting me and for volunteering to come out to help me for my chem R paper! Thank you Mdm Wee for always conselling me, talking to me, telling me that as long as I've done my best, I need not worry, for having faith that I can do it. Thank you Ms Meta for helping me for my chem! I'm sorry to disappoint you by getting a U though... and a big THANK YOU to everyone else who've given me so much encouragement all this while! It helped ALOT.


Yeah, that's my entire thank-you list, if you're reading my blog, thank you for not falling asleep yet! I'm sorry for boring you with such a long entry, but I feel that I MUST MUST MUST blog about this really trying period. It's gonna be a memorable one (not in a nice way, of course lol) and a really touching one. I remember there was one night when I kept crying cos I was soooooooo touched for everything! All the sms-es and all that. Haha.


Now that everything's over, don't brood over it anymore and look forward to a much better year next year! No matter what the result is... as long as you've done your best, you have every cause to celebrate! "Success is not a destination at which one arrives at, but the spirit one undertakes to continue the journey." Haha! Life is beautiful and colourful, don't worry, be happy! Life is GAY! :D

Hah I've been wanting to blog for days but was too lazy to. Well, this week was nothing but play, play, play! Yeah kinda a transient escape from the bleak reality that's about to set in. ON MONDAY. Hee. But that aside, I had lots of fun this week!


Yuqian, Lam Lee, Cristal and I FINALLY got the chance and time to go to Seoul Garden! Gosh, the food there's just so so nice, and we managed to sit there for five full hours! Eating too, of course. Lol. Lam Lee was really disgusting, throwing just about everything she couldn't finish into the bowl of soup in the middle. Yucks! At the end of our meal the colour of the soup was one disgusting murky pink! I almost puked out all that beef. Lol. Then, it was bridge at my house like the usual bored days we always have. Haha!


Oh and after all that full-day-scam disappointment, Joo, Amelia, Sharon and I again FINALLY got to go to Kbox! We went to the one at marina square and trust me, as much as you can, please don't visit that branch! Their service is like somewhat worse than terrible, their staff are crazier than cranky and all in all they're all so much more irritating than annoying. In all my kbox experience, the 2 - 7pm session was really 2 to 7 and not us being kicked out halfway! But they actually gave us until 5.15pm and when we tried to reason with that person, she said, "oh the 2 to 7 is just a check-in time, we get to decide how long you get to sing". Like that's not bad enough, she wasted another 198370265808926827859687564 seconds of our time talking for eons on the phone, talk about inefficiency. We tried refusing to move when time was out, but we only managed to drag till 5.40pm. They chased us out 'cos they said there were people using the room. Firstly, we paid like the same price as what we usually paid for 5 hours but only got to sing for like 3 hours. Secondly, who on earth would book the room at 5.40 when they have to leave for 7, that's like a meagre 1 hour 20 min of singing. And thirdly, there wasn't even anyone wanting to use the room when we walked out! Argh I was sooooooooo angry when I got home that I searched for their email at their website and started drafting out a complaint letter. But after typing "RE: Unsatisfactory service at the marina square kbox" and a few more lines, I closed the whole window. Damn, their horrible service ain't worth seconds of my life.


It was the graduation ceremony for the seniors yesterday. Don't laugh at me, but I actually almost cried during that short video clip they showed us. Hehe. It just reminded me of how time flies and everything hee. Well, here's wishing all seniors all the best in everything! :D After some forum theatre thingy and NS talk, Joo, Hui Jin and I went to Amelia's house! Hoho. I learnt how to play mahjong! Actually I learnt it during the CO chalet but I kinda forgot everything 'cos I didn't really have an interest. Hahaha I was so reluctant to learn initially! But it's actually quite fun after some time lol.


Open house today. It just seems so toned down compared to last year. But maybe 'cos I was in the music room most of the time. Feel quite proud of myself, I played rather well during our item! Considering that I haven't touched my dizi and score for 2 months hehe. Oops. Mass dance was really fun! Some of the CO people went to dance. Saw Audrey there also, so I dragged her to dance too. Then Joo and Sharon joined us haha! Thought that I could slack for the rest of the time, but we got called up for a meeting. Guess what, the meeting lasted like 2 and a half hours. I might have appeared like I was sleeping or something, but it actually made me reflect quite a lot. About what, I shan't give any open comments here. But yeah, it really made me think.


After everything, Hui Jin and I went to Amelia's house. Again lol. And we played three-people mahjong! I think we laughed more than we played man! It was seriously damn hilarious. Especially when Amelia was sooooo busy rubbing Hui Jin and my tiles hoping to spread bad luck to us. She actually rubbed every single tile for like 2 whole games lah! LOL. I think I've improved loads in my playing man. I won so many more times today! Hahaha. Yeah by the time we left it was already around 10.


SO the chemistry papers will be given out first thing monday morning. Dammit, I really daren't think about it man! I thought about the retention problem once again yesterday while I was bathing, and I tear-ed hee. Yeah was feeling rather emo last night, hence my nick. Hee, Mdm Wee asked me just now how was everything and I told her I'm really afraid. And she said, "don't worry, what's most important is that you've done your best.........." Sigh. But really, no matter what happens.................. just letting S34 know that I love all of you! :)