ytd was the first day of sch. i reached at 6.31am after a 1 hour plus sleep. n the class was sooo empty other than a few of the SCs. yeah yingqing arrived shortly after, n she screamed when she saw me coz in 1 year's history she hasn't seen me in sch before 7.20 before. HAHA. i was worrying that i will end up sitting beside ________ but luckily that wasn't the case. sat with charlene. hoho.


class comm voting. some ppl started sabo-ing me to be the TREASURER but of course i declined. being a treasurer means i'll start mixing up all the funds n combining everything n whatever. ohh huanglin's our chairperson! she's so enthu n immediately gets down to things, so we were saying that with just a change of chairperson, 4J has become more bonded. lol! ahh they wanted to arrange our seats by drawing lots. but in the end majority objected to this. so.. yeah.


co was boring shit. mangchun n di tanjung katong. 2 years of it is enough. did the orientation gifts after that. i just tied a few, then for the rest of the time i was cutting thread. slack huh. wahahax. i dun tie nicely anw. some of us stayed in sch until 7 n kind-hearted me gave zhoumo a lift home. hahahahaha~


OMG n this is sth i can't believe. wanting wanna drop out of dhp too!!!! but her results are far better than mine. yep she called me ytd n we talked for quite a while. about going to the mainstream. ohh n i discovered that like me, she doesn't like her ______ too! LOL. she said that she's most probably going to the mainstream. n i think i am too.


the whole of today was orientation. we were the most on at the last session. but very regretfully, our long teng sounded more like mao pa (cat crawl) as dunno who said. n we din even play the full version, unlike the past years. pissed the poo out of me man. garh. horrifying. BLEAH.


that hell of a _______ thinks he's that great n oh so pro but it's coz of pity that he's in k? please, he plays even worse than the sec TWOS n he wanna perform. if he doesn't feel embarrassed, WE feel embarassed yea. but he's obviously too egoistical to admit it, so forget it. one day if he plays in front of everyone with that kinda standard, i'm gonna laugh my pants off. i know i'm being mean. but who says we should be nice to vermins?


the concert. i hae nth to say, no feelings at all, coz any performance with the _______ will leave me numb. uh gls talked to us after that, n i can tell u, i dare say i did play every note ______. MY CONSCIENCE tells me so.


ohh i'm doing the class blog! i feel excited about it man. wahahax. haish.. take it as a gift to my dear 4J before i officially leave?


dhp? mainstream? shit why the hell did i get myself into such a dilemma? screw MYSELF man. bah!