HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!! hohoho~
went with jinghan n jinci to kbox ytd. while waiting for the 1pm session, we went shopping at parkway. whoa jc is such a wet blanket man. the funniest moment was when jh was admiring a slim, slim, slim camera. yeah she was crazy over it. then jc commented, "buy so slim one for what? later drop out of ur hands ah." LOL.. wth. i nearly died laughing. it was damn hilarious man. hahahaha.
yup, then KBOX. it was so blardee expensive n jc n i nearly wanted to not go. but i'm glad we still went coz i realise i have such a good voice. HA. yeah we sang until 4 then i went shopping for new year clothes. yes it's only on cny EVE that i get new year clothes wahahax. heh hanging out with jinghan n jinci is FUN.
went visiting today. n i was in a surprisingly good mood compared to last year. haha. anw, every house we went, my relatives would say, "wahhhh suyin!!!! grow sooooo tall already ah! taller than ur uncle already!" lol. n my harvard cousin said my voice is SOPHISTICATED. LOL~ me the classy. HAHAHA. i think i have funky cousins. they go visiting without their parents! coolness man. heheh.
oh yea i was looking at 4C's photos at photobucket. n i realise that all my personal shots show me as a HARDWORKING girl. i'm honoured man. n clara said the photos portray me as "a hardworking ass who gets 11 for ss." wahahahahax. it's so seldom i'm hardworking, i should bask in this delightful moment =D
ooooh cball anyone? before i go back to tns? lalala~
Sunday, January 29, 2006
Friday, January 27, 2006
everybody, guess my weight! LOL. in order not to make my weight a vast contrast to my height, i managed to stoop a little. but i figure that i din grow much, so i guess i'm still around 70%, n that's considered a GAIN. please dun faint. wahahax. anw, i've been receiving lots of scoldings for my minimal weight. ha. jealousy =P
on one of the lunch times i was walking up the spiral stairs holding a packet of milo n looking very guilty. then marilyn ling asked me to go over, asking for my name n i thought she was gonna ask me to get rid of my drink. but she asked me why i was so thin n why can't she be like me. HAHA. yeah then anfy n irene wee started drilling me too. haish..
cny rehearsal's total shit please. i could have gone for kbox n THERE WAS THIS STUPID N USELESS REHEARSAL!!!!! wth man. yes n our longteng sounded horrid. like seriously. but u can't really expect very much from us either. hahs. wanted to go play ball with jinghan n jinci, but din in the end coz it was too late. it's ok. kbox-ing tmr! haha.
khaiqi n rachel said i looked depressed. oh of course. being deprived of going to kbox coz of a useless rehearsal is enough to make someone cry! heheh. yeah i was telling the seniors some of the current updates. though i have like TONS to tell them. shall wait for an opportunity. lol!
dammit i was so looking forward to going back to tns n i couldn't. argh. but i dun feel too bad coz i'm actually missed! wenhui of the ezco camp actually called me up n asked me why i din go back. bwahaha. talk about being important LOL. yep. so i told her i would be going back on wed. but i'll be so lonely. thanx to dhs' stupid tradition of celebrating after cny. BAH.
aye i'm not in the cny mood at all. i dun even wanna go visiting. please, those relatives just do nth but GOSSIP about the most RUBBISH n ROTTEN stuff n it's just a waste of my time. it's for the sake of the red packets. heh. meanness. whatever. i hope i dun have to visit as many houses, yet get alot of money! hohoho.
on one of the lunch times i was walking up the spiral stairs holding a packet of milo n looking very guilty. then marilyn ling asked me to go over, asking for my name n i thought she was gonna ask me to get rid of my drink. but she asked me why i was so thin n why can't she be like me. HAHA. yeah then anfy n irene wee started drilling me too. haish..
cny rehearsal's total shit please. i could have gone for kbox n THERE WAS THIS STUPID N USELESS REHEARSAL!!!!! wth man. yes n our longteng sounded horrid. like seriously. but u can't really expect very much from us either. hahs. wanted to go play ball with jinghan n jinci, but din in the end coz it was too late. it's ok. kbox-ing tmr! haha.
khaiqi n rachel said i looked depressed. oh of course. being deprived of going to kbox coz of a useless rehearsal is enough to make someone cry! heheh. yeah i was telling the seniors some of the current updates. though i have like TONS to tell them. shall wait for an opportunity. lol!
dammit i was so looking forward to going back to tns n i couldn't. argh. but i dun feel too bad coz i'm actually missed! wenhui of the ezco camp actually called me up n asked me why i din go back. bwahaha. talk about being important LOL. yep. so i told her i would be going back on wed. but i'll be so lonely. thanx to dhs' stupid tradition of celebrating after cny. BAH.
aye i'm not in the cny mood at all. i dun even wanna go visiting. please, those relatives just do nth but GOSSIP about the most RUBBISH n ROTTEN stuff n it's just a waste of my time. it's for the sake of the red packets. heh. meanness. whatever. i hope i dun have to visit as many houses, yet get alot of money! hohoho.
Monday, January 23, 2006
ytd was the performance. n i think it's ok. but the venue isn't great. hoho. oh sth cool. the background music of the stunt performance was.. SAI MA! LOL. ok. when we were back in sch, clara, xx n i went up to 4C in the dark, dark night. whoa it was damn cool man. so dark n eerie. n xx n i were singing hong lou meng. oh waste i miss the seniors. HAHAHA.
we were allowed to go to sch at 840 today. i was kinda late coz twc suddenly stopped me n talked to me. but still early. HA. then lessons were boring waste, like usual. wah i swear tan bk must be the funniest teacher i ever encountered. ooh i'm happy for my ss. maybe coz my expectations were at the ground.
we finally he-ed the donkey song just now!!!! hoho. i'm feeling happy coz it's the first time i'm ban zou-ing in front of wgy, n SHE DIN SCOLD ME. bahaha. anw, thanx ailyn for helping me alot. sianx the stupid 22 pai plus jian4 man4 at the back can just kill me. i was bie-ing till i nearly died. heh the juniors say i have chang2 qi4 lolol. ok, from now on, 32 pai chang yin everyday.
suyun taught me how to do woody wood pecker laugh. i think it's damn interesting. n she's a damn amusing junior coz what she told me made me laugh. LOL~ meeting was cancelled again. aye i'm used to it man. but we still had our own meeting. whoa when siyuan n youbao asked me if i was ban zou-ing sai ma for them i nearly fainted. wgy!!!!! lolol =P
i think it's funny. first, we were adamant on wanting to change the _______ n we felt that it was some old HAM's fault for liking aunties so much. then suddenly vincent mentioned it n clara started saying it's my fault. wahh i feel like fainting. ahh but they're just joking. though i think it's quite hilarious n sounds ridiculous LOL.
cny's coming, i'm gonna repay all debts. for those who owe me money, QUICK PAY UP TOO!!!!! grrrr~ ohhh. it's the first time i feel so cherished n WANTED. yay~~~~ stop slamming me man. check urself first!
I FEEL GOOD~ =D
we were allowed to go to sch at 840 today. i was kinda late coz twc suddenly stopped me n talked to me. but still early. HA. then lessons were boring waste, like usual. wah i swear tan bk must be the funniest teacher i ever encountered. ooh i'm happy for my ss. maybe coz my expectations were at the ground.
we finally he-ed the donkey song just now!!!! hoho. i'm feeling happy coz it's the first time i'm ban zou-ing in front of wgy, n SHE DIN SCOLD ME. bahaha. anw, thanx ailyn for helping me alot. sianx the stupid 22 pai plus jian4 man4 at the back can just kill me. i was bie-ing till i nearly died. heh the juniors say i have chang2 qi4 lolol. ok, from now on, 32 pai chang yin everyday.
suyun taught me how to do woody wood pecker laugh. i think it's damn interesting. n she's a damn amusing junior coz what she told me made me laugh. LOL~ meeting was cancelled again. aye i'm used to it man. but we still had our own meeting. whoa when siyuan n youbao asked me if i was ban zou-ing sai ma for them i nearly fainted. wgy!!!!! lolol =P
i think it's funny. first, we were adamant on wanting to change the _______ n we felt that it was some old HAM's fault for liking aunties so much. then suddenly vincent mentioned it n clara started saying it's my fault. wahh i feel like fainting. ahh but they're just joking. though i think it's quite hilarious n sounds ridiculous LOL.
cny's coming, i'm gonna repay all debts. for those who owe me money, QUICK PAY UP TOO!!!!! grrrr~ ohhh. it's the first time i feel so cherished n WANTED. yay~~~~ stop slamming me man. check urself first!
I FEEL GOOD~ =D
Friday, January 20, 2006
yawnx.. it's been boring these few days. nth's worth commenting about. mon, we got to see the sec 1s. tues, i din go to sch. wed, i sacrificed sleeping time to stay back to help fen the suonas (they have good spirit, btw). everyone please learn. thurs, i suffered from fatigue. n today, was, quite a happy day actually. heheh.
some teachers really drive the poo out of me. the flirty one with quite a shrieky voice, hearing her pms in the morning simply makes me wanna ask her to tone down. but i admit she can be nice. then there's this woman whose ego's like bigger than the whole of usa put together. n one who treats us like pri sch kids, pushing my buttons everyday, n even wanna meddle in our seating arrangement in the lab! but it's ok, coz i'm sitting beside valerie. LOL~
co was all right. but one thing always gets me very irritated. but i dun think it's anybody's fault, so ya. anw, i boldly declare that it isn't my fault for the da gui solo. coz, i dun have the dizi. bwaha. after dazu was fenzu by linli. some vermin was pissing the waste (AA says dun use shit) of me. oh yes. i totally agree that THAT part is the climax. u know why? coz the moment it starts, everyone will count to 3 n PUKE together. climax, of course. this will naturally create chaos. kudos to u.
chuida was kinda amusing. n my great urge to learn the suona has come back!!!! wahahahahax coolness. anw, halfway through, suyun asked me, "oh no, what happened to ur cute boy???" i thought that was hilarious n i started laughing. cute boy. LOL.. ah at least i din feel like falling asleep for longteng today. please say that i rawk =D
ooh my biggest accomplishment for the day. I TIAO-ED YIN TODAY ON THE ZHONG YIN SHENG!!!!!! LOLOLOLOL. i shall find a chance to try the suona already. hohoho.
i think by now the whole world knows my blog, so whatever. if u wanna give the link, just give. if u wanna link, just link. lalala~ shangyin tmr.
some teachers really drive the poo out of me. the flirty one with quite a shrieky voice, hearing her pms in the morning simply makes me wanna ask her to tone down. but i admit she can be nice. then there's this woman whose ego's like bigger than the whole of usa put together. n one who treats us like pri sch kids, pushing my buttons everyday, n even wanna meddle in our seating arrangement in the lab! but it's ok, coz i'm sitting beside valerie. LOL~
co was all right. but one thing always gets me very irritated. but i dun think it's anybody's fault, so ya. anw, i boldly declare that it isn't my fault for the da gui solo. coz, i dun have the dizi. bwaha. after dazu was fenzu by linli. some vermin was pissing the waste (AA says dun use shit) of me. oh yes. i totally agree that THAT part is the climax. u know why? coz the moment it starts, everyone will count to 3 n PUKE together. climax, of course. this will naturally create chaos. kudos to u.
chuida was kinda amusing. n my great urge to learn the suona has come back!!!! wahahahahax coolness. anw, halfway through, suyun asked me, "oh no, what happened to ur cute boy???" i thought that was hilarious n i started laughing. cute boy. LOL.. ah at least i din feel like falling asleep for longteng today. please say that i rawk =D
ooh my biggest accomplishment for the day. I TIAO-ED YIN TODAY ON THE ZHONG YIN SHENG!!!!!! LOLOLOLOL. i shall find a chance to try the suona already. hohoho.
i think by now the whole world knows my blog, so whatever. if u wanna give the link, just give. if u wanna link, just link. lalala~ shangyin tmr.
Saturday, January 14, 2006
i feel accomplished man. my mum's student taught me chem today. N I FINALLY UNDERSTAND!!!! =D hehehe. cool huh. she's gonna teach me maths next week. n i await the day i finally know how to do my stuff. lalala~ wish me luck.
i had sy just now. jeenise n rachel were playing longteng! haha. zsl taught me the donkey song, then revised mu min xin ge. i realise that it's actually quite a nice song. if i can master it well i shall consider playing it for kaoji. hoho. anw, i collected my kaoji results. n i'm on cloud nine coz i got merit for grade 7!!!!!!! i expected to get just a pass man. hmm i got surprisingly high for the stupid difficult song. maybe xu isn't such a maniac after all. heheh. merit! =)
wooh this is cool. rachel takes geog, lit, maths n econs in tj. so artsy huh. just like me. wahahax. heh. maybe i can consider going to tj. rachel says the co is small, n i like small cos. sianx. but i dun like the uniform. ho.
oh my goodness gracious me. i realised sth. I DIN FAIL THEORY!!!!! this is so duper cool man. it would be so embarrassing. wahahax. yay, i'm feeling happy today. coz my kaoji results made me feel good. though they aren't that good but yeah. the lower the expectations, the higher the satisfaction. LOL~
i had sy just now. jeenise n rachel were playing longteng! haha. zsl taught me the donkey song, then revised mu min xin ge. i realise that it's actually quite a nice song. if i can master it well i shall consider playing it for kaoji. hoho. anw, i collected my kaoji results. n i'm on cloud nine coz i got merit for grade 7!!!!!!! i expected to get just a pass man. hmm i got surprisingly high for the stupid difficult song. maybe xu isn't such a maniac after all. heheh. merit! =)
wooh this is cool. rachel takes geog, lit, maths n econs in tj. so artsy huh. just like me. wahahax. heh. maybe i can consider going to tj. rachel says the co is small, n i like small cos. sianx. but i dun like the uniform. ho.
oh my goodness gracious me. i realised sth. I DIN FAIL THEORY!!!!! this is so duper cool man. it would be so embarrassing. wahahax. yay, i'm feeling happy today. coz my kaoji results made me feel good. though they aren't that good but yeah. the lower the expectations, the higher the satisfaction. LOL~
Monday, January 09, 2006
there's much cause for apprehension if due to an individual's inanity, the profundity of an entity isn't truly n entirely delved into. however, what's turning society the wrong way round is how the idiocy of such a person can actually turn around to encourage the growth of a revolting, blatant, impervious n totally irksome self-esteem. this is utterly uncalled for. it only furthers develops the superciliousness of a reprobate. yes, this, to us is a total emetic irritant. but what hurts most is that to that good-for-nothing, advance is nth. in the end, rascals will only harm rascals, n we, as great ppl of dhsco, have nth to worry about. we, as great ppl of dhsco, will truly break out of our shells, n history is thus made. who gives damn about no-goods? when they cease to exist, it's nth but their own doing. here, we, as great ppl of dhsco, shall just say.. HA-HA-HA.
hence, i conclude that.. reprobates do, reprobates die. we, as great ppl of dhsco, LIVE TO REIGN!!!!!!
THANK U =D
hence, i conclude that.. reprobates do, reprobates die. we, as great ppl of dhsco, LIVE TO REIGN!!!!!!
THANK U =D
Sunday, January 08, 2006
4J.................
annabel - nice, helpful girl who screams at the slightest things! lol.
cecilia - i'll never fail to hear her voice everyday, every hour, every min. maybe except when she's sleeping =P thanx for suggesting painting my face on the door. HAHA.
wanting - ohh she's going to 4C with me n we'll be classmates for 4 years. cool huh.
liwen - OUXUAN!!!! one of those i always crap with. dun miss me too much k? LOL. take care, n continue idolizing ouxuan yea.
jessalyn - sorry to have u put up with my mess in our locker for a year. hehe.
geokjoo - ahh my nice lang arts group mate. rawk on!
clarissa - thanx for being so encouraging, though u might not have realised it. haha =)
francesca - it's good that i dun see u crawling under tables anymore. lol. n do take care when u're the captain during cball k? =D
juehui - my big salute to u for being the PHYS rep for a year. hard work.
yiling - yay, i'll see u often during co! hoho.
huanglin - GREAT chairperson man. thanx for wanting to have a farewell party. jia you!
yuhan - highest for.. maths.. phys.. chem.. OMG!!!! has since become a loan shark.
joanne - won u miss calling me rough n smooth?
shumin - reminds me of joy.
yingqing - ha! thanx for all ur encouragement n the great advices u have given me. stay cool!
peixin - xiao4 hua1 LOL~ continue singing yea? u may consider joining s'pore idol! gogogo =D
fangming - waiting for the latest gossips from u.....
june - my geog seatmate!!!! i'll miss the days we keep suan-ing **** together. n how u always use ur calculator to countdown to the end of the period! ha this is a tool u'll use if u become a nurse, right? LOL. rawk on!
huishan - dun be so nice! HAHAHA. see ya during co! we'll see much of each other. thanx for crapping with me n consoling me =)
sockhian - nice, nice, nice. too nice. what else can i say? stay cute man!
yunyin - how do u stay so fair? lol.
charlene - one of the ppl i'll miss the most. ever since sitting together.. u've driven me nuts! but i'm sure i did too. congrats for bearing with my conducting, singing n imitating. but i know i did a great job. HA. n thanx so much for being so encouraging, helping me tidy my never-tidy table, finding my things, teaching me stuff i dunno, most importantly.. SUPPORTING ME. wooh~ jia you as the monitress! hahaha.
eileen - jia you, jia you, u know what i mean. just spike ur hair even higher =D
shiling - small person with a big voice.
qianbing - whoa u became much crazier since i knew u in 2G heh.
zhaomi - woosh! thanx for helping me all this while. see ya during dazu. let's jia you with the class blog!
ruth - u rawk!
chongthee - finally, someone who hands in late work even more often than me LOL.
kianggei - u owe me $60.
nicholas - thanx for being helpful, n yeah. coaching the girls for bball interclass.
eugene - i'm sure u'll be happy in dhp. stick to ur choice yea? see ya during co n meetings. i'll be expecting many $10s from u haha.
kenny - ur art rocks, seriously.
junming - how can u do so well for maths?
darren - heyy! classmates for 3 years. stay happy n crappy!
wenjian - i bet the class will be frozen by u one of these days.
hongyi - dun talk too much, or miss pear will minus 1 mark.
annabel - nice, helpful girl who screams at the slightest things! lol.
cecilia - i'll never fail to hear her voice everyday, every hour, every min. maybe except when she's sleeping =P thanx for suggesting painting my face on the door. HAHA.
wanting - ohh she's going to 4C with me n we'll be classmates for 4 years. cool huh.
liwen - OUXUAN!!!! one of those i always crap with. dun miss me too much k? LOL. take care, n continue idolizing ouxuan yea.
jessalyn - sorry to have u put up with my mess in our locker for a year. hehe.
geokjoo - ahh my nice lang arts group mate. rawk on!
clarissa - thanx for being so encouraging, though u might not have realised it. haha =)
francesca - it's good that i dun see u crawling under tables anymore. lol. n do take care when u're the captain during cball k? =D
juehui - my big salute to u for being the PHYS rep for a year. hard work.
yiling - yay, i'll see u often during co! hoho.
huanglin - GREAT chairperson man. thanx for wanting to have a farewell party. jia you!
yuhan - highest for.. maths.. phys.. chem.. OMG!!!! has since become a loan shark.
joanne - won u miss calling me rough n smooth?
shumin - reminds me of joy.
yingqing - ha! thanx for all ur encouragement n the great advices u have given me. stay cool!
peixin - xiao4 hua1 LOL~ continue singing yea? u may consider joining s'pore idol! gogogo =D
fangming - waiting for the latest gossips from u.....
june - my geog seatmate!!!! i'll miss the days we keep suan-ing **** together. n how u always use ur calculator to countdown to the end of the period! ha this is a tool u'll use if u become a nurse, right? LOL. rawk on!
huishan - dun be so nice! HAHAHA. see ya during co! we'll see much of each other. thanx for crapping with me n consoling me =)
sockhian - nice, nice, nice. too nice. what else can i say? stay cute man!
yunyin - how do u stay so fair? lol.
charlene - one of the ppl i'll miss the most. ever since sitting together.. u've driven me nuts! but i'm sure i did too. congrats for bearing with my conducting, singing n imitating. but i know i did a great job. HA. n thanx so much for being so encouraging, helping me tidy my never-tidy table, finding my things, teaching me stuff i dunno, most importantly.. SUPPORTING ME. wooh~ jia you as the monitress! hahaha.
eileen - jia you, jia you, u know what i mean. just spike ur hair even higher =D
shiling - small person with a big voice.
qianbing - whoa u became much crazier since i knew u in 2G heh.
zhaomi - woosh! thanx for helping me all this while. see ya during dazu. let's jia you with the class blog!
ruth - u rawk!
chongthee - finally, someone who hands in late work even more often than me LOL.
kianggei - u owe me $60.
nicholas - thanx for being helpful, n yeah. coaching the girls for bball interclass.
eugene - i'm sure u'll be happy in dhp. stick to ur choice yea? see ya during co n meetings. i'll be expecting many $10s from u haha.
kenny - ur art rocks, seriously.
junming - how can u do so well for maths?
darren - heyy! classmates for 3 years. stay happy n crappy!
wenjian - i bet the class will be frozen by u one of these days.
hongyi - dun talk too much, or miss pear will minus 1 mark.
fri 2005 marks my first day in 3J n fri 2006 marks the last. HAISH.. yeah i was feeling so sad about it throughout ytd. i tear-ed a little but it wasn't obvious. n i'm not such a failure coz there ARE ppl feeling sad over me leaving! HA. one of the days i feel so treasured. argh.. at night, i read xianghong's sad email n touching testimonials. n i cried.... =(
i was doing the class blog. n designing it made me all the more reminiscent of the good old days. i really wish i din have to leave. but yeah.. i dun really have a choice. n perhaps this might be better for me.. i'll miss 4J to death, n it will always be a part of me.
ahh. cecilia shocked the life out of me by wanting to paint my face on the door. i wouldn't have minded that though. LOL. n peixin was saying.. "let me have a last look at u". that makes me sad..
on a lighter note. went to suntec with clara, zhoumo n zhiying ytd. we walked around till my legs ached like crazy. heheh. ohh this is a small world. jessalyn's dad knows one of my uncles, n learnt about the "toh clan". then apparently, jessalyn's family was at my old house (the lorong H one, not G) celebrating x'mas with my relatives. N SHE DIN VISIT ME!!!!! lolol. but she said my house was in darkness. hoho.
farewell party.. noooo!! it'll make me shed buckets of tears. still, thank u to everyone in 4J, i'll miss all of u loads. I'LL BE BACK.
i was doing the class blog. n designing it made me all the more reminiscent of the good old days. i really wish i din have to leave. but yeah.. i dun really have a choice. n perhaps this might be better for me.. i'll miss 4J to death, n it will always be a part of me.
ahh. cecilia shocked the life out of me by wanting to paint my face on the door. i wouldn't have minded that though. LOL. n peixin was saying.. "let me have a last look at u". that makes me sad..
on a lighter note. went to suntec with clara, zhoumo n zhiying ytd. we walked around till my legs ached like crazy. heheh. ohh this is a small world. jessalyn's dad knows one of my uncles, n learnt about the "toh clan". then apparently, jessalyn's family was at my old house (the lorong H one, not G) celebrating x'mas with my relatives. N SHE DIN VISIT ME!!!!! lolol. but she said my house was in darkness. hoho.
farewell party.. noooo!! it'll make me shed buckets of tears. still, thank u to everyone in 4J, i'll miss all of u loads. I'LL BE BACK.
Thursday, January 05, 2006
it was the painting of classrooms today. n my first time painting walls n using a roller! HAHAHA. heh the great me painted the ceiling! half the time i was worrying if i would swallow paint n die. i din, but drops of paint was dripping on my face, hair n specs. hoho. i think the words at the back are damn beautiful man. The 4J Times. wooh~
went to parkway with xianghong for lunch. yeah, then we walked around for a while after that. the small toilet bowl is cute! lolol. yup, my mum gave her a lift to eunos mrt. n i learnt that thailand ppl are hilarious. hahahahaha~
haish i'm feeling so blardee sad now n i cried just now. coz i realised that if i were to transfer on mon, tmr will be the last day with 4J. n the thought is really depressing. although i can't say i interact very well with everyone, but there're loads of nice ppl in there, n i'm definitely gonna miss them like crazy. liwen's msn nick's dedicated to me, n it made my tears well up. i feel touched man.
most of my greatest n nicest friends are all in dhp, n honestly i can't bear to leave. up till now i still wish the stupid programme wasn't implemented at such a stupid time. haish.. painting 4J made me feel very weird. it was like doing sth which will no longer belong to me. arghh i hope i won start crying tmr. 4J, 4J.. 4J rox!
if everything would change, i rather i stay in 4J too. like i know so dearly, it's never easy to say.. goodbye........ =(
went to parkway with xianghong for lunch. yeah, then we walked around for a while after that. the small toilet bowl is cute! lolol. yup, my mum gave her a lift to eunos mrt. n i learnt that thailand ppl are hilarious. hahahahaha~
haish i'm feeling so blardee sad now n i cried just now. coz i realised that if i were to transfer on mon, tmr will be the last day with 4J. n the thought is really depressing. although i can't say i interact very well with everyone, but there're loads of nice ppl in there, n i'm definitely gonna miss them like crazy. liwen's msn nick's dedicated to me, n it made my tears well up. i feel touched man.
most of my greatest n nicest friends are all in dhp, n honestly i can't bear to leave. up till now i still wish the stupid programme wasn't implemented at such a stupid time. haish.. painting 4J made me feel very weird. it was like doing sth which will no longer belong to me. arghh i hope i won start crying tmr. 4J, 4J.. 4J rox!
if everything would change, i rather i stay in 4J too. like i know so dearly, it's never easy to say.. goodbye........ =(
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
ytd was the first day of sch. i reached at 6.31am after a 1 hour plus sleep. n the class was sooo empty other than a few of the SCs. yeah yingqing arrived shortly after, n she screamed when she saw me coz in 1 year's history she hasn't seen me in sch before 7.20 before. HAHA. i was worrying that i will end up sitting beside ________ but luckily that wasn't the case. sat with charlene. hoho.
class comm voting. some ppl started sabo-ing me to be the TREASURER but of course i declined. being a treasurer means i'll start mixing up all the funds n combining everything n whatever. ohh huanglin's our chairperson! she's so enthu n immediately gets down to things, so we were saying that with just a change of chairperson, 4J has become more bonded. lol! ahh they wanted to arrange our seats by drawing lots. but in the end majority objected to this. so.. yeah.
co was boring shit. mangchun n di tanjung katong. 2 years of it is enough. did the orientation gifts after that. i just tied a few, then for the rest of the time i was cutting thread. slack huh. wahahax. i dun tie nicely anw. some of us stayed in sch until 7 n kind-hearted me gave zhoumo a lift home. hahahahaha~
OMG n this is sth i can't believe. wanting wanna drop out of dhp too!!!! but her results are far better than mine. yep she called me ytd n we talked for quite a while. about going to the mainstream. ohh n i discovered that like me, she doesn't like her ______ too! LOL. she said that she's most probably going to the mainstream. n i think i am too.
the whole of today was orientation. we were the most on at the last session. but very regretfully, our long teng sounded more like mao pa (cat crawl) as dunno who said. n we din even play the full version, unlike the past years. pissed the poo out of me man. garh. horrifying. BLEAH.
that hell of a _______ thinks he's that great n oh so pro but it's coz of pity that he's in k? please, he plays even worse than the sec TWOS n he wanna perform. if he doesn't feel embarrassed, WE feel embarassed yea. but he's obviously too egoistical to admit it, so forget it. one day if he plays in front of everyone with that kinda standard, i'm gonna laugh my pants off. i know i'm being mean. but who says we should be nice to vermins?
the concert. i hae nth to say, no feelings at all, coz any performance with the _______ will leave me numb. uh gls talked to us after that, n i can tell u, i dare say i did play every note ______. MY CONSCIENCE tells me so.
ohh i'm doing the class blog! i feel excited about it man. wahahax. haish.. take it as a gift to my dear 4J before i officially leave?
dhp? mainstream? shit why the hell did i get myself into such a dilemma? screw MYSELF man. bah!
class comm voting. some ppl started sabo-ing me to be the TREASURER but of course i declined. being a treasurer means i'll start mixing up all the funds n combining everything n whatever. ohh huanglin's our chairperson! she's so enthu n immediately gets down to things, so we were saying that with just a change of chairperson, 4J has become more bonded. lol! ahh they wanted to arrange our seats by drawing lots. but in the end majority objected to this. so.. yeah.
co was boring shit. mangchun n di tanjung katong. 2 years of it is enough. did the orientation gifts after that. i just tied a few, then for the rest of the time i was cutting thread. slack huh. wahahax. i dun tie nicely anw. some of us stayed in sch until 7 n kind-hearted me gave zhoumo a lift home. hahahahaha~
OMG n this is sth i can't believe. wanting wanna drop out of dhp too!!!! but her results are far better than mine. yep she called me ytd n we talked for quite a while. about going to the mainstream. ohh n i discovered that like me, she doesn't like her ______ too! LOL. she said that she's most probably going to the mainstream. n i think i am too.
the whole of today was orientation. we were the most on at the last session. but very regretfully, our long teng sounded more like mao pa (cat crawl) as dunno who said. n we din even play the full version, unlike the past years. pissed the poo out of me man. garh. horrifying. BLEAH.
that hell of a _______ thinks he's that great n oh so pro but it's coz of pity that he's in k? please, he plays even worse than the sec TWOS n he wanna perform. if he doesn't feel embarrassed, WE feel embarassed yea. but he's obviously too egoistical to admit it, so forget it. one day if he plays in front of everyone with that kinda standard, i'm gonna laugh my pants off. i know i'm being mean. but who says we should be nice to vermins?
the concert. i hae nth to say, no feelings at all, coz any performance with the _______ will leave me numb. uh gls talked to us after that, n i can tell u, i dare say i did play every note ______. MY CONSCIENCE tells me so.
ohh i'm doing the class blog! i feel excited about it man. wahahax. haish.. take it as a gift to my dear 4J before i officially leave?
dhp? mainstream? shit why the hell did i get myself into such a dilemma? screw MYSELF man. bah!
Sunday, January 01, 2006
new picture for the new year. izzit nice? HAHAHA. hey i studied today! is that an accomplishment? but i din study much. bleah.
of all the ppl i asked about whether to go to the mainstream, they said i should drop out of dhp. n now my dad is giving me the most useless advice ever, topping all that darn crap up with his equally useless scoldings. bah who cares. it's time i follow MY heart n stop doing all the nonsense my parents want me to.
i think i more or less made up my mind. i just email-ed ng bk n i hope he replies soon or i'll die of a heart attack. it took me courage to send that mail out! LOL~ haish.. if my results had been good.. would i still be pondering over this? hmm..
sch reopens in a blink of an eye. if not for all this i would have been looking forward to going back. haish.. everything's my fault again yeah? aye but it's the new year. let's all be happy. BAHAHA =D
of all the ppl i asked about whether to go to the mainstream, they said i should drop out of dhp. n now my dad is giving me the most useless advice ever, topping all that darn crap up with his equally useless scoldings. bah who cares. it's time i follow MY heart n stop doing all the nonsense my parents want me to.
i think i more or less made up my mind. i just email-ed ng bk n i hope he replies soon or i'll die of a heart attack. it took me courage to send that mail out! LOL~ haish.. if my results had been good.. would i still be pondering over this? hmm..
sch reopens in a blink of an eye. if not for all this i would have been looking forward to going back. haish.. everything's my fault again yeah? aye but it's the new year. let's all be happy. BAHAHA =D
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! HAPPY 2006!!!! woots~ it's a new year, a new beginning for everyone. may 2006 be a good year for everyone!
my new year resolutions
x the key word is STUDY
x make up my mind about my future
x stand up for my rights!
x put on some (ideally, MANY) kilos
x stop thinking so much n BE HAPPY
x bond better with my friends
x not be a scaredy cat LOL
x be a nicer person, like i was in 2004
x practise dizi more often (what's the use though)
x visit eason (is this a resolution?)
x dun complain so much. life's supposed to be happy right?
x stop all honeymooning or have regrets all my life
x go out with BOTH jinghan n jinci
x no matter what i do, SCRAM OUT OF DHS by the end of sec 4
x BE MYSELF!!!!!
wohoho. yeah, above are the resolutions of the great rawker, urs truly. i hope i keep to them but if i dun, DO NOT be surprised. sch's starting soon, urs truly will be a sec 4 n turning SWEET 16 in 2 months 10 days. let us all forget the unhappiness of the last year, n look forward to a GREAT year ahead. 2006 will be a better year! cheerZ~ =)
my new year resolutions
x the key word is STUDY
x make up my mind about my future
x stand up for my rights!
x put on some (ideally, MANY) kilos
x stop thinking so much n BE HAPPY
x bond better with my friends
x not be a scaredy cat LOL
x be a nicer person, like i was in 2004
x practise dizi more often (what's the use though)
x visit eason (is this a resolution?)
x dun complain so much. life's supposed to be happy right?
x stop all honeymooning or have regrets all my life
x go out with BOTH jinghan n jinci
x no matter what i do, SCRAM OUT OF DHS by the end of sec 4
x BE MYSELF!!!!!
wohoho. yeah, above are the resolutions of the great rawker, urs truly. i hope i keep to them but if i dun, DO NOT be surprised. sch's starting soon, urs truly will be a sec 4 n turning SWEET 16 in 2 months 10 days. let us all forget the unhappiness of the last year, n look forward to a GREAT year ahead. 2006 will be a better year! cheerZ~ =)
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