waahahaha. i'm getting lazy to blog. sianx. ytd. chuida. BORING SHIT as usual. ok, at least we can quite successfully join up everything n start n end the song quite appropriately. but haish.. nvm. oh yes. suyun totally rox please. she rmbs my birthday! ok that's not the point actually. the point is.. SHE MEMORISED HUANG HE 2 WEEKS AGO!!!!!!! honestly, i'm impressed. with a rawker senior comes a rawker junior. LOL!


dazu was like usual. doris n carmen came back! i was kinda surprised to see them coz it was a mon. but yeah. glad to see them. haha. oh it was my first time using a Bb diao to play da gui. n i think it sucks coz the di mo sucks like holy poo. but anw, i felt damn accomplished. seriously. so everyone.. please congratulate me the great! =D


i was damn sleepy today. my eyes were like closing during chi. i'm glad there was PE to wake me up. hoho. ha my great action irritated valerie like pooooooo. but it's damn fun irritating her. LOL. ohh sitting behind in the lab is blardee uncomfortable. but it's quite fun too. i started throwing beans at lamlee's bench n the last 15 mins was spent on throwing beans.


imbecility n jealousy never fail to amuse me. ha. whoa.. i'm feeling damn proud of myself. like, so totally. i'm -----'s pride man. LOL. what ego. but yeah. yeah. YEAH!!!!!! =D


oh my, 11 days to the rawker's birthday!

waahahaha. i'm getting lazy to blog. sianx. ytd. chuida. BORING SHIT as usual. ok, at least we can quite successfully join up everything n start n end the song quite appropriately. but haish.. nvm. oh yes. suyun totally rox please. she rmbs my birthday! ok that's not the point actually. the point is.. SHE MEMORISED HUANG HE 2 WEEKS AGO!!!!!!! honestly, i'm impressed. with a rawker senior comes a rawker junior. LOL!


dazu was like usual. doris n carmen came back! i was kinda surprised to see them coz it was a mon. but yeah. glad to see them. haha. oh it was my first time using a Bb diao to play da gui. n i think it sucks coz the di mo sucks like holy poo. but anw, i felt damn accomplished. seriously. so everyone.. please congratulate me the great! =D


i was damn sleepy today. my eyes were like closing during chi. i'm glad there was PE to wake me up. hoho. ha my great action irritated valerie like pooooooo. but it's damn fun irritating her. LOL. ohh sitting behind in the lab is blardee uncomfortable. but it's quite fun too. i started throwing beans at lamlee's bench n the last 15 mins was spent on throwing beans.


imbecility n jealousy never fail to amuse me. ha. whoa.. i'm feeling damn proud of myself. like, so totally. i'm -----'s pride man. LOL. what ego. but yeah. yeah. YEAH!!!!!! =D

yawnx.. what a joke. we already have so many dizis n still wanna add some more in. yeah he shang-ed for gong yan. but so what? not like we're short of ppl now. n it's stated sec FOURS n j1s. not like he's the only one who shang-ed gong yan also. kimberly joined too what. but i dun see her joining this performance though her skills are sooooo good. n the no. of zhongruans is like.. ONE-THIRD of dizis? n the greatest thing of all is that the teacher clearly stated sec 3s are not gonna perform. but i admit this teacher's words can be disregarded sometimes. but ya for goodness' sake if wanna add someone in, at least get a good one, not one who comes in n hun even more. sianxZZZ..................


oh yeahh so there was dazu with the j1s. it feels kinda funny having dazu with them again. but the feeling's so much better. lol. oh, xiuyi din go =( but as xiaoxue said, focus on those who came instead!!!!!!! hahaha. woohoo~ doris' postcards brightened my day. wahahax!


there was supposed to be comm meeting after that, but it was postponed. n deeeeeee railed at me through jingmei coz i cancelled my shangyin. bah i really think i should quit anw. firstly, my dad's so against me going for co that he won even pay my fees. secondly, with such a biased teacher, going for lessons is useless. thirdly, fourthly, fifthly, it's just USELESS. bahaha.


i think it's very difficult to get some points across to some ppl. haish..


i have new found respect for rachel. go figure why urself.


HAPPY 1 day early BIRTHDAY TO YIHUI!!!!!!!!!!! n kelvin ho. LOL~


mine's coming up in TWO WEEKS! =D

ho, we went live on 93.8FM today. cool huh. nah it was soooooooo boring. everybody seemed to be saying the same things, just that in different versions. n i was feeling kinda irritated. hehh. but it was quite cool in a sense coz we got to miss lessons. wahax.


valerie says my ticks are cute! LOL. talk about the GRRRRREATNESS of me.


i ponned dazu to fen the sec 2s. n i decided that attending dazu might have been better. loooool. gls referred to me as "the biggest sized person". wooooow i'm impressed. n he suggested that i memorise the man jiang hong poem so i can get into the mood. i'm impressed once again =) i think his speech made sense though. n, yeah..


i was telling junmin some stuff after dazu. n SHE SUPPORTS ME!!!!! i so totally agree with what she said man. n i feel comforted. yay, junmin rox! doris rox too! n of course.. RUTH ROX!


i'm so hyped up about tmr coz.. DAZU WITH J1S!!!! YAAAAAAAA

yawnx................ i'm so blardee totally bored now. there's this stupid programme going on. blah. wah total boredom. bio practical was drawing again. heh, but jloh said mine was not bad coz my "feeling" was there HAHA. please, my drawing sucks n i'll probably get zero for that section. hoho. oh jloh was nice =)


i broke a beaker during chem practical today =( i've never broken ath before! yeah, then i went on to touch the freaking tripod stand n burnt my finger. what spasm. anw, mrs ong was damn nice about it. she wiped the bench n told me not to worry, just finish my practical, n not put my hands on the bench coz of the splinters. oh i expected her to rail at me for the graph but she din n she was soooooooooooooo nice. wahh.. unbelievable.


amaths test. i think it's by far the most successful test i've ever done. uh no it wasn't great, of course. but yeah.. u know, u know. argh.. i was staring at the first sets qn for an eternity n couldn't solve it. n at the end i realised it was no wonder i couldn't do it coz i copied 2 statements of the qn wrongly. GARH.


ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh will that blardee tv show PLEASE KINDLY END NOW??????????????


heheh. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARA!!!!!!! 16 huh! =D

yay, i deleted that nonsensical entry. i'm not sad anymore, coz i realise everything's not what it's gonna be. it's just me creating a storm in a teacup. haish. yeah, thankew for having faith in me n believing that i can do it. well, i hope i can. n................ i'm sorry......


i think i'm damn hardworking today please. i had blardee boring busted tuition, then i went out for a while, then i came back to do maths, then chem, then bio till now. HOHO. hardworking anot? my a$$. it's just called very hardworking compared to my daily routine which merely proves how lazy i am everyday. bwahaha.


oh i bought a cd today. THE CLICK FIVE~~!!!!!!! =)

this is a means to cheer myself up.


http://kevan.org/johari?view=ruthrox


help me do kayy?

yawnx.. i marvellously woke up at 9.15am this morning coz i din hear my alarm clock, n neither did my dad. ain't it amazing that i could sleep till the sun rose hours ago? heheh. anw, i reached sch at 9.40 at bumped into lim ch. naturally she asked me why i was so late n she had a big shock when i told her i overslept n din hear the alarm. HAHA.


i'm feeling happy that i got 23 for my compo coz i thought it was pure rubbish. but i wish my marks will stop floundering =( sianx.. yeah went to airport with xianghong. i tried to study chem. TRIED, yea. hahs. then the moment i came home i went to sleep, watch tv, n go online. so basically i'm screwed for tmr's test. but i never passed a single chem anw.


oh holy shit with all these stupid ppl around me i gotta learn to take things in my stride or i'll get a blood clot in my brain one day.


valerie says i'm irritating coz i was moaning n groaning about a parallelogram n she decided to help me draw it. LOL =D

happy valentine's day everyone!!!! =D


guess what man. i woke up FORTY MINS earlier today just to go to sch n give presents. SIAN. yeah n coz of that i was lethargic the whole day n felt like going home to sleep. i was kinda in a not so good mood too coz i was feeling cranky. so, sorry for my AP-NESS bah.


oman i'm feeling guilty coz i din give ath to those who gave me stuff! argh.. well, i could have, but i couldn't. oh whatever. i should just go back to dhs next year n RECIPROCATE. lolol. ahh lessons were a mood spoiler. but PE was not bad, just that i already had 1 leg in the coffin. hoho.


yawnx. joanne says i'm a skinny person who's so full of myself. i nearly died laughing when i read those words. LOL. n valerie still calls me an evildoer. is my smile evil? no what. wahax i was looking damn depressed after sch. not coz of my sleep but more of coz I HAD TUITION!!!!!!! sighx.. it just makes me sad. it's too bad i'm not a whiz. too lazy. uh yar thanx to the ppl who have comforted me in my "depression" LOL!


DORTX. weicheng sms-ed me to wish me happy valentine's day n also to ask me who is this person's mortal. i could have fainted. coz i only heard of ppl not knowing who is their angel. lol! but anw i think he knows but just doesn't know. erm, u know, ah nvm. yayy xiuyi's touched that i'm the only junior who rmb-ed her birthday n wished her! ha. talk about an absolutely rawking junior. i RAWK man.


ohh yeah. a MILLION THANKEWS to my gy angel who got me a present!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! n to my mortal, i'm really sorry, but rest assured ur present will be delivered promptly on fri. heheh =)


hmm.. happy birthday xiuyi, happy birthday hazel, happy birthday rachel!!!!!!!! ohh n my heartfelt thankews to everyone for all the gifts!!! THANK U!!!!!

wahh i think i'm damn unlucky today please. the moment i woke up i started running up n down my house 6 times looking for stuff. so of course, i was late for sch n had my name jotted down by the SCs (first time u know). then in the midst of the announcements lhl called me out along with sheila n katherine to yak about our tie. n during assembly.. he caught me again! so now i have to happily write a letter to him. haish.. but then, it's my own fault. i did bring my tie but din use it. ARGH!!!!!!


hahs so many teachers came in n started talking about the O level results. the whole 2 periods of chi were spent talking about the history of dhs results. not bad though. can miss some boring lessons hoho. oh gosh SS was lame man. tan bk laid out newspapers for us to stand on, then made us each give a solution to solve overcrowding before we could step off the papers. LOL. what a waste of newspapers!


ooh for a moment i thought my gy angel's gonna be like justine n not write me ath but i did receive sth. hoho yeah n i went to show it to mdm ilyana HAHA. coolness. oh yeah man i'm damn happy! coz i din undergo boring n biased deedle's fenzu YEAHOO!!!!!!!! he came at 3.30, n that was the time i went to he camel bell =D


heh i was so early for camel bell man. so i just stood outside n talked to khaiqi n yihui until the rest came. oman. the 25 pai can kill me but guess what. I DID IT!!!!!!!!!! wahh tby was so encouraging man. when i finally succeeded they clapped for me so DAMN encouragingly oh my. i'm feeling touched. lol!


back to missing deedle's fenzu. after camel bell was huang he. so basically i din go through torturous hours under his talking n clapping n bias-ing n WHATEVER CRAP. heheh. n other than being caught by lhl n having lotsa hw, I'M A HAPPY GIRL TODAY!!!!!!!!! =)


RUTH ROX!

heheh, finally organised gy angel n mortal on fri. kinda late huh. anw, i'm very confident that i have quite a nice angel coz i know my name got picked early lol. yeahh n i hope my angel writes me stuff unlike last year. JUSTINE din even write me a single note! LOL~ but at least, she gave me a present on vday. hoho.


ytd was tuan bai n reunion dinner. alicia n shining came to my house early. then alicia was trying to fix my violin bow n it was quite hilarious coz she asked me for a comb. wahahax. yup clara came later n as expected, the rest of gy was late. lol!


went to desmond's house first. his house's cool man. hahax. played some games there. kinda amusing. hahaha. yar went to cephia's house after that n played animal farm again. this time there were forfeits but i think they were lame shit. HAHA. yup, then went back to my house again for reunion dinner.


there were so few seniors man. n so much food leftover. we still thought there wasn't enough food. hahs. ohh clara, xiaoxue n i were updating the seniors about gy stuff in my room while the rest were playing blackjack. sianx.. talking about those stuff just makes my blood BOIL. irritating big a$$es. jianmin says my room can't make it n even his room is much tidier than mine LOL.


haha clara n i were pondering whether to go for supper with the seniors. n in the end we did. with rachel, justine, linli, desmond, eric n joel. whoa the place was packed with ppl man. yeah all my friends who eat supper. wahahax. we only left at 1 plus am. lol linli's hilarious. she refused to take joel's car coz of his dangerous driving but when she knew i was the only one going home in his car she decided to take his car too to save me. i'm touched man. lol! ho i was telling her she should play in hotels like my mum wahahahahax =D


yayy i finally went to buy presents today. hoho. being my mortal is always the best thing on earth. LOL

today, valerie asked me what was my first impression of her. n i told her that when i first saw her, i thought she was a serial killer, n she n joanne nearly fainted. LOL cool huh. anw, she called me a KLEPTOMANIAC. heh. wahlaooooooo joanne whacked me for laughing n i din know she could whack. HAHAHAHA.


hoho. i was announcing that i was gonna watch i not stupid too. wanting n joanne started a discussion on it n joanne commented that it was damn nice, n at the end she said that she hasn't watched it. wahhhhhhhhhhhh~


yeah went to watch i not stupid too with yingyu n yunxuan. hoho we ate at pizza hut! uh anw, the show was nice. n i cried quite alot. uncontrollable. i wish my parents could have watched it though. wahahax. yeah then i took the mrt home coz i wanted to get home late coz.............. heheh. yar i stopped by shangyin on the way to pay my fees n nearly got knocked down by a cyclist. i literally stopped her using my hand n she looked annoyed n i mumbled sorry n walked away feeling damn embarrassed. lolol.


shit i realise i spent the whole of today asking stupid qns n giving stupid answers n laughing at my own jokes. heh. ohh my birthday's coming soon. please start thinking of my present. LOL~

about the fateful hole in my fateful uniform. it din tear on its own. but rather, CLARA stuck her finger in n tore it for good. DORTX.

the seniors came back ytd!!!!!!!!!!! carmen, doris n xiuyi. hohoho. coolness. took a load of boredom off my back during chuida. uh yeah as mentioned in the entry below, my problem is solved now, n i'm in deep mockery about ole ham being an absolute imbecile!!!!!!!! oh kelvin ho saw my rude nick about twiddle n he asked me what happened n blah blah n went off before i could ans. dortx. n his font is PINK!!!! omg. ah a million thanx to doris for listening to my woes! n giving me encouragement n letting me feel good n supporting me n now i think i rawk once again!!!!! THANKEW DORIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)


HAHA. today's pe was HILARIOUS. badminton. wanting decided to go sit down n slack around n initially i wanted to laze around too but i wanted to try my serving n ended up playing with dianne. wahh she makes me laugh man. amusingness.


the rest of today was boring. sheila was amazed about my uniform, which is tearing. or i should say, it has already torn WTH. n lit was spent on untangling n pulling n tangling n untangling my golden thread. woho. my heartfelt thankews to clara n kay for helping me! lolol.


yeah, then clara n kay came to my house to do the geog project. wah clara's laughter.. seemed even worse today. LOOOOOOOL. yup, then kay left n clara n i were doing RENASCENT. it looks beautiful man. my mum says so too. HA. while walking with clara to the bus stop, she told me that my uniform officially tore. ah everyone, please, observe 1 min of silence n mourn with me..............


ohhhhhh xianghong told me zhiying's gonna write my name on her balance sheet that i owe her money LOL. i'm amused. hohoho. merry christmas!


i have decided on my occupation, n i'm gonna be an astronaut when i grow up. LOL~

yo! regarding the J1s performance problem, it's no longer a problem to me. firstly coz i know that whatever i'm gonna do isn't wrong. n secondly, i have the support of some great ppl! wooh~ life rox now man. forcing me will do no good, it will just make someone else's life miserable. if u'd talked to me nicely, there's room for consideration (but no) n u din, so that equals to ZERO negotiation. ha!


erm ya i realised sth. i'm damn happy whenever ppl say the ham hates me. coz the ppl he hates.. are all nice ppl n the ppl he loves.. well.. it's up to u to define them. guess what that means? i'm hated by him so.. I'M NICE!!!! LOL~ whoa i can't wait till ttk comes back. ole ham will be SO HOPPING MAD n ruth the great will be SO HOPPING ELATED =D lalala~


that's all about the problem which is a problem no more. i know i'm not wrong, ppl say i'm not wrong, so ya. EVERYTHING'S HAPPY NOW!!!!!!!

heheh. went back to khs on wed with clara. n my wish came true. i saw dai hongrui! cutie! LOL. yeah, then i went to tns after that, n clara came along too. sianx, only wenhui, rachel n kaywerlyn were there. ha. wanted to hear their tian shan but they took a million years to get ready n my short life can't spare a million years, so i went back.


yup. went to see the doctor, which took another million years. i swear i could have died just from waiting. anw, the doc said i had a throat infection (he could just say sore throat) n i might get a fever (CHOY!!!! but i did get one) so he wrote me an MC n i din go to sch ytd. hoho. but i must say, the medicine's effective! haha.


today.. was just a day. lessons.. were just lessons. geog was fun! building all the funny things. wahahax. heh. anne ang said i'm a brave girl just coz i was the only one who put up my hand for the compo topic. BRAVE. oh my. since when was i ever brave? HAHA.


we got to meet the sec 1s. hmm, no comments. except i suspect that one of the dizi girls could be the one who took part in the ezco competition n played the same song as me. cool huh? too bad i din see her or i would have grilled her n she would have quit co immediately. bwahaha. yar coz of that, we missed quite alot of fenzu.


dazu was kinda boring. i still do not have a Bb diao, so that portion sounded so awful. bleah. this time, it isn't my fault k? u might be thinking that i'm so lousy, u can think what u want, i know u're just comforting urself, so i'll just let that pass. ohh. i think da gui's quite nice now. it's a cool song!


woosh! survivor: panama, exile island is starting in 8 MINS!!!!! after 6 longs weeks, survivor's on again. HA. i'm in a good mood today. can u tell? LOL~