the first week of school was a sleepy one. but i rock coz i managed to squeeze in a couple of long naps, which many feel that i could have sacrificed for my tutorials, but no way. my sleep is really important! hoho. man, mrs lim just loves nagging at me. i got a nice, long one on tues. she went on about me failing my tests, not doing any of my work, not handing in a single assignment, blah blah. heheh. anyway, i promised her that i would start working hard pronto (which hasn't happened yet). and as i'm typing this, i recall that she wants a mindmap from me, which i've clean forgotten until now. oops.


so, PW has commenced! wonderful, wonderful. i'm gonna enjoy it, seriously! lol. i haven't thought of who to do on for groundbreakers. i think i should just do one on myself =)


whee co rocks! it perks me up and gives me energy to survive through the long days of lessons. I LOVE CO!!!!!!!!!! lol.


shangyin tmr. it's getting boring. but ding laoshi's amusing! lol. zilu's coming to my house before that. muahaha. :D


hugest bummer: shicheng practice this sunday at a sickening early hour. MY SLEEP!!!!!!!!


oh cristal just asked, "is that a trumpet?" *points to the suona* LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I WANNA WATCH MR BEAN!!!!!!!

quote of the day: "you grew up eating hamburgers", said mr tay to ruth the noble. LOL!


ho yes i woke up really early this morning n draaaaaged myself for shicheng practice. garh. on the bus, sheajean n i were discussing how many songs would we have to sight-read since we haven't got the scores yet. i predicted that at most, there would be 4 to 5. when i entered the co room, primero handed me a stack of scores which din seem like only 4 or 5 songs. i counted, n there were FIFTEEN songs.


lol. all this while, i've been wishing that there would be more than just 2 songs to practise during co. i never expected to have 15 scores pushed to us just like that LOL!!!!! n there's only one more practice before the performance. how exciting! haha. anyway, the first few songs went quite well, we took about an average of 15 to 20 mins to settle each song. after lunch, the headaches came in. the songs were really difficult! n it doesn't help that i've got a few solos that require lots of FEELING. lol. mr tay commented that i din sound sad enough coz i'm so young, i haven't experienced hardship, i grew up on hamburgers while the song's sth about adversity or sth. he said that i should try living on bread with sand in it. no way! LOL! yes i was having a hard time there lol. n he actually suggested that i specially stalk the singer n ask her to sing for me so as to let me experience the "olden flavour". i'm so NOT gonna do that! i'll figure a way out. HAHA.


just imagine my boredom during the practice. on my right was zheng laoshi. on my left was air. in front of me were teachers. behind me was tian laoshi. sheajean was a little far behind. simin was even further. i've come to a conclusion that my phone's my best friend during shicheng practices. yep i was sms-ing throughout the practice. hoho. oh yeah! please allow me to brag a little, i think my sight reading skills are superb! lol =D


i'm gonna try my best to avoid performing for shicheng in future LOL!!!!!


i just finished a sickening GP powerpoint. n i still do not know what homework there is, bless me.


dun wanna go to school...............

wahh i'm feeling sad now. firstly, i sent my phone for servicing n it came back with all my sweet sms-es deleted. gone. poof! =( oman.. all my memories memories inside! haha. and and AND.. MY BIRTHDAY SMS-ES I RECEIVED BARELY A WEEK AGO AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! *cries buckets of tears* anyone wanna resend me birthday msgs? LOL!!!! aye but on a lighter note, my phone's not so laggy now, though i haven't sms-ed anyone yet. oh yes, n i have a beautiful orange theme now! so my phone looks soooooooooo beautiful! hoho =)


another reason why i'm sad is.. I SHOULD HAVE GONE FOR CAMPUS SUPERSTAR!!!!!!! (i really did want to join lol) yuqian n cristal went there to watch just now. n yuqian thinks i could have gotten in! LOL!!!! she regrets not joining too. haha. owell, we're not fated to join coz we sing too well so our talent's gonna be hidden. till later. LOL! garh. css! dammit!


haha. anyway, we had shangyin just now. whoa the room was extraordinarily hot! hee. after our lesson, we went upstairs to visit fiona n zhongxin, who were having their guan lessons from wu laoshi. i pity them, inhaling all that air for more than 2 hours. lol!


omg! i'm having pre-school-reopening blues. coz i haven't done anything related to work this entire week. what homework is there anyway? seriously, i'm clueless as usual. heheh. argh! i gotta do a GP powerpoint, i'm getting rushed like crazy, there's shicheng practice early tmr morning till late afternoon, i'm suffering from a lack of sleep, holy madness, my life is madness!


nah, life's good! yay(:

ha. co camp from wed to today. it was.. alright i guess. not too good, not too bad. thank God for the games in between sectionals, or i would have died of extreme boredom. the "chair game" was amusing, seeing people sitting on top of one another LOL. i'm glad wingsum's light. n thank you jolie for whacking me till my right leg turned red for the plaster game. sheer abuse! LOL. sectionals were boring. really boring. i mean, really, really boring. whether the rest realised it or not, i apologise for my utterly sian-ed behaviour yesterday. sometimes i think i have too much pride. yet at times i know i'm definitely right. oh dun they rhyme? lol. dazu was okay, but somehow i can't get myself to give my all. chun, bell, bell, chun, chun, bell, bell, chun, bell, chun........... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......................


we had a guanyue dinner at siglap pizza hut just now. sharon, peiqi n minxiang came along whee! haha. while walking to the bus stop at mandarin gardens, ruth, fiona, peiqi, sharon n i were gossiping about this person. haiyo. if you're good, people will know n say it for you.


oh yes, thank you flora, zilu, wingsum n ruth for the presents n cards! n yuqian, cristal n lamlee for the shirt n the "jigsaw puzzle" which required lotsa effort lol. THANK YOU!!!!! =D =D =D


thanks for always wanting to "teach" me. i appreciate it. right. i haven't felt insulted for such a long time. 4 years of positive comments. perhaps too positive that it now makes me feel affronted. oh yes i'll change, definitely. when the great mr tay tells me to. whoa. let me tolerate this not-so-positive treatment, n i'll be a survivor! haha.


co 5 days this week, you kidding me? there's shangyin tmr. n cco practice at buona vista on sunday. my parents will flip when they hear this. lol. on a brighter note, simin's performing too! she's about the only person i know who's around the same age as me. lol. bless me, i really dun wanna perform.


i'm sad. no not really. i'm just confused. like, lost in this world of...... dunno. yes i just dunno. i'm lost. i think i'm too sleepy. maybe i'm sick like my phone is. got it, i'm just feeling a little crabby. lack of sleep, lack of acclaim. life should be way happier than this. it is, actually. after a good night's sleep. yes, tmr will be way better! yay! =)


run for exco? aiyo i dunno! lol.


yes! i'm happy now after posting! whee!!!!! =D =D =D

lol. in a few mins, it'll be 364 days to my birthday! LOL!!!!


whee i went to the IT show at suntec again this afternoon. finally bought my new computer! lolol. oman, there were soooooooooo many ppl there! it was packed like crazy n i had to SQUEEZE SQUEEZE SQUEEZE to get around the place. i felt giddy n suffocated after squeezing so much. heh being skinny does help. you can slot yourself into any available space, no matter how small it is. wahahax. i hope i won have to go to another exhibition for a LONG LONG time lol.


woots my birthday is over! ha! time TELEPORTS lol. THANK YOU EVERYONE for the wishes n presents! yay!!!!! =D =D =D

i'm kind of sleepy now but i dun feel like sleeping coz i'm savouring every moment of my very great birthday. 17 years ago on this very day, a noble person, aka me, was born. everyone should celebrate this very special day! LOL!!!!!


aiyo. should i perform for the cco concert on 31 mar?? zheng laoshi asked me to n apparently he has submitted my name WITHOUT ME CONFIRMING IT garh. it'll be really irresponsible if i dun perform. but but.. i really dun want to! just imagine, going back to mount sinai on a SUNDAY MORNING to practise, not with a bunch of friends, but a bunch of old seniors n teachers whom i barely know. oman.. please save me, I DUN WANNA PERFORM!!!!!!!


heh. i shall not think about that now. talking to yuqian n cristal, n cristal doesn't get the "blue person". talk about wols LOL!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


i'm seventeen! :)


N HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHIRLENE TOO!!!!! =D =D =D

woots! there was shangyin today. n it was really boring. lol. how exciting can it get man? since sec 3, if there was sth of co i din enjoy, it's shangyin. lol. after that, jolie, ruth n cephia came to my house! "3-storey HDB", as jolie calls it LOL! i bet they were shocked at the state of my room. heheh. it was quite early when they left so i decided to go with my dad to the IT exhibition at suntec. ahh n i can't decide which computer to buy! heh.


there's nth for me to blog about today, but i'm here to remind everyone that my birthday is in 1 hour n 2 mins time. yeah sharon is right, i'm counting down every minute n every second LOL!!!!!


oh yes, ANYONE WANNA JOIN CAMPUS SUPERSTAR????? QUICK TELL ME!! LOL!!!!


my birthday's really coming SUPER SOON! LOL! it's now 1 hour n 1 min! muahaha =D

orientation 2 was not nearly as refreshing n exhilarating an experience as orientation 1. the first day saw a dismal number of people in the hall. by the time it was afternoon, my entire crewlet had dispelled. erm yeah n i followed suit hehe. i guess it wasn't a very nice thing to do as the student council n ogls had put in alot of effort. hmm.. yeah i went to kbox with valerie, yuqian n cristal. we finally got the chance to go man! after talking about it for months. heheh.


the second day of orientation, which was yesterday, was fun! that was coz we were in our CTs hoho. yeah man, chengyi n shimin are in my class! i'm no more the lonesome dunmanian LOL. S34 was high once more! we gave countless cheers at the games stations n earned quite alot of points in return lol. oh it was really funny to see hannah n some others chase the gamemasters around with the umbrellas trying to shield them from the sun n hoping to earn even more points LOL.


ho yes we were playing games in the hall, n chiawen n mingyao had to do a forfeit. hannah n mingyao demonstrated it by shouting at each other in the middle of the hall, attracting lotsa attention. LOL it was hilarious man. it went sth like.. hannah: WHY DID YOU LOOK AT ANOTHER GIRL?!?!?!?! mingyao: nono i didn't! n it goes on............ LOL! after that, chiawen n hannah went up to a cyclist n said in sort of an angered tone, "WHY DID YOU KEEP STARING AT OUR CLASS?!?!?!?!?!" sth like that LOL. oman, the poor innocent cyclist lol! but it was really entertaining, the whole class was in fits. whee! ooh cheering the ogl cheer's really fun! LOL!


ah i totally had no mood for lessons today. we din have much of them anyway. we ran our 2.4km for PE n HURRAY, NO MORE THIRD PERIOD PE!!!!!! whoa i almost died after running. lol. heh we dismissed soooooooo early today, at 12.45. it's thanks to the econs lecture being cancelled n mrs lim letting us not stay back for the 2 periods of bio. WOOHOO! yup our class went to thaipan. after we'd eaten, we saw a class still inside n we started doing lotsa cranky stuff. like looking through the glass pane n pointing n laughing at sth above their heads. n a few of them started doing really spastic actions like popping out all of a sudden. we thought that the unfortunate class was gonna make a complain for disruptions of their meal. lol. wooh yeah THANK YOU S34 FOR THE BRITHDAY SONG! sung in english, chinese n.. malay? LOL! yeah man LOVE YOU GUYS!!!! =D


american idol really sucked. 2 of the really good singers, one of whom I TOTALLY SUPPORTED are OUT OF THE TOP 12 OMG HOW CAN THIS HAPPEN?!?!?!?! their places were taken by 2 really lousy singers! oman.. the voting is screwed, so screwed, ENTIRELY SCREWED. ROAR! i still can't bring myself to believe that sundance is out! =(


shangyin tmr, no waking up at 4pm. lol. OH YES I'M GONNA BUY A NEW COMPUTER TMR WHEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D =D =D


it's 23 hours n 25 min TO MY BIRTHDAY MUAHAHA!

hoho. due to the excellent A level results, it was declared a full day yesterday! whoa, i seriously din expect it of mr chan. lol. i was strolling into school when jessie called me to inform me of the news. i was sooooo excited n hoped that it was true man. haha turned out we really did have a full day! whee mr chan rocks! N THE SENIORS ROCK!!!!! =D valerie n i decided to go to siglap for breakfast. however, we so wonderfully took the wrong bus n ended up at the airport -_-


posting results were out today, so no school whee! yeah i wanted to sleep until like real late but yuqian asked me to come online so i did. i was interested to find out where they had been posted to lol! n that begins the emo day. knowing that a couple of ppl can't stay in vj n all that hai.. but dun be sad, ppl! quoting mr teo, "where you go now doesn't matter, as long as you get to where you want to go after 2 years." haha. the O levels are nth, getting into whichever jc is nth, ultimately it's the A levels that matter more. this is an insignificant part of life's LONG LONG journey! so let's all work hard for the A levels! haha. yes it's easy for me to say. hai. but now, i think i need someone to convince me that dsa-ing was a right choice.


yeah i feel kinda emo today. partly coz of the school posting. n partly coz of memories of THE PAST. haha. yuqian, lamlee n i all of a sudden started reminiscing about the days in sec 4. all the ridiculous things we did, the fun we had, how we always looked forward to school every single day. yeah i miss those days SO MUCH!!!!!!! all that's left now are memories. but beautiful ones! =) haha anyway, thank you yuqian n lamlee for reassuring me, you know.. comparisons.. yeah. THANKS FOR BELIEVING IN ME HAHA! =D


omg! i'm supposed to whip up a few items for tmr's cca walkabout n i haven't even decided on what parts of the songs i'm gonna play. i dun plan to crack my head over it now, so.. let's leave tmr's matters to tmr. muahaha. oman it's gonna be so embarrassing, so please dun watch me. time to look for some blindfolds.


ooh the J2s will be having their common tests tmr while we're having our orientation. MUAHAHA! oops no i'm not smirking. haha all the best! yeah ALL THE BEST! =D

WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! DHSCO CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


yes, it was the dhsco concert today. N IT WAS GREAT WHEE!!!!!! haha. the rehearsal started with me feeling really high n happy. n that resulted in me feeling really tired just before the 4pm concert. lol. the 4pm concert was kinda chaotic. after almost every item, there would be noise coz of sth dropping. but i heard that suyun played really well for huan le zhong guo jie wooh! my rawker junior! hahaha =D ooh i made a couple of mistakes, which i'd never made before in any concert. coming in at the wrong time. lol. that happened during chang cheng. i was so excited to go in n ended up playing at the wrong time. what made it worse was that it was really obvious coz my volume is like... high. hehe. another mistake was made during mo li hua. that was dumb. just before the dizis were supposed to go in, i was thinking of a melody of another part of the song. n yes, i played that at the wrong time so i was shocked when everyone was playing a different melody from me. apparently no one noticed though. lol. omg! n the encore was scary. it was agreed prior to the concert that di tanjong katong would be first. but just before the encore, mr tay changed his mind n mouthed "mang chun" to us. the percussion ppl din hear it, so when his hands were raised, the suonas were playing mang chun n the percussion ppl were playing di tanjong katong. i hope it wasn't obvious to the audience man. heh.


the 7.30pm concert was better! as usual haha. lol weicheng was telling us about them owning wu xz. wu xz was conducting at a snail pace n they decided to play at a faster speed n wu xz followed them! what a great conductor huh, getting led by the musicians. bleah. oh yes, when i was performing chun, i really enjoyed it alot! for the past few weeks chun has been my enemy, but i actually loved it tonight! n i'm still loving it! hopefully, that helps in my playing during vjco practices. haha.


it feels strange being a senior. the concert moves really slowly as compared to previous years, coz we're involved in really few items. i'm glad i got a chance to perform for mo li hua, chun n the encore hee. but anyway, i'm really glad to see the juniors doing so well. some of them have gone leaps n bounds since the last time i saw them. i said it before, but i gotta say it again, I'M SO PROUD OF THE DIZI JUNIORS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALL OF YOU ROCK MAN!!!!! =D =D =D


i'm soooooo tired now. n as usual, i'm suffering from after-concert gloominess. i miss performing with dhsco again. i miss the seniors. i miss the juniors. i miss the chances given to me. i miss the appreciation i receive. i miss the feeling of home in dhsco. i miss being myself n getting credited for it, rather than being criticised by some noob for my style of playing. i miss the restriction-free life. i miss the comparison-free life. i miss the recognition. I MISS DHSCO!!!!!!!!!!


thank you alison, valerie, cuiying n yingqing for the flowers, lamlee, yuqian n cristal for the bouquet of flowers n bouncy ball, n all the seniors for the food! hope all of you enjoyed the concert! =)


gotta move on, get used to everything. now it's commitment to vjco. whee i love vjco!! n i'm not kidding. so vjco, PLEASE LOVE ME TOO!!!!!!


wo ai de ming, wo ai hua yue!

i'm officially in the holiday mood! actually, i've been in a honeymoon daze these 3 months, but it's more serious now. HOHO. yeah it was the release of the A level results today. n we were dismissed at 1pm! lol. mr lim had initially wanted to give us a chem quiz but after doing our S34 cheer for him, he decided to let us to it as homework. oman, mr lim rocks!!!!! lol. oh some of our class ppl went to the hall to look around n experience the atmosphere. yes we formed 2 lines in front of the tables belonging to our senior class n started clapping. we must have scared them off man! LOL!


ahhhh i'm really, really, really, REALLY VERY SORRY rachel, for making her wait so long at eunos mrt for me! there won be a next time! hee....... when we reached buona vista mrt, we strolled to the bus stop n wonderfully missed 92, in which kelvin ho sat n waved at us so smugly! wth LOL. we saw 92A n took it, but discovered that it stopped outside some garbage thing n we had to walk all the way to dhs. in the rain. on our way there, we saw another 92 pass us n we were like.. !@#$%^& when we finally reached dhs, doris, who was on a later train, was already there. n blah blah blah blah.............. "cos you had a bad day, you take it one down, you sing a sad song n you turn it around"............. talk about a bad day. HAHA.


hmm today's rehearsal was our second n final one. including rehearsals, we've only had like 4 alumni practices. today, we just went through everything once, n that's it. we weren't even near perfect! it's so worrying, like what will happen tmr? n i'm like PISSED. at this stage, some ppl can still be making such mistakes...................... it's no wonder mr tay was so angry again. argh! but i'm really in no position to comment. i really wanted to practise the solos today, but i din in the end. hai. hopefully everything will go well tmr! =)


weicheng is so, so, so lame!!!! he called me to ask about the tickets n said, "hi ruth, do you know who am i?????" like duh, his name is on my screen! LOL!!!!


i've been blogging for almost an hour, n it's about 14 hours n 53 min to the 4pm concert. i'm not a single bit excited, unlike the past 3 years when at this time, i could hardly keep still. i guess the novelty's all gone, n we're just alumni. it's cool that i'm not worrying one bit for tmr. nevertheless, i still hope that tmr will be great! i hope that my nerves will disappear n that i'll be able to immerse myself into the music! whee i can do it! all of us can do it! ALL THE BEST EVERYONE!!!!!!! DHSCO WILL BRING VCH DOWN!!!!! =D

woots! i went to crash the lit lecture on monday (at the expense of a chem lecture!). it was really, really, REALLY BORING!!!!! it's not the subject i guess but rather, the lecturer. lol. i honestly din know what he was droning about. haha. a session of decision-making for my "future" turned out to be one where jinghan n i ended up playing bingo. HAHA. that lecture alone is enough to deter my opinion though.


today was not as bad as the other thursdays. coz i'm so refreshed thanks to my 4 hour nap yesterday plus lotsa sleep at night! hoho. i still fell asleep during the maths lecture though. but i knew what was going on! wahahax. oh yeah. we have an S34 cheer! it's like made up of bits n pieces of all the cheers of the 8 OGs n ends off with the OGL thing. LOL! it's kinda a long cheer, but really funny. we showed it to wanyoong just now n she was clearly amused LOL!


oman.. there's no CO this week. how i miss it! lol.


whee it's the final rehearsal tmr at dhs for the concert. for once, i dun dread the long n dizzy trip to buona vista. haha. i hope everything turns out well tmr. n i hope chuida has miraculously improved! hehe.


oh i just watched american idol, n i think that MELINDA'S AWESOME!!!!!!! oman.. if i were an american i would have voted for her but too bad i'm not, so america, please vote for her! lol.


ah, many birthdays this week. a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY to all of you! yihui, wingsum, audrey n jessie!!!!!!! =D =D =D oh me as well, in a few days LOL!!!!!


good luck to everyone collecting their A level results! =)


I WANT FLOWERS ON SATURDAY!!!!!! LOL!!!!!

so chinese new year's over, n it's back to school again. back to the everyday regime of lectures, tutorials, lectures, boredom, sleep deprivation. hai. school life. whoa n i'm drowning in a sea of homework n a gazillion tutorials! that's the consequence of not doing a single tutorial since school started. hehe. owell.


i've been going back to dhs these 2 days for the alumni practice. i realise, in utmost exhilaration n fulfilment, that i've found myself back again! lol i told that to lamlee n yuqian just now, n they were like, "WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN?!?!?!" LOL! it's as simple as it seems. i felt that the musical soul in me had once disappeared, but it's now back n going strong WOOHOO!!!! wow, the wonders my alma mater can do. DHSCO!!!!!!!!!!!! =D =D =D


as mentioned earlier, i went back to dhs today. i do apologise for oversleeping for 2 hours hee.. it's a wonder i slept through 2 smses, equivalent to 8 mins of michael buble's save the last dance for me, a couple of missed calls n my alarm tone of shayne ward's incessant singing. isn't it evident that i'm sleep deprived? heheh. anyway, i'm so proud of my dizi juniors! it's nice to see them grow so much =) yeah man you all can do it, continue rawking! hai on a heavier note, mr tay was FUMING just now, due to the attendance of the percussion group. i haven't seen him so angry in a really, really long time. whoa. he wasn't even in the mood to conduct hong lou meng =( hee. ah. n someone by the name of wu --- --- SUCKS period. chuida was....... no comments. oh haha as a result of busying around at dhs, i din go for shangyin in the end. lol minxiang smsed me n complained that he was the only one there. lol!


OH MY GOODNESS!!!!! MY BIRTHDAY! MY BIRTHDAY! MY BIRTHDAY!!!!! LOL!!!!


oh yes, do go for the DHSCO annual concert on 3 mar, saturday, 4pm or 7.30pm! i assure you, you'll be heavily rewarded n enlightened. lol! n please rmb my flowers! i welcome teddy bears too =)

HAPPY PIGGY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!! hohoho =D


hoho this was a week whereby we all had no mood for sch! or rather, I had no mood for sch. HAHA. mon was a holiday for us to decide our JCs, n i went out with lamlee, yuqian n cristal. we were at suntec searching high n low for a suitable bag for cristal, which turned out to be quite an impossible mission. cristal was being so picky! n her weird taste din help matters. LOL! so in the end she din get her bag. but she told us that she bought one recently for $69 *faints*


i ponned sch on tues! OOPS. i was seriously in no mood for sch, after partying all the way from fri to mon. haha! i went to sch only at around 3pm for chem prac n PE n CO. wahahax. cool man. i chatted with lamlee n yuqian till midnight coz they were having headaches over the choice of JCs to apply for. n for the 1000000000000000th time, i feel really lucky to not be required to make suck difficult decisions. hehe. oh yes. n i think i give really great advice! so if any of you need sound advice, come to me! my services are 24/7 on weekends n flexible on weekdays. HAHA.


wed was valentine's day! whee thank you everyone for all the presents n sweets n chocolates! audrey han, meiching, hannah, jarren, melissa, jooyeng, shanti, jessie, enghwee, zara, flora, cephia, yuqian (very nice photo frame n photos n msg LOL!) n the 4 osiris OGLs samantha, wanyoong, priscilla (i did gain from the chat with you! haha) n jolie (i din pang seh you all for amazing race!!!!!! lol)! whoa i feel really guilty for not giving anyone anything. but i think my words are worth more. LOL! ooh zara's my S34 angel! she's one super amusing angel man! haha. n i feel good man. coz my mortal jieying din know who i am! WOHOHO. OH YEAH!!!!! I PASSED MY ECONS TEST!!!!!! n i din even study. whoa, my luck must have been seriously good. but i shall ATTEMPT to study for the next one. hehe.


thur was one super long, super tiring, super boring, super draining day. i was suffering during the lectures, with my head rolling all over the place, slit-like eyes n jaw hurting due to continuous yawning. argh i hate thursdays!!!!!!!!!!! =( ooh sharon went to vjc! she had to submit an appeal form. wooh haven't seen her since the vjco tea party hoho.


it was the chinese new year performance ytd. it was good compared to our practices, but........ yeah. i felt soooo dead n feeling-less. hee. i hope it will be better in future. yup i went out with valerie, cristal, lamlee n yuqian after that. we wanted to go to kbox but it was so crazily expensive. so we went to valerie's house. so boring! (oops LOL) nah just kidding. there was just too much to do that we sorta din know what to do. haha.


oh yeah i was reading joanne's blog the other day. it was quite an emotional post which made me tear! haha. n i guess the way she felt for her chem is how i feel for my english. but anyway, it's over. furthermore, i did gain lots more! hahaha. wooh joanne thanked me! look at what she said man. "ruth the mad person who i only know for a year but is still a great friend, super egoistic, plays bridge (even during lessons, LOL), sings in class, likes smiley face, always being retarded, has stupid jokes, likes to fly to cambodia(LOL) to do voluntary work, promised to buy my pharoahs but didnt buy me any..." LOL! hai.. do come back soon! haha =D


COOL my cousin's in dhsco erhu!!!!! i shall be preparing her for the VERY INTERESTING ms wang, mr tay n his long-running speeches on punctuality, as well as my stamina-abundant "grandmother"'s never-ending preachings, which she has already experienced during CME. HOHO. i just hope she doesn't quit co after that. LOL.


ooh gonna go visiting in more than 12 hours' time. boring! haha. heh i so freaking can't sleep man. due to waking up at 2.30pm today n napping from 3.30 to 6. whee! sleep's good for everyone! =D

there was shangyin today. n it was alright. hoho.


shirlene n i were talking to libing just now. i realise that what she's going through now is sooooo similar to what i went through last year. the situations aren't completely the same. but i guess it's how we feel, how we really wanna give up at times, how we used to LOVE CO LIKE CRAZY but start dreading it esp when certain teachers put sooo much pressure on us. haish. n to put up with all the false accusations n stuff. it isn't easy. i did wanna give up too. but at the end of it all, i looked back n i really learnt alot. like how to control my emotions n be more sensitive, as well as to look at things from different perpectives. n i guess the most important thing i learnt is to let go! haha. do talk to me anytime man! RUTH'S CONSULTATION SERVICES run from 7.30am to 11.59pm on sch days n 24 hours on sch holidays n weekends except sun when i'm off. HOHO.


whee i'm talking to joanne n lamlee now! n i'm laughing hysterically thanks to joanne n her train game. LOL! anyway, joanne's upset about her chem. n i told her about my english. n she agrees that the marking system is weird. haha! seriously. i got 80 marks for prelims n second highest in class n for the Os, it's like.. WAH. n for my hcl, i was always among the lowest in class, i got lowest once n now it's suddenly so good. n as for my emaths n amaths...... everyone's surprised. HAHA. overall i'm still happy. but now n then i can't help feeling disappointed for english! quoting joanne, "smart dhp girl dieded" LOL!!!! omg! i still can't believe jolie said i'm cheena! she's like the first ever person to say that. thanks man! haha! i told that to joanne n she can't believe it lol!


wah! i think i'm really philosophical today. shirlene n libing think so! n they feel that with my bcme subject combi, it's a waste of my philosophical nature. i agree man! LOL! woho. ruth the philosopher. cool huh!


hoho i was comforting lamlee n she felt touched! whoa seriously, i ought to be a counsellor in future. HAHA! pearls of wisdom from professor ruth. wooh!


my quote of the day: when all doors seem closed, there is always a window left open. n even if you're on a high building n the window's useless coz you're stuck (as what joanne says), there is a parachute! there's hope in every single thing! hoho.


look for the window! =)

12 POINTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D


i went to meet S34 this morning at the marine parade NTUC, then we went to the mac at east coast park for breakfast. haha! everyone was like so worried about the results, then scaring each other about some scenarios. haha. i left early with sharon, coz i had to make my way to cristal's house to meet cristal, lamlee n yuqian.


HAHA. they were making pancakes when i went. n i seriously felt like puking after the huge breakfast lol. alison joined us shortly after, then we played bridge, n slowly made our way to dhs. i thought we would be early but throughout the bus ride ppl were calling us telling us that almost the whole class was there already. oman! haha. so we hurried n waited for an ETERNITY for a cab at buona vista mrt. n yeah we were late so we dashed into the hall like mad ppl. everyone was already there man. wahax.


mr sng din look too happy with the results. yet the slide claimed that it was the 2nd best in the history of dhs. OWELL. haha. anyway, the moment i saw "100% eligible for JC", i was rejoicing! not out loud though. hehe. oh yeah then we went to collect our results one by one. n i waited for another eternity to get mine. n when i got mine, i stuggled like crazy to open the slip. i took ages to figure out how to tear it. n after tearing the sides, the inside had to be torn also. lol. ms loh was beside me with her arm round my shoulder n when i FINALLY opened the slip, she said, "ruth, you really improved alot. really." wahhhhhhh i was really touched man. 12 points definitely pales in comparison to the 6 n 7 pointers. but .................................................. *cuts away my long story* i'm more than satisfied with it man! n i think i'm very lucky. seriously lucky. n i shall be sensitive to ppl's feelings n keep my mouth shut. hehe. n my dad actually believed i would get 21 points. what a dad! LOL. whoa but after his "pep talk" to me i felt really touched! i knew what he said was true n i'm glad he understands me! =)


after collecting our results, alison, cristal, lamlee, yuqian, valerie, wanting, yenyee n i went to seoul garden at bugis. n i met hannah there! SHE CAN STAY IN VJ!!!!!!! =D =D =D so much for "i won be here anymore!!!!!!" lololol. so now i'm supposed to teach her the "fee fee fee" aka the DIZI. according to her, the dizi produces a "fee" sound. my goodness! LOL!!!!! oh yeah back to us celebrating at seoul garden. we stayed there from about 5.40 to 9 plus, a grand total of 3 hours plus. the staff there were VERY IRRITATED with us. haha. wanting left early n she told me that when she left, the guy at the counter said sth about setting a rule that diners should only be allowed to stay for 2 hours. lol. the staff kept wanting to clear our tables but we were there cooking the chicken slowly. HAHA. i bet they're gonna blacklist dhs ppl in future. lol. oh anyway, i was eating non stop n i was so freaking bloated after that. haha.


congrats everyone!!! if you've done your best, there're no regrets, be proud of yourself! if you haven't, you have the hidden potential! whatever it is, the O levels are but a part of our lives. life doesn't end here! there are many, many, many, many years to go. rmb the story about mr sng's brother! n to "quote" ms loh's graphs...............







the former is a representation of ppl who do really well at some point of their lives, but are later on unable to perform as well anymore. the latter is a representation of ppl who are constantly improving. they reach a high point in life, slide down a little, but pick themselves up n rise even higher. each time they fall, an experience is gained n they go further each time. SO.. be like this group of ppl n dun stay down forever! fall a little n rise much higher!


oman i wanna know how my class did! but i'm kinda afraid that i'll ask the wrong person a wrong qn. hehe. but i'm sure they'll do well! =D


cheer up, put the past behind, it's a new beginning =)

i so wanted to pon sch today! but in the end i din, of course. wahahax. though i was really tempted to pon some tutorials n lectures. n i'm so glad i din. coz out of the blue during maths lecture, the lecturer said, "okay, i'm gonna take attendance now". whoa i was like, *PHEW* i almost ponned it. i think i'm lucky man. wahahax. oh yeah i was pondering whether or not to pon bio prac too. hannah asked me if i wanna pon. n after we entered the lab, she was gazing at the door n said, "it's not too late, you know." LOL! but we din pon, anyway. contrary to what mr lim said, the bio lab was all peaceful. no one broke ath, no one hurt themselves. all's well! hahaha.


yeah man, it's the release of the O level results TMR! i was chatting with some S34 ppl just now n they were all sooooooooooooo worried. yeah i told them not to worry n ended up being scolded! lol. but if i were to put myself in their shoes............ hmm i could be freaking out now. haha. but seriously, worrying won help matters. what's done is already done. as long as we've all done our best, then KEEP SMILING! =D


oman..................... some seniors were telling me some stuff just now. n i din realise that things have become so...... unpleasant. of course it's both ways. n it's actually partially my fault. now i'm thinking of how to talk to the person in concern, n how to do it subtly yet to the point n not hurt anyone's feelings. omg! i so dunno how to approach the topic. haiiiiii


that aside. thank you everyone for the wishes n good luck! haha. n once again, ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE!!!! God bless! =D

07s34's a SERIOUSLY LAME class! more of the lame deeds later. ha.


i'm officially addicted to ponning lectures! as my angel rightly puts it, i'm a PONstar. HAHA. this morning i was on my way into the LT for maths lecture. n hannah suddenly said, "hey FS, let's pon chem later!" n someone suggested, "let's just pon maths." n off we went to the canteen. HAHA. our initial plan was to pon all the lectures. but we decided to go for chem. wooh mr teo, the co teacher-in-charge, was the lecturer! n sharon was telling me that i better pay attention. lol! sitting beside sharon is amusing. when i stone, she'll bang my table. when i yawn, she'll say sth. LOL!


ho yes back to 07s34 n the cold-ness in it. lol! the guys can seriously make a joke out of ANYTHING! look at the conversations n you'll get what i mean. LOL.


calvin: *laughs hyterically*
ms wong: are you alright?
mark: no, he's calvin


ms wong: who's strong enough to help me carry 19 kaleidoscope books?
jarren: ruth, coz meicheng said she saw ppl standing on the roof


mark: ms wong, what's another word for home?
ms wong: house
mark: you mean aquila?
class: *does aquila cheer*


ms wong: ................ different social class
class: *does s34 cheer*


get what i mean? LOL! there're many more cold jokes of course. but it's seriously funny. n that makes me LOVE S34 EVEN MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!! lololol


just now, mrs lim walked in reeking of ULTRA STRONG perfume. whoa it was so strong we all couldn't take it man. esp since we were in front. n melissa was going *pssssssssssssssssssssssst* imitating the sound of perfume spraying, which sent us into fits. i laughed till my stomach ached man. s34's crazy today! lol. aye but on a sadder note, i got caught for not doing my bio tutorial. the entire page was sparkling white. n mrs lim was about to nag at me when mark suddenly posed a qn. i guess i gotta thank him. haha.


wooh we had SLV today! it was at a childcare centre at hougang. oman the kids are sooooooooo cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hyper active man. haha. yeah we danced to the barney songs for them. n i think we all looked quite stupid. but it was fun! hahaha. i tompang-ed a cab with meiching, shiangnee n mingyao to sch after that. n i went for co for barely 15 min. lol. but it beat having to take mrt all over s'pore back home. lol!


it's official! the O level results are gonna be released this fri at 2.30pm! cheer up, everyone! the results aren't out yet, so stay hopeful n happy man! all the best! N ALL THE BEST TO ME!!!!!! =D =D =D

i went for my first harmonica practice on mon. it was quite alright, except that i can't stand the fact that it starts so late n ends so late. haish. i'm missing my firefly show again! =( n that reminds me. i forgot to print photos for my membership form! heh i'll just draw sth there. hehe.


wooh i ponned a chem lecture n 2 econs lectures this week. i din mean to pon the chem lecture actually. it's just that i din study for the bio test so i had to use those 2 periods to try to study. but turned out that i was distracted by the beautiful music i was listening to so i ended up blanking the entire first page of the test. as for econs............. i dun even listen when i'm inside so i might as well leave more oxygen for the ppl there. wahahax. oh n i dun pon everything! it's only 3 lectures! lol.


ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh mrs lim made me stay back on thur coz i din do my tutorial. but i realised that i copied down her answers (though i dun rmb doing so) so i just scribbled out the essay qn n flew off to meet lamlee, yuqian n cristal. lamlee n yuqian are crazy. sakae to them seems to be the only restaurant in the entire s'pore. lol. but anyway, cristal n i objected violently so we ate at some shop near parkway. hoho! then we went to swensens n took lotsa spastic photos. oman.. i miss 4c!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can't wait to see everyone again!!!!!!!!


ytd was JTS at parkway's fish & co. n all of us got a nice shock when the receipt was passed around. $541! lol. but it isn't THAT much actually. 30 bucks or so per person. i had to pay much for dhsco comm's JTS! lol. anyway, the seniors are so nice. they took out money to help us pay but we declined it. hoho. so....................... STJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we went to the empty space near ntuc after that n played murderer n polar bear. ooh i realise that sharon lives quite near me. we took 15 ytd n kept lamenting that no one takes the ulu buses that we do. lol. oh daniel from the senior class lives in telok kurau too! cooooooooooooooool.


hoho there was alumni practice today. it was supposed to start at 9am but i slept till 11 plus so i just went there for dazu. it was really boring initially. just imagine playing 2 freaking easy songs for 4 n a half hours when more than half of the ppl there have played the songs before. yeah halfway through we got so bored that we decided to play random songs. so we played chun. lol! for normal circumstances that would be even more boring but i thought it was exciting coz i din have the score, so i was memorising it. n sizhao just HAD to start from his favourite part. bar 129. bleah. haha. i felt good when ttk came. coz it's been a long time since i saw PROFESSIONAL n COMPREHENDABLE conducting. hai but it's so sad that we're not playing jun ma anymore =( much as i love hong lou meng, i wanna play a new song! at least guan yu's more exciting. but we played that before too. BAH. oh ttk's damn funny. he said he din recognise me the other day he went to vjc just coz i was wearing a cedar tie. lol!


hai it's so sad. i dun wanna play chun for syf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i guess it can't be helped. ah but i totally lost my mood after wed's discussion on the syf pieces. hee.


HAHA. yilin wished me happy birthday! n she said it's in advance. LOL. ooh i went back to dhs today n heard lots of "are you going for the m'sia trip?" ah i din wanna go initially. but i'm having second thoughs now. n i really dunno if i should go. i can't make up my mind! should i go? haha.


heh i was praying that the O level results would be released on mon so that there would be no econs test on wed. but now i guess it will be released on fri. oman I CAN'T WAIT!!!!


i'm feeling drained.


enfin, music!