there was shangyin today. n it was alright. hoho.


shirlene n i were talking to libing just now. i realise that what she's going through now is sooooo similar to what i went through last year. the situations aren't completely the same. but i guess it's how we feel, how we really wanna give up at times, how we used to LOVE CO LIKE CRAZY but start dreading it esp when certain teachers put sooo much pressure on us. haish. n to put up with all the false accusations n stuff. it isn't easy. i did wanna give up too. but at the end of it all, i looked back n i really learnt alot. like how to control my emotions n be more sensitive, as well as to look at things from different perpectives. n i guess the most important thing i learnt is to let go! haha. do talk to me anytime man! RUTH'S CONSULTATION SERVICES run from 7.30am to 11.59pm on sch days n 24 hours on sch holidays n weekends except sun when i'm off. HOHO.


whee i'm talking to joanne n lamlee now! n i'm laughing hysterically thanks to joanne n her train game. LOL! anyway, joanne's upset about her chem. n i told her about my english. n she agrees that the marking system is weird. haha! seriously. i got 80 marks for prelims n second highest in class n for the Os, it's like.. WAH. n for my hcl, i was always among the lowest in class, i got lowest once n now it's suddenly so good. n as for my emaths n amaths...... everyone's surprised. HAHA. overall i'm still happy. but now n then i can't help feeling disappointed for english! quoting joanne, "smart dhp girl dieded" LOL!!!! omg! i still can't believe jolie said i'm cheena! she's like the first ever person to say that. thanks man! haha! i told that to joanne n she can't believe it lol!


wah! i think i'm really philosophical today. shirlene n libing think so! n they feel that with my bcme subject combi, it's a waste of my philosophical nature. i agree man! LOL! woho. ruth the philosopher. cool huh!


hoho i was comforting lamlee n she felt touched! whoa seriously, i ought to be a counsellor in future. HAHA! pearls of wisdom from professor ruth. wooh!


my quote of the day: when all doors seem closed, there is always a window left open. n even if you're on a high building n the window's useless coz you're stuck (as what joanne says), there is a parachute! there's hope in every single thing! hoho.


look for the window! =)