aye shall post another entry. hmm i dunno why. but i'm all of a sudden missing the seniors ALOT. haven't seen them since gongyan. haish. they came back ytd. but i din get a chance to see them. coz i was at plaza sing. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ =( i wish the seniors were still around. then perhaps everything wouldn't be so screwed now. some ppl just drive me totally nuts. n when the seniors were here they would comfort me n offer advice. now.. bleah. everything's just getting worse. the system's getting worse, the teacher's getting worse, the ppl.. ok, still the same. argh. but why can't those blardee irritants just go drown themselves instead of making their presence so damn irritating to the sight. maybe this is the reason i can't stand going for co now. some of the ppl are far too a$$holic, the teacher esp, n there aren't the nice nice seniors to "neutralise" their presence. haish.. but well, after all, nth lasts forever, does it? i still rmb after the syf last year. i was crying so hard. not coz of our performance, but coz of the thought that the seniors were leaving. wah. i feel like i can't survive without the seniors. hey but it isn't that bad, coz it's been nearly 6 months without them, n i'm still alive. maybe one-quarters, but that's still an accomplishment. heh. but i shouldn't complain so much. after all, i'm leaving soooo soon. just after the china trip, which i'm sure will zoom by, n i would say goodbye. some ppl should be happy i guess. well, good luck to them. with their attitudes, i'm sure they can't go higher. garh. ooh. i hope i can get to see the seniors again =) gy bbq! hahax~

oh no i realise u shouldn't pon sth coz once u start, u'll never stop. n this applies to triple S for me. LOL! heh please congratulate me, everyone. i can do titration so well now. HAHA. ahhhh. loo laoshi actually asked me to write a YOU JI. n i dunno how to. heh. shall consult xiaoxue. my free tutor during the china trip u know. ha.


wah dammit man. i'm so blardee freaking pissed with mrs chin. she accused me of not listening in class! wahlao. yeah i momentarily forgot the ans n i happened to be talking to joohiang but.. ARGH! ARGH! ARGH! she was saying, "always dun listen in class" blah blah n i was trying my best to control my boiling rage. bleah.


ok return of report books ytd. mine was with my dad. apparently he's happy that my chem improved (lol!) n he actually allowed me to go to china. hmm. speaking of that. ttk nearly had a heart attack when i told him that i might not be able to go. lol! yeah then he started talking about failure n success, which did make sense, but made me all the more in a greater dilemma.


haish.. it's just 2 days of performance n the trip is a freaking 10 days. i'm contemplating coming home after the 6th day. swim back maybe. just pray that i won encounter sharks. oh. i just received a beautiful piece of news. wooh! cool.


oh yes. a msg to my rawker junior. lol. dun think that u can't play the solos k? coz U CAN. just have more confidence.. n believe in urself. dun give a shit about that biased a$$hole coz i never bothered much about him. lol. yeah. trust me. U CAN DO IT! lool n thankew for dai-ing me all these days =D


haish. i'm sorry to whoever it may concern for not going for soooooo many co practices. until the great ttk's actually asking for me. lol. hmm yeah. I'LL BE BACK ON MON!!!!!!!!

whee i have not been online for more than a week n that's an achievement. seriously. wahax. so. brief sum-up of last week. miss lim deducted 1 mark from my test coz i din write my full name!!! n that's not the point!!! the point is.. THAT ONE MARK CHANGED MY MARKS FROM A PASS TO A FAIL wahhhhhhh. bah. this is fate. ooh yes. i was on the verge of pulling out of the china trip. heheh.


oh there was take 5 today. n apparently our beloved panel of judges do not know the meaning of less is more. wl. WAHLAO! ah i should stop thinking about that. doesn't really concern me anw. lol. heh i was complaining non-stop about geog n that i din want to go. n clever joanne suggested we pon n hide under the table. ingenious! looool!


dammit i dunno what the hell is wrong with me today. i felt like i was having one leg in the coffin since after recess. so dead. so tired. bleah. lots of stuff making me depressed, mainly my marks i guess. lots of criticisms driving me up the wall. n the way some ppl talk to me just turns me off. but everyone should commend my tolerance level. ha. oh my mum tompang-ed jessica to eunos just now. lol.


honestly i dunno what this entry's about. but yeah i still feel three-quarter dead. i can't even bring myself to talk properly. i was giving one-word ans throughout. n i was lying on the table having dinner. but then i din really have an appetite too. ah. maybe it's depression. hah. AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! screw everything n everyone that got me into this mood. stop taking that tone with me. n just.. S-C-R-A-M!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


i'm supposed to be checking out the details on dsa. n my attention has been distributed everywhere. owell. BYE.

good evening everyone, how are ur sundays? mine isn't very good, unfortunately. but it's ok, coz life goes on, n ruth rox.


hoho. went to heeren on fri. with wanting, cristal, yuqian, n valerie, who idolises me to the end of the world. right? LOL! oh yeah. this stranger wanted to borrow my phone n i was scared that she would run off with it. n in the end.. SHE DIN! HAHA! ooh i received another part of my present. a CHICKEN LITTLE cup. so damn cute n looks like me. lololol~


yar then they came to my house. to have pizza. lol. n play monopoly. wl i was having bad luck. garh. must be coz of valerie. lol. wahax we played till 3 plus n went to bugis. can u believe it. we took a cab there! whoa. crazy. n we split 3-2 some more so........ aye but it's ok. bahaha. yeah we walked around till i was sooooooo hot. ah then i reached home at 7 sth.


ytd kay, clara, dianne n tujin came to do lit. kay's so amusing. she was so scared that she would be late so she took a cab down n ended up being the earliest. HAHA. anw, it took us such a long time to get started. first we waited for dianne n tujin for so long! then when everyone was here, we went to watch the gongyan dvd. LOL. ya i think we only started at 3 plus. went to my grandpa's house to pose by the swimming pool. dot. lol. n we finished it so damn quickly. wooh coolness man.


wahax. i tell u, valerie misses me too much man. she smsed me saying she was bored n i was bored too so i asked her if she wanted to go to parkway n she suddenly called me n said she was leaving already. wah gave me a shock. hoho she said she stopped her studying to go to parkway with me. haish.. can't be helped.. i'm just too great.. LOL!


HAHA! valerie bought a swimming costume! LOL! but she was so wols n i nearly died waiting for her. but it's understandable coz she has such a weird size (too fat LOL) that nth fits her. LOL oh gosh this is hilarious. ha! she trusted my judgment. which goes to show the power my words carry LOLOLOL!


hahahaha. i was on my way home in my dad's car n we were nearing eunos n guess what. JIANFENG ran past my car. wahh i was so shocked to see him. n it's quite a funny place to see him. lol. oho. sorry to rachel n chengfeng for not being able to go for the tjco concert.. hahax


apparently the whole world went to take a flu jab for the china trip except me. n i was freaking out coz of it. but anw, yours truly has decided NOT to take the jab coz my mum says so. xianghong's mum says so too. haha. aye. if i really die in china then it's meant to be. LOL! oh yes. before i proceed.. can someone please tell me WHY THE HELL AM I GOING TO CHINA????????!!!!!!!!!


bah.


HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ALL MOTHERS IN THE WORLD!!!!!! ESP TO MINE!!!!! =D

i'm online! HA. ok. firstly. i think mrs ong's so nice coz she's so patient n so nice despite me going to see her WEEKS after she told me too. n she told me she went to watch the co concert n she said i play well! LOL! oh guess what. the career planning person asked me to go up n share my achievements n i realise i've got alot. LOL. dot. do pity me. i was shot totally by water guns ytd. blaha. heh. i hope i can pass amaths n chem. i was too careless for that stupid amaths qn. wasted a HELL LOT OF MY TIME!!!!! wahax. oho. we celebrated zhiying's birthday today. so cool. i couldn't wait till recess hahaha. wow i think i'm great coz valerie ponned phys remedial to go parkway with me. LOL! great great great ruth. ruth rox. ho yes. i must announce my great accomplishment. i helped valerie open her bottle!!!!! LOLOLOL! wl.. the ineffable greatness of ME. heheh. ah. i din go for the vjco concert coz my dad isn't gonna pick me up. yep. watched american idol. n i nearly cried coz CHRIS got out! WTH HE DOESN'T DESERVE TO GO!!!!!!!!! aye whatever. fate n destiny. HAHA!


i'm a star coz i've got lots of airtime on the gongyan dvd. LOL!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHIYING! =D

hey, i packed my cupboard last sun. aren't i great? of course. wahahax. oho. we had a health screening on wed. n.. my eyesight improved! without glasses it was 6/18 when i was pri 5 then 6/12 in sec 3 n now it's 6/09 HAHAHA oman i'm so darn great. the funny thing is that the nurse said i have good eyecare habits n take regular breaks when i practically stare at my com screen the whole day. not now though. HEHEH. i rock. sighx, i'm so screwed for chem prac. i was like trembling soooo much n feeling so scared that my test tube would explode. n it din help that the bunsen burner was making so much noise. lol. aye mrs ong's gonna hate me. oh guess what. i had a bad hair day on wed n it made me moody. lol. wooh~ mrs vora asked us to count our blessings. n i conclude that i'm a blessed person. WOHO! dortx i was late for sch again ytd. coz i woke up at 7.20am. but i managed to zoom to sch by 7.35. on the count of three, say.. RUTH ROX! mrs vora said i'm hopeless. LOL! HMM. i think cristal's smart. she actually guessed correctly that i wouldn't be awake on a sat morning. lol!


hoho. yay i'm free tmr n i have a date with parkway. woohoo~


PAY UP FOR UR DVDS!!!!! i tell u, my patience is wearing out. GARH.


oh yes. thankew alison for the turtle/tortoise! loooool =D