my dad's not gonna let me use the internet anymore. yeah, whatever. who gives a damn about him man. anw, he just let me use for 45 mins or so (oh what a saint) *sense my sarcasm*. n i din even beg him for it. but since he let me use, i might as well use. heh.


guess what man. i slept at 6.30am this morning. the sun just rose! it was so damn cool. wahahax. yeah, then i woke up at 12.30pm n rushed all the way to sch for the meeting. hmm fenzu, we had to go up one by one n play our kaoji songs. what crap. bah.


ooh wgy made my day. but as i said, she owes me. LOL. ahh she knows my name. not a very good sign huh? sianx i'll be blasting my dizi at 4am later, maybe. very soon, the whole neighbourhood will just start throwing eggs at my window.


yawnx.. i'll be going online really seldom now. ppl, MISS ME MAN!! lolx

yawnx.. i'm not a very happy person these few days, so just go away if u have nth nice to say. bleah. ok, i doubt i'll be able to sleep tonight. coz.. the length of my nap today was, 3.. 4.. 5.. 6! hours. yeah n i spent nearly the whole of ytd sleeping as well. well, i already said that i'm not a very happy person. what else am i expected to do? heh.


oh yeah i added the smarterchild. whenever i'm bored i'll go n talk nonsense to it. one moment i kept saying that "ruth rox", "ruth is the greatest", "i love ruth to the core". hoho. i wasn't in a good mood ytd, so i went to scold it. it kept asking me to apologise. n i continued scolding it. stupid robot.


"has bart eaten the weavers?" whoa this qn is downright, right down, HILARIOUS. 20 mins ago i was laughing the crap off reading the AR article. wooh~ the linzes RAWK man. just like me =) ohhh, whatever. i'm so darn bored now. anyone wanna hear a story? i have an exciting one! LOL..


i was playing my dizi at 4am last night. n i'm gonna play it later too. so if i dun turn up for co tmr, someone please go bail me out. haish.. yeah, i'm bored, bored, BORED did i tell u? i'm waiting for my mcwings supper n the chickens, till yet, have not flown back. YAWNX..


money money money~ yusof ishak's gonna be my best friend as well as my worst enemy very soon. hohoho merry christmas everyone.

OHHHHHHH I'M SO DAMN OVER THE MOON COZ MY FAVOURITE, FAVOURITE TEAM AKA THE LINZES CAME IN FIRST!!!!! wooh~ after a million second place finishes, they finally came in FIRST! talk about delighted. this happy "ending" marks the 100th episode of TAR! coolness.


today was the east zone competition. yeah my heartfelt thank yous to those who came to support. lol! oh n i realised that the J1s are nice ppl. so encouraging. haha. hmm i kept walking here n there when practically the whole world was practising. chinyong said i was damn relaxed, n stefanie told him it's coz i was nervous. hoho. a little. also coz i saw no sense in practising. last min work never helps. HAHA.


i was freaking out at one point, coz yelin said, "u better win ah.." n i was saying, "sure lose". heh. wesley actually told me, "when u're on stage, imagine yelin laughing at u, then u laughing back at her." LOL.. hilarious. anw, i was kinda intimidated by those ppl, n i nearly had a heart attack when i was behind waiting for my turn. n when the person in front of me ended her last note i nearly fainted. oh first person i saw when i entered was libing. LOL. hee i was much less nervous on stage than i'd expected. i wasn't even trembling n my heart was beating at its normal pace. that's funny coz during useless dazus when playing mjh i feel even more scared than that. but ya, whatever.


went to watch the other performances after my turn n i nearly fell asleep. seryang was damn pro man. humongous pity that his xian broke though. hmm.. qizous were after the break. n all of them were guzheng. send chuida next time man. lol! ooh wgy finally had sth nice to say about me. she owes me one man! for all the scoldings muahaha. yeah, then another break. then RESULTS!!!!!! ho i shall say what clara taught me to. "i'm glad i got a ____"


LOL.. xianghong went offline all of a sudden. coz she saw a big flying insect! HAHAHA~


anyone thinks gongyan is more challenging than syf?

i had this stupid dream a few nights ago. i got kidnapped along with 2 SURVIVORS, n the venue of kidnap was at my house. what dumbness. the rest of the details are equally dumb, so, ya. but i was kinda amused when i recalled it. heh.


theory exams on sun. i think my grade 6 is kinda screwed as i was still in fantasy mode. i can only hope for the best for grade 7. heez.. thanx to ding laoshi for teaching us, but i might still fail. wahax. oh my.. he's a judge!!!!


went to parkway bk with clara n justine to discuss the bbq stuff. i'm feeling sad about it. but then again i'm practically feeling sad about every damn thing in this world. trust me when i say life is VERY IRRITATING these few days. i'm beginning to wonder if i can ever make it out of all this shit alive.


zheng shunli's gonna scream at me on fri coz i'm changing my kaoji songs. yeah for both grades. i bet he'll just flip n tell me he's giving up on me, it's no use teaching me coz i'll just fail the whole thing in the end. like, whatever. who was the big ass who brought the idea of kaoji to s'pore anw? churns up all the agony in me. BLEAGH.


oh n this marks 2 days to the fateful wednesday.

oh hello everyone! i studied phys today! congratulate me man. wahahax. i realised sth. the competition falls on ouxuan's b'dae. i mean, liwen. but anw i was contemplating last night whether i should pull out. haish.. quitter eh.


survivor ended 35 mins ago. anyone expecting me to say, "one of my favourites got voted off tonight"? lol! jamie got the BOOT. n.. HE ISN'T ONE OF MY FAVOURITES!!!! naninanipoopoo LOL~


i'm a happy girl actually. if not for a few spastic things bugging me. sheesh..


OMG n it's 5 days..

when ttk says not bad, i still dun think it's good. do i really have high expectations of myself? if so, i never did know that i had this "trait". hmm i shall mull over it. check back next week for the ans. LAMENESS.


the conducting lesson by ttk was darn cool. woohoo~ off to dream of being a conductor. "destined to be a musician", coz i ain't doing well in sch. no way! just picture me playing the dizi like 10 years from now. can't imagine, eh? that settles it. no future. aww..


mr helmi gave me a pep talk just now. i told him that my dad takes away the internet in the afternoon. n he said, "if i had a daughter, i wouldn't take away the internet. i would want to let her learn how to be motivated enough to do her work even when the internet is on, right beside her." i would give ath to have my dad sit there n listen to what he said. i swear i would be smirking at him till the eggs of the chicken hatched.


"ppl dun join competitions to lose." that's like, so true. but it's also undeniably true that in any competition, there has to be a winner, as well as a loser. haish.. still, i'm thankful by a billion to have encouragement. n THANKEW xianghong for saying that she's going on that day. but the whole damn thing is 5 hours, n if she decides not to go in the end, it's all right man! haha.


tns wenhui's so sweet man. she was asking me on tues if i'm really going back next cny. i was thinking they would have forgotten me by then. n she assured me that they would definitely still rmb me! heh, i'm so touched. ooh lala jinghan!!! please, go back with me!!! say yes!!!! =D


boring. kaoji's demoralising me like hell. haish.. 1 year ago around this day i was vowing to practise hard n i din. 1 year later aka the fateful TODAY, i'm still not practising. dun i ought to be shot? what a loser. ah.. God save the rawker!

i'm missing ezco camp too much that i'm blogging about the kids once again. anw yeah, these are the kids who have left me with deeper impressions than the rest, lol.


marvin - he's damn irritating, rebutting u n all that but he's really very nice when u talk to him online.
4 coral girls - their everyday toilet routine starts from after lunch. they visit the toilet like once every half an hour, the vainpots. hahs they do nth but "yoyo" me the whole day n keep bugging me to sit beside them. hmm but this is another bunch i'll miss. do u think i'll see them again?
jiahui - she bugs me all day long. "can go to the canteen? how much did u get for ur lang arts? can u show me ur report book?" her pinches are painful. but she's kinda cute. heh.
shiyu - "tehteh" LOL
dai hong rui - QI GONG GUY!!!! i'll never forget him man. SO BLARDEE CUTE!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!
mingxia, beverly - talk too much. haha! beverly's quite sweet. both of them attempt all day long to carry me. well, they succeeded once.
jiayu - pro guy, super pro. my future junior? hmm..
camille - she got locked up at home on the day of the concert. then she started yakking to me about getting hold of my hp no. din i give it to everyone on fri? lol! she's quite a nice girl, yea.
reuben - he can be so irritating, yet he can be so nice. it's amusing when he says, "hey ruth, dun u want to go to the canteen to buy ur milo?" he looks like my cousin. quite cute.
shaoyong - he's just like reuben. but he has some kinda unknown feud with the tns girls n they fight all day long.
nanfeng - I WANNA RECRUIT HER!!!! lol. she's one of the crazier tns girls n has quite a contagious laughter. she keeps saying that i make her laugh when blowing when in actual fact she's crazy! lol.
kaywerlyn n rachel - kay looks like a rach n rach looks like a kay so i was telling them to exchange their names. both of them are cute, anw.
wenhui - ooh i'll never forget her man. so sweeeeeet of her to give me a GREEN postcard! observant of her. yeah she's cute too. wahahax. then again, all the tns girls are cute n they're just super amusing they crack me up like, totally. from this i conclude that tns still rox n i can't wait to go back! wooh~

ytd (sat) was dazu with ttk. i was peeved that someone asked me to listen to my junior. that person ought to die like immediately. after that had a meeting with ttk. aunty annie told me that the competition's still on. n now everyone knows about it! haish.. how very embarrassing.


then, meeting with yelin n comm. clara n i talked too much. so we ended up the target of qns. i'm reminded of the times charlene n i talk so much n teachers glare at us. heh. yeah went to parkway for dinner with clara. hawker centre, imagine that! so hot man. haha then walked around for a little while..


today was ezco concert. went to sch early in the morning to move instrus n other stuff. yep. went to vch, moved instrus again, then waited for the kids to come. dizi ppl are still as noisy as ever. i was telling this sec 2 dyb girl that we should have brought masking tape. n she said that using tranquilizer's better. lol! ooh i finally know who's valentia n mengdie now. MUAHAHA.


rehearsal was quite terrible. the first few items took such a blardee long time, so we had no time to run through the items after interval properly. the poor dizis played halfway n had to get off. xyz qizou was messy. n i was pissed with wgy coz she scolded me for nth. it's her fault yea. i went to practise at the staircase area. n shunli played erhu with me! grateful for once. lol.


tns played tian shan sheng hui. n nanfeng's damn good! oman. her xiaodi volume is like so loud, n i never knew she was that good. so much louder than someone man. hey everyone, let's recruit her into dhsco! wahax. hmm ya had a hard time keeping the dizis quiet. in future, dun give them water since they have so much saliva.


i was about to cry when i listened to shang xue qu. it sounded so much better than their practices. xyz qizou was not too bad. i din screw up! please congratulate me. haha. oh n thankew dyb sec 2 girl (i'm sorry i dunno ur name) for the sch badge! lol stefanie n i were like providing free entertainment for the sheng n suonas. i'm a serious person k! lalala~


yeah when the concert ended i was so, so sad coz i would never see those kids again. although they make so much noise, they irritate me to my grave, they drive me totally up the wall, they're one fun bunch of ppl man. esp the tns ppl. i guess i really miss them the most, coz of the amusement that they've given me. but it's ok, i can go back n visit anytime. wahax. seriously, they rawk man!


debriefing in the co room upon arriving back at sch. gavin was complaining so much about khs teachers n it was kinda amusing. lol! yup we ordered pizza, n that was our dinner. hoho.


haish.. 1 week of tiring activities, everything's finally over. yeah i can rest, but if i'm required to do this thing over again, i would man. feeling so empty now. bah.

lemme update on east zone. lol!


mon - i got to see my 35 dizi kiddies for the first time. clara thought they behaved like angels. i thought so too. "thought" is the word. nth much i guess. everyone's still new, not much probs.


tues - disaster. i was the only gy person, n i had to settle every damn thing. i ran round the whole sch looking for a gys which was left in the kid's sch. bah. the monkeys scolded me for being 1 min late in bringing them down for tea! n they started man-handling me. hmm.. i went for dazu, n ttk made me cut a suona guy's hair. i thank heaven that his mum din come n scold me. yet. then one guy thought he was practising qigong. he kicked an avt chair n it came off. oh yes, TNS 99th ANNIVERSARY!!!!!!! wooh~ coolness


wed - the kids were complaining that siyuan brought them down for lunch n not me. they have this mindset that i can split myself into a few parts yea. yanru told me about a vegetarian boy who ate chicken on mon n i was laughing like crap. garh. turned off by a "smarty LIPS". oh they refused to have fenzu unless i perform for them. we bargained, n in the end i still played for them after they played. talk about being nice.


thur - nanfeng said i make her laugh when playing (i dun), then the whole bunch of tns ppl moved over to the side. so i talked to them, n i discovered that they're mental. just look at how they communicate with one another. hilarious. i got scolded by a person without a tag. in what position is he to say ath huh? pissed. i conclude that tns ppl will suffer from hair loss coz of the joke they've been going around telling.


fri - after being hounded for my email for days i finally gave it to them. tns wenhui wrote me a postcard. she knows i like green n she gave me a green one! whoa i was like, so touched. hah. went to banzou for xyz qizou. we just got the pu today n i'm glad i din screw up. some ppl were trying to carry me. well, they succeeded. hee really gotta thank gavin for shouting at the dizi kids man. n hongming too, for helping me fen them. thankew thankew! haha. GUESS WHAT MAN. zhiying said she saw a survey form n the person wrote, "ruth is the best student leader. she rox!" i nearly died laughing after she told me. LOL. of course, i rawk. muahaha. we got locked in sch, then chinyong had to find ttk to get the keys.


i'm biased coz i write some ppl's autograph books instantly, while some i return them after DAYS. tns pupils are a bunch of amusing n crazy kids, n i vow to go back soon. one girl is really annoying. she has to come REAL CLOSE to me when she wants to tell me sth. n she man-handles me all the time. lip's relation gets on my nerves too. like lips, like relation. the disadvantage of being so light is that the kids always wanna attempt to carry me. i ponned sch on tues, 1 hour on wed, after recess onwards on thur, from 1 period before recess today. i deserve a medal for being so dedicated to ezco. lol. i have run up n down the avt so many times a day, i can travel to n fro blind folded in future. dizi kids aren't angels. far from it. they spend the whole fenzu writing my name on the board. but the tns ppl write RUTH ROX on it, so i let them. HAHA. coral ppl call me yoyo, n i can't figure out the reason behind the ridiculous name.


conclusion..
ezco training camp equals to 35 noisy monkeys, 1 BIG headache, yet an air of satisfaction is derived. i hate to say it, but i'm gonna miss them.


5 of the kids just added me to msn. n i'm busy entertaining them. it's tough, coz i haven't figured out who they are yet. heh.


happy birthday to tns wenhui n thanx for the postcard! =D

this will be a more positive entry. haha. anw, ytd i asked yingyu, "do u want to be a ghost?" without explaining ath. then i was kinda laughing my ass off. n clara told me that i do stupid things n take pleasure in them. LOL.. hmm yeah. that, i dun deny. muahaha..


just now, a buncha sec ones, added me, to their conversation on msn, n asked me, to tell them, DHS GHOST STORIES. whoa.. yeah since they requested for it, i decided to scare them a little. lol! n from what they were talking about, i gather that they are mad =P


i dl-ed many, many songs. if one of these days i happen to disappear from the face of the earth, dun panic. i'm probably sitting in a prison cell waiting for a verdict. hoho. yes. i'm merely talking crap to while time. i'm so bored!!!!!!! gaghans eliminated ='(


wooh~ tmr, i'll be on my way to suntec with clara n cephia! we're gonna eat ben n jerry's! i'm gonna buy my water bottle. clara's gonna buy her nail polish. n ceph's gonna buy what she wanna buy. everyone, please feel excited for me. wahahax..


heyhey! my dad says the bbq can be held at my grandpa's pool. please, dun object to holding it at my place or i'll just cry. haish.. anw, SHOW ME SOME RESPONSE MAN!!!!!! lol~

so i've been recruited to be a member of the band huh. lol. heh nora called me a naughty girl coz i din go for the parent-child day. n i was laughing into her face coz i thought that was very funny. yeah we played table tennis for PE ytd. jessalyn, zhaomi, geokjoo n i were playing doubles n it was horrendously fun. not to mention laughter-inducing.


shirlene's shocked that i failed my maths. she says i'm not supposed to fail. but helmi said, "u will be surprised that some ppl who are weak in maths are very good at treasury." LOL.. bah. treasury is just counting! dazu was by wgy. her dazu's definitely more effective than gls, needless to say. too bad we're kinda stuck to that male chauvanist for life. no offence.


went with xianghong to tm just now. woosh~ i bought ryan cabrera's cd!!!! lol. yeah we walked around until my legs were aching so bad. haha. ooh i met yanru there! yep. we went here, went there, then went home. home is where i flog into lassitude.