woho~ i'm online! anyone missed me? i bet everyone did. muahaha. ok.. update on the stuff which happened to the rawker this week. HA.


- i went to suyun's class n her classmates started saying "eh suyun's favourite senior!" then i went i left they went "bye ruth!" omg.. talk about being a rawker n a famous one. LOL =D
- katherine thinks the kangaroo pic that jloh showed us looks like me
- AA said i'm good! lololol
- under the "talented" circle on the SS wb, i branched out n said "like ruth" n wanting went to copy it. see how ppl agree that i'm great. LOL
- i had "disciplinary action" taken against me for being late 3 times this month. but luckily they just issued a warning letter. heheh.
- twc loves nagging at me for OTHER PPL'S faults
- my photocopied passport went missing n i'm sure a fan of mine stole it
- AA is VERY, VERY MEAN
- i had a stitch the moment i started running for 2.4
- lamlee, joanne n yuqian came to my house today n it was hilarious. LOL


HOHO. i'm feeling so accomplished now coz i just finished emaths n amaths hw. i can actually do those qns on my own. CONGRATULATE me lolol. i think my life rox n of course i rawk too. it's just so sad i have 2 tuitions tmr but it's ok coz time flies. wooh~ oh yeah. i hope joanne din die. LOL!

whoa, i think time is passing like a bullet train currently. SIGHX. oho. xiuyi dropped by at my house on mon to pass me some money. n she gave me a stack of dhs foolscap! she helped me save money man. THANKS!!!! =D lolol. ohh. fenzu. not bad. jiayu is.. UNBELIEVABLE. ha.


heh i din know it was NAPFA on tues. but anw, there was. yes. n i'm still feeling sad over it coz i got A for everything except THE DAMN SIT N REACH!!!!! garh. i thought there would be a second try so the first time i did it anyhow n there wasn't a second try! haish.. =( but i'm surprised that i actually jumped 191 for SBJ. it's like my furthest ever n it's quite unbelievable. HMM..


oh no, life's so lame now. everyday the few of us would just be using the water guns to shoot at each other n everyday my back would be sooooo wet. dortx. lol! wahh mr yeo actually said i'm wearing a helmet. LOL. madness. but it's kinda funny. heh. oh yay, i'm happy that i passed my chem practical quite highly. FOR THE FIRST TIME. haha.


loo laoshi is amusing. in 2 periods, she can finish three yan jiangs. how FAST that is man. at the rate she goes.............. it'll never reach my turn lol. wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh sian. i should have gone with lamlee n yuqian to parkway just now. then i wouldn't have been moping around at home. bah.


u know, i'm PISSED now. i'm supposed to be like RETIRED since 1 apr, but it's at this time that i actually have the most work to do. n i'm like perpetually finding twc for most of my recesses? wth please. one min i'm allowed to retire, the next i have to do all the stupid things for all the stupid reasons. then there are all those meetings which most of the time nth comes out of. i'm sorry for being ap but this is really what i feel n this is what really stresses me out. it's not like u dunno my situation now. why do i still have to do all this rubbish? aren't i already officially retired? please, i dun even wanna go to china now. bleah.


ARGH. how irritating. i wanna go to sch. for lessons! then i won be bored at home. blaha.

thurs was sports day. haha went to meet clara at bugis before that. n we totally had no fate man. so much miscommunication. ended up we took soooo long to find each other. LOL. hilarious. sports day was alright. we were in the shade! heheh. i still dun understand how we could have won the cheer though. we were cheering different things. lol! oh i fell asleep during the prize presentation. so boring!


hoho i went to collect my new specs ytd. so exciting. i look kinda weird in them. but.. ppl say it's cool! HAHA =D yeah went to meet wanting, huishan n minhui at city hall. wahhh huishan spent half an hour complaining to her sis that she's fat, n made us wait half an hour for her! hmph, she owes us a drink, i dun care. lolol~


we met annabel n shumin, so had dinner with them. then rushed to buy flowers. but so unfortunately, the damn shop was closed! so we bought chocolates instead. haish.. yeah then we practically ran all the way to vch coz we were late. n annabel was saying that the next time we go for a concert we should all wear sports attire so that we can run in peace. LOL!


oho. band ppl are interesting. they stamp their feet when the conductor comes on stage! represents clapping. heh. maybe we should try that too. so cool. lol! the concert was alright. ha xianghong n i moved up to the circle seats after the interval HAHA. the seats were empty anw. wahh i like stand by me! nice!


went shangyin today to celebrate justine, jobina, sizhao n khaiqi's birthday. n to show off my new specs too. HA. i think it's hilarious. we sang the birthday song 8 times. spastic. LOL. wahh can't stand xiaoxue. she dislikes my specs. but it's ok. most like it. LOL. yeah stayed there for about an hour then i went home. to sleep. n pack my room. heh.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY CEPHIA, JUSTINE N JOBINA!!!!!! =D

wohoho. let me tell all of u, mon's fenzu was THE BEST EVER!!!! n i mean THE best. oh i'm referring to the qudis coz xiaoxue n i were fen-ing them. n they were sooooo much better than i expected. whoa.. i bet if zsl were there the efficiency level would be like 1/4 of ours man. HA.


yayy, let me announce that i passed my bio test quite highly n i'm surprised coz i never expected it n it's my highest in 3 whole years! lolol. ah i failed my chem test though. but i'm still happy coz i improved HAHA.


oh yes, everyone please congratulate me on the count of three. I TIDIED MY TABLE YTD!!!!!! n tidying that alone used up 5 big plastic bags of rubbish. LOL. but my table's so freaking neat now man. i should have taken a before n after pic of it n i bet everyone will be impressed. lolol. i rock man!


oho, triple S was fun, except for the fact that ms seah wronged me. owell, WHATEVER. i think i rawk anw. coz i finished the A maths hw given today n handed it up to ms lim. looooooool. HAHA cristal said my baby pic looks like chicken little. so of course i took out the postcard for her to see. LOL~


to your jubilance, to your nonchalance, to your anger, to your dismay, I AM GOING TO CHEENA!!!!!!!!!!!


hoho. thankew valerie for the belated b'dae present n xianghong for the LIME GREEN earphone pads which were so nice n so many ppl wanted to steal them. HAHA =D


RUTH ROX!

went suntec today with joanne lamlee n yuqian. to buy wanting's present. HOHO. wahh lamlee bought some small funny water guns n started shooting me. heh. but the guns are so cute. lol! uh then went to plaza sing. then joanne left. n we went to bugis. i think today's the longest i ever shopped. my legs are still aching now. wahax.


i think it's so coincidental. throughout the whole of today i was commenting that i wanna change my specs. THEN when i was wiping my specs, that thing (dunno what izzit called) dropped off. n i can't fix it. shall ask my mum later. hoho but maybe it really is a sign that i should change my specs. lol! i'm a little blind now though. heheh.


oh no, i just realised i forgot to thank clarissa for the cute towel she gave me on gongyan. lol yeah. thankew thankew! =)

oho ttk still thinks i should go to china. haish.. i dunno. i doubt it really makes a difference, but common sense really says that i shouldn't go. n looking at the no. of ppl who think they're so good, i dun really wanna go either. but i'm not in a position to decide coz the ultimate power lies in my parents. yeah i said i'm gonna talk to them tonight. but i haven't. lol.


i received a postcard from suyun just now, which begged me to go china. then i recalled the letter n i feel really sad. argh.. but yeah, the decision doesn't lie with me. let's just leave it to fate =) MY JUNIOR ROX YEAH!


joanne is MAD. she stole a small piece of my eraser n started cutting it up. then all of a sudden she turned around n threw it at me, which went into my shirt. of course i threw back n she said it went into her mouth. LOL that's so damn funny please. HAHA. yar we were all throwing things at one another n mr yeo din even notice. heh.


whoa i nearly died during the 3 period of eng. sooooo boring. lol. when AA said she was sure no one got the porous qn correct i was so tempted to raise my hand when she asked who got it right. but of course i din. so embarrassing. lol!


there was the meeting with yingchun after sch. nth much. about china trip, obviously. heheh.


i'm sorry for ppl who love discouraging me. coz it's not gonna work. u know very well ur words are actually junk to me. so.. just.. SHH!!!


wow, i'm actually that important. LOL~


suntec suntec suntec

hoho. some updates. i used the crazy glasses on mon to drink up a cup of orange juice. n we made a mess at the vending machines area. LOL. heh career guidance. it's kinda sad that no career matches me. but maybe i'm destined to stay at home n shake both legs. HA. tues was boring, except that PE wasn't as torturous as before.


ytd, nth much too. triple S was alright. hmm, this ex-dunmanian who's now in vjc j2 called haojin came to teach me twelfth night! apparently she's coming on a regular basis. hoho. i think she's pro to still rmb everything about twelfth night. if it were me 2 years down the road i would have forgotten who's orsino.


i think i just died a thousand times for chem. but well, it's over. n i'm fated never to pass chem anw. heheh. oh yes, i went to find ttk during recess to pass him some money. whoa he's damn hilarious please. he was feeling in the date on the cash voucher n suddenly asked what year was it. n he seemed to not believe it when i told him it's 2006. he was like, "WAH! 2006 nian le ah?" LOL.


hoho he asked if i was going china n was very shocked when i told him i'm not. naturally he asked about the solos, so i told him that a sec 3 will play. but he doesn't want, n says that i really gotta go or everything, esp tuo ling will wan2 dan4. yeah then i told him about my results but he said not to worry, n that i can ask my parents to call him. i was kinda amused coz i'm trying to imagine how on earth are they gonna communicate. lol!


sianx.. honestly i dun wanna go china. BUT, there are always buts. hmm yar so i plan to go talk to ttk tmr, tell him about how HORRENDOUS my results are, then see if he still thinks i needa go. if he thinks so.. then he can handle my parents. wahax. but it's quite impossible coz my dad's equivalent to a mule. heh.


we finally got back our holy amaths papers. n i shall not comment on it. just that.. ONE person passed. yup. went to airport with xianghong. i was totally in no mood to study bio but of course i had to. hmm this perfume person came over to advertise her perfume n said that it's buy 1 get 4 free. dortx. i only had $3.


woohoo~ RUTH ROX MAN!

o1o4o6.. dhsco's BIG DAY! heheh. yep, ytd was gongyan. we had a gy breakfast but unfortunately not everyone went. hmm then went to sch for briefing, moving of instruments (nth to move actually), some phototaking n off we went to vch! wahahax.


the rehearsal was alright. but that sacred note of mine went flat for jusong once again. it kinda scared me, but when i played several times for zsl he said it was zhun so i din feel too bad. haha. oh i was blardee irritating by some person. on n on n on, i could just shout at that nut to shut the hell up but of course i din. ha. hoho. suyun n i exchanged a shoe each. so we were both wearing different shoes. did anyone notice that i was wearing shoes of different shininess? lolol.


the 4pm concert. not too bad. i like the "lightning" during huanghe. but poor yigang got a very, very deep cut while shaking the metal piece. i din see it but from the descriptions it was really deep, n there were the st. john's ppl helping. i'm just very impressed that he could hold on until the whole song ended. he even had to beat the drum. whoa, dhsco's hero man! hahs. hope his cut heals soon.


debbie called me a mushroom. HAHA. but yay, she said my tuoling's not bad n better than rehearsal =) hahaha. heh i din expect gls to call me to stand so i was still sitting there coz i thought he was pointing at alicia. hmm.. anw.. my note din go flat for jusong! hahax. ohh before man jiang hong gls asked me to jia you. haha then he went on to say that since sec 1 until now i'm still so thin n i felt kinda sad coz time flies. ah well.. heh, he praised me for jusong! n told wgy that i added a "eunos" feeling to it coz i told him i lived around eunos. lol!


7.30pm.. the atmosphere was naturally better. yeah n i was feeling very, very sad before tuoling coz that song's damn nice n it hurts to think that it's my last. hah. oh yes, i'm so, so glad that i din tremble during the 25 pai note. coz during usual practices i always tremble, n i'm shocked that this time i actually din. hoho. carmen told me what kelvin ho said about my 25 pai n i think it's hilarious. ahh she called me a monster. lol. haha jieying asked me if i knew how to xun huan hu xi n was quite shocked when i told her i dunno. haish.. makes me sad coz i wish i knew. hee.


yay, gls n lin laoshi lifted my spirits! =D hmm the lightning during huanghe wasn't very like a lightning but it's understandable =) hahax. lol huanglin was waving like mad at me n it made me laugh. heh. hahaha before man jiang hong xiaoxue n i were worried about our dimo so we went into the toilet cubicle to blow n test it. n when we came out giappy, bentoh, chunmeng n kesmond were clapping. wl, it was damn hilarious. then kesmond said, "eh, ruth leh." n i was like.. "huh?" lol. the rest of the songs weren't too bad. but i think the encore was boring compared to the 2 previous years. coz we din stand up during di tanjung katong! lolol. but it's ok. we had fun, everyone did well, n dhsco still rox!


yup the whole concert just ended like that n i honestly can't believe it. it's really damn sad. to be leaving the orchestra, leaving some very very nice ppl, n not being able to play such nice songs anymore. haish.. i'm still hoping for a miracle but it's a 0.0000000001% chance. i'm sure some ppl are rejoicing though. perhaps i'll treat it as a good deed n just focus on my studies. ahh. oh. i was blardee pissed with zsl. call himself a teacher when all he did was come up once or twice, without helping much. he only heard me n lili for jusong, then disappeared forever. where was he when we wanted him to paste dimo? where was he when we needed to consult him on the songs? where was he when our playings needed correction? please, he's one big a$$hole n i was so damn angry ytd. i dun need his damn help but it doesn't mean others din. bleah.


ok, overall i think everything went quite smoothly. n most importantly, i had zero regrets, n this marks quite a good end to my 4 years in dhsco =) to everyone.. thanx for everything n continue to jia you yeah! rawker will come back! hahaha.


oh yes. my heartfelt thanks to - diane for the flower (once again really sorry that i couldn't make it for choir concert..). joanne, lamlee n yuqian for the chocolates n that very amusing straw lol. yuhan, yunyin, annabel, shumin, huanglin, cecilia for the flower n note. n charlene for the flower! thanx everyone! hahax =)


OH YAY! ZHIYANG WON CAMPUS SUPERSTAR!!! whoa, i was so scared he wouldn't even be the male champ coz for 2 rounds he lost to renfred in the no. of votes. but.. HE WON!!! YAY!!!!! hahaha. oh yes, n i declare that i finally like renfred. coz.. he finally got eliminated! hoho.


DHSCO ROX! SHEN2 HUA4!