this week's a rather boring "holiday", if it should even be one. been spending the whole of it studying! argh, i was counting the number of chapters just now and i realise that i'm only about halfway done and it's a matter of DAYS to the promos. dammit, the rest of the two weeks have gotta be spent on mugging and NOTHING BUT MUGGING.


ROAR. it's times when you glance at your empty notes that you regret skipping those lectures, trying so hard to make head or tail of all that incoherent and discorganised nonsense information on your bio notes that you regret not paying attention, not understanding a single crap in the chem notes that you regret not doing your tutorials. but of course, it's too late for regrets, i'll just have to make the most out of this remaining time left. it's not much, but it can make a difference! umm, hopefully. each time i cram chunks of information into my head, i really wonder if it will pay off. i'm just so afraid of getting retained, imagine all the disappointment my parents will feel............ =( study, study, study HARD and not have regrets. i hope.


went to school to do PW yesterday. hope mr lim won draw that cliff thing on our written report again anymore man........ haha. went to study at the parkway burger king with huijin after that. and i finally understood implicit differentiation LOL. oh zilu all of a sudden asked me if i was studying for my promos. haha! all the best to the seniors for all upcoming exams! :D :D :D


received a message from zhiying yesterday asking if i wanna go send yelin off, she's going to scotland to study. i din, btw. my dad would have complained that i should be studying haha. but it goes to show how everyone around me has their own dreams and ideals. unlike me, who's in the meantime really struggling for a promotion. i guess my goal in life is just to have a goal. heh.