so, this marks the end of the promos. which also means that my future is set. well, this period of time was rather.. special. coz it really determines my future, like REALLY. if i'm gonna get retained...................... let's not think about it for now hee. shan't go into the minute details of each paper, i think it's highly unnecessary. i have no clue as to how i'm gonna do, i have no wish to think back, i have no idea what the results will be, i have no guts to imagie what it could possibly be. all i know is that, thank God for being with me, for giving me the strength. "Faith in the Lord", that's what audrey kept reminding me.


also given to me by audrey, from 1 Peter 5:7 "casting all your care upon Him, for He cares for you." haha believe it or not, i was moved to tears, literally, when i received that message. i was having such an agonising time cramming all that ionic equilibrium stuff into my overly packed mind (it's demoralising when you start off the day with IE and at close to midnight, you're still at IE when the paper's just the next day and you have yet to touch the other topics). yeah, that message came at such a timely moment that i was just so, so touched. haha.


it's just weird, during this exam period i kept thinking of my family, about how they'll be so disappointed if i'm really retained. haha, i was telling mei ching the other day not to be surprised if i break down before collecting our results. she just din believe that i'll actually cry. well...... i've never been so bothered by an exam before! even O levels wasn't half as taxing as this. damn, i dun know if i'm gonna have any regrets. but yeah, i should already be grateful. for not feeling the pressure, for having the strength to go on. and no matter what happens, thank you to those who've been helping me and giving me so much encouragement! :)


yep as mentioned, last paper today. went with s34 to sakae at wheelock place. we got a complaint by some customers for being noisy! who're the noisy ones, man! yeah we went to walk around orchard after that. i'm sooooooooo tired now and my legs are aching! lol. hee, i really needa spend more time with s34, who knows if i'll still be there next year. gosh, it's such a saddening thought. shan't think about that anymore. treasure the present moments!


i'm so blessed, i really am, i have nothing more to ask for. Thank You! (:


now for my after-promos list:
1. KBOX!!!!!!!!!!!
2. seoul garden
3. a very much-needed haircut
4. lots and lots of sleep
5. and lots and lots of play!


whee! LIFE IS GAY! =D